The Mail Box

[turi_guilliano]

i am fine now! i should be... and i am! why the hell did you have to send me that stupid e-mail! havent you heard? i said im fine now!

 

barely a month ago, i just got news from f... she seems rather sad of the decisions she's made. about us and about the consequenses she is now facing. before that, ive always thought i should've done more... now, i know i did the right thing. i never thought it would feel this way. i always thought id feel vindicated! nah... feel more like a validation that i made the right choice... did the right thing...

 

i wont wait for that same news from you. you were never that type anyways... either way i still know i did the right thing. i know i never faltrered. for now... pls let me be. i was doing well... and i am.

 

im fine now remember?

[wjc-934]

nandito na nanaman ako, sa netopia. katabi lang kasi nito ung pinag- workan mo. lunch time na. diko alam kung txt kita para ayain kumain..

 

hay nako... buhay nga naman...

[Wyld]

Nakakatuwang isipin.

Hindi inaasahang pangyayari.

Pagbabangaan ng isip.

Pagkakakilala ng puso.

 

Nakakaaliw hindi ba.

Nagumpisa sa biruan.

Nagumpisa sa iwasan.

Ngayon, pagmamahalan.

 

Nakakapagtaka nga ba.

Puso at isip ang nagtagpo.

Nagkaintindihan.

Nagkaisa.

 

Walang katakataka.

Sadyang itinalaga.

Nakamtan ang matagal ng hanap.

Pagmamahal...ngayon at magpakailanman.

 

[missmanners]

am i looking for a reason to legitimize my leaving?

 

i don't know. sometimes i'm certain i can't take anymore. and then, by some strange occurrence, i end up swallowing my words again... along with my pride... and i hear myself say, "alright, one more."

 

sometimes i wonder if it's all worth it. seeing as the future doesn't look too bright for the both of us. and the present ain't all that stunning to see either. i wonder what exactly is keeping this together and what's stopping it from falling apart. i wonder why it doesn't just die a natural death. i wonder that since you're just as miserable as i am, why you won't relent and just let go.

 

i wonder a lot of things, a lot of the time.

 

and instead of working on it, like we say we should, we both just end up looking stumped and exhausted. wondering why when we know exactly what.

 

we've become exactly what we set out not to be. and i'm not the least bit surprised.

[Guest globetrotter]

i smile when i think about the naughty things we did everytime we talk.its like a switch wherein we can easily shift from one mode to another. im really comfortable talking to you.

thanks for always being there for me. i love you my dearest.

[Wyld]

 

Matatapos na naman ang isang linggo.

Isang linggo na naman ang nadagdag

Sa ating iniipong araw at oras.

 

Walang katapusang paglipas ng oras

Walang katapusang pagmamahalan.

Walang katapusang ikaw.

 

[Barenaked-NoMre]

CPO/FWB,

 

I've had it ... keeping you in my life.

 

Of all days ... yesterday you made me feel bad ... on my birthday of all days!

 

I'm done.

 

Good luck to you and your career plans.

 

A

[ziggyzag]

L,

 

kung ako lang ang papiliin sana hindi na nangyari..

 

pero nandyan na..

 

wala na tayo magagawa pa..

 

kakayanin ko..

 

sana mapasaya kita sa mga munting gagawin ko..

 

sana masuklian kita..

 

ng eksakto..

[Switlass]

Miss you!

[Guest simply_miss]

Tomorrow I walk out

Into my brand new life

I plan to go away

To where I'll find no strife

 

I may be alone

But the pain will soon subside

Please don't look for me

So that I don't have to hide

 

I'm just starting over

Without all the pain

You wanted it all

Well, here's all you had to gain

 

You no longer have to pretend you care for me

 

So now I hope you're happy

You need not explain

Please just let me walk away

And cause me no more pain

 

 

...goodbye...it was nice meeting you

Edited September 3, 2005 by simply_miss

[missmanners]

it seems everyone has the answers i should.

 

and today, everything has been made clear.

 

but, and i probably will regret this, i want to wait to hear you out. what possible explanation could there be this time? because i really really don't think i can take the bite of reality just yet. i think, that if i really really let the truth come out, i probably won't come out of it alive.

 

and i really really don't want to be like all those other bitches i know who've turned cold and cynical and unable to believe in this... whatever this is.

 

self-preservation was never my strong suit. so please. lie to me again.

[sweetpsyche]

bland.. plain.. just so bland...

 

lost... nothingness... simply lost...

 

what to do...

 

what not to do...

[bakedzitiguy]

Hi Bear. Im so glad you passed the boards on your 1st try. Never doubted that you'll pass. Im sure your parents are so proud of you. Me too. I wish I can tell you how happy I am for you. But Im still not strong enough. I know that I contact you, I'll only ask you to come back. That shouldn't happen. And I know you wouldn't anyway. Everyday is a struggle without you Bear. There are good days, but most of the time, it's a bad day. I guess being incommunicado with each other is the best thing to do. I may appear angry. I may appear that I hate you. But the truth is, Im still hoping that one day, we'll be with each other once again. That our time together will come. You just have to see through this facade. I love you so much bear. Continue to make us proud. Goodluck in your USMLE.

[wjc-934]

hi kendz...

 

you told me that you'll be gone for almost a week, where are you going?

 

whats the purpose of your departure? things will not be the same without you.. i'll go home alone again..

 

life... full of unpredicted circumstances...

[KristinLavransdatr]

what have you done again this time? some girl is crying over you. again. you sweet talking mule has done it again. what's with you? can't get enough? the girl not good enough - again? when are you ever going to stop trying on suits and discarding them having left your mark?

 

pathetic! the perfect word for you.

 

Please, tell me,

Are you a god

Trying to present

Heaven as the

Earth that

Takes your

Indellible foot marks

Cruelly stamped?