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[neville]

kailan kaya kita makikilala?

 

agi na lang ba akong maghihitay?

 

hindi ko nais mabuhay nang palagi na lang

 

nakatingala sa madilim na langit

 

at magdarasal

 

na sana

 

dumating ka na

 

[Guest freyja]

move...move...move...move on

[sweetie]

Why am I afraid to lose you when you're not even mine?

[little_devil]

dear you,

 

happy thoughts.

 

and if you think about it, what i gave you is not even half of what i've been receiving since then.

after all, you get what you give

 

so enjoy and you have more here to remind you of me in the next 365 days. yes, i made sure

 

love always,

me

[angel_by_day]

hay...fair enough Dr. Freud....with your anthropological and genetic arguments and stuff.....i won't even dare argue with you hehe....

[destron]

it couldve been better.

also, 'couldve been worse.

 

pero dre galing mo talaga

you turned the tide

again

[shaggy]

I did all that i could, but we have to let it go. I cannot even in a dream will allow you to give up what you want just to stay with me. Do what you have to do and let's see where this would lead us. I do want you , but I don't want you to look at me say 5 years down the road and look at me as the person who prevented you from becoming the person you are destined to be.

[revi]

You made me see things in a different perspective.. To count my blessings.. To accept the joys and misfortunes that He gave.. To learn not to hate and forgive.. That conversation made realize all of these things.. and I just realized that I am lucky to have what I have............. and its already 4 in the morning.. Gotta log-out na!!!

Edited July 26, 2007 by revi

[destron]

Somehow

I miss your lousy ways

[extrarice3]

Can we start over,

I mean as friends?

I would ask you for some of your time

next week

for us to meet

somewhere different.

I hope somehow

in the quietness

of us being alone

I could remember why I loved you

[sweetie]

ei.. this is for you

----

 

I DIDN'T MEAN TO MAKE YOU MINE

 

Don't give me a second chance

It’ll be the same

You will be the consequence

And I will have the pain

You are something else

I have to survive

That is why I say

With tears in my eyes

 

I wish I never opened up my heart

I didn’t mean to love you baby

I wish I never let it get this far

I didn’t mean to love you baby

If I could have a single wish

I’d turn back time

I didn’t mean to make you

I didn’t mean to make you

Mine

 

Don’t look at me like I’m mad

I thought you would know

I was getting way too sad

It was gonna show

There was no way I could hide

I could hide the truth

So I took the risk

And fell for you

 

I wish I never opened up my heart

I didn’t mean to love you baby

I wish I never let it get this far

I didn’t mean to love you baby

If I could have a single wish

I’d turn back time

I didn’t mean to make you

I didn’t mean to make you

Mine

 

I didn’t mean to make you hold me

I didn’t mean to get so lonely

I didn’t mean to say all this to you

I didn’t mean to make you need me

I didn’t mean to love you like I do

Look at what we’ve put us through

[angel_by_day]

sorry had to cancel that one....sorry, too, for the fickle mind that i have....it's just that....we obviously do not have the same wavelength, just as what you said last night, and i guess it will just be a waste of time, both on our ends...

 

Good luck to you, too. And thanks for respecting my decision once again.

[sweetie]

Why is it easy to fall in love and yet so hard to be loved back? Why should I feel such if destiny permits me not? Why do I have to fall if it's you I cant have? Why is there a "you" in "me, but never a "me" in "you"?

[destron]

To Mr. Sharp 10K capacity,

 

Mapapalaban ka tonight.

[angel_by_day]

parang ang gulo ng situation nyo....no compromise at all....naawa tuloy ako syo...

[neville]

it sucks

 

that you are married

 

and yet you offer

 

such sweet promises

 

such tempting thoughts

 

i sure did wish

 

you were free

 

but you are not

 

and though it flatters me

 

bite the apple

 

i must not

 

now i think

 

if resisting

 

was worth it

 

come to think of it

 

the headaches i avoided

 

seemed like they are

 

despite the loss of an admirer

 

after all...

 

i sure do wish

 

the worthy one

 

comes soon

 

wherever he is

 

 

:sadsmiley02:

[angel_by_day]

i'd like you to know that im way past the hatred and bitterness stage. Did you know that i've always thought...that between the two of us, you were the more intelligent one? now dont disagree with me this time....yes i did think of that...and still do, up to now. You obviously made the right decision for us. The more logical decision. Against your own heart, against mine. And i would like to commend you for that....

 

I sincerely wish you and your family the happiness the you so deserve....i can sense that the best things are yet to come. I'll still be your friend. Still free medical advice. And if ever i do leave mtc...well, it will always be for the better....

 

this will be my last message now.....i can see that you're happy where you are now. I am still in pain, but i'll get by...

 

May God grant your wishes in life. :hypocritesmiley:

[pussycatdoll]

Kuya, bakit ka umalis bigla? Iilan na nga lang kayong matino dito, nawala ka pa.

 

Mamimiss kita.

 

:cry:

[Guest bleeding_angel]

dear mga kapitbahay sa likod ng bahay namin,

 

ang saya ng buhay nyo. ung bakanteng lupa sa likod ng bahay namin ang napili nyo pang tayuan ng walang pahintulot sa may ari ng lupa. kung paano kayo napayagan ng homeowners' association eh hindi ko talaga alam... hula ko may koneksyon kayo... ung view mula sa kwarto ko na dati ay tahimik at mapayapa ngayon ay magulo at pangit na sapul ng dumating kayo.

 

aba, isang taon na kayo dyan...

 

ung nanay, sana hindi ka na nagbubunganga sa umaga. kung papagalitan mo mga anak mo, hindi mo naman kailangang murahin dahil wala pa sila sa tamang gulang upang intindihin ang tama at mali. ang ingay mo sobra... hindi ko po naman kailangan ng alarm... at kailanganin ko man... mamarapatin ko pang bumili ng orasan kesa sa napakaingay mong bunganga. kung magyayaya ka ng mga ka-tsismisan na kapit bahay, dun nalang sa malayo sa amin... wag sa likod ng bakod namin sa tapat mismo ng kwarto ko... di ako interesado sa mga pinaguusapan nyo... ung bakla na pinagtsitsismisan nyo... kilala ko... sumbong ko kayo...

 

ung tatay, sana naman ay hindi mo na ituloy yang pagpapalaki ng mga manok, maingay sila sa madaling araw. ung kaisa-isang tandang nyo na nga lang, pinapainit na ung ulo ko eh... ano pa kung madami na sila. ung aso nyo, parang kinakatay sa madaling araw tuwing tumitilaok ung tandang. eh kung huwag nyo na kaya syang itali... kawawa naman. ung mga tinatanim mong puno, kasama na ang manga, saging at malungay... parang ginawa mong hacienda ang kalupaan... ang swerte mo naman... libreng lupa... di mo na kailangan ng lotto... kung mag-iinuman kayo, wag naman sa tapat mismo ng bintana ko...

 

dati, best spot in the house ang aking kwarto... sa second floor... sa corner... may view ako sa bulubundukin ng rizal... maganda and malamig... sana maisipan nyo na maibalik ang dati kong buhay... ang view... ang morning sunshine... ang katahimikan... ang mahabang tulog na may masasayang panaginip...

 

 

umaasa,

 

a

[destron]

I still believe that theres a reason why anybody meets anybody. And I met you because.

[neville]

mr. ex,

 

in a very sleepy early morn, i think of you and wonder if you still carry the torch for me, and i wonder if i still do...yes, even after nine years i still wonder why.

 

why you left, why you suddenly became cold...why you chose a japyuki over me.

 

was it merely lust on your side, or was she a better woman? or was i nothing more than a means to an end?

 

it sucks when there is no closure, isn't it? i wonder how you will react now that i said hi

 

will i finally get the answers i so pined for all these years? i so believe i have moved on...but judging from my life years after we parted ways, maybe i really haven't. maybe you have scarred me so much, that i am so afraid of being with someone again.

 

and if you scarred me, then maybe, you can heal that wound...and finally let me move on...and remove the ghosts of my past.

 

for good.

 

:sadsmiley02:

[Barenaked-NoMre]

I've a few more days to get the program together.

 

I thought with the new officers working with me ... the load off my shoulders will be lessened.

 

Was I wrong!

 

I am once again ... President, VP-Education, VP-Membership, VP-PR, Secretary and Tresurer.

 

Not easy to work alone ... you text. Yet, no one replies!

 

Grrrr!

 

If they only knew HOW much I spend on the club ... with my own personal funds. And I dont even have regular, solid income!

 

Super GRRRR! :thumbsdownsmiley: <_< :grr:

[destron]

We're you worth skipping two important jobs today?

Uhuh. :upside:

[little_devil]

dear you,

 

a toast to everything beautiful.

 

 

love always,

me

[destron]

I blurted out something that shouldve been kept untold.

Nakakahiya naman, sa iba mo pa malalaman.