The Mail Box

[Queen Darkeinjel]

you,

 

 

made me smile though you may not have known it.

 

greatly appreciated.

 

the queen

[Queen Darkeinjel]

yes, i do have walls that i've built quite strongly.

 

i've got a good reason for it. it's not because i want to keep people out.

 

i built it in order to know who would be strong enough to break it downto gain my trust and respect.

 

trust isn't given in a snap. it should be earned.

 

~the queen

Edited March 1, 2017 by Queen Darkeinjel

[dr. unknown]

I'm sure you are aware that we both know what's really going on, so please stop the play pretend game.

[Unwritten]

Electronic Mailbox...

Inbox (0)

Sent (100)

Spam (1000)

Trash (1000)

 

Actual Mailbox

Personal letter (0)

Bills (5)

Adverts / flyers (10)

Physical trash (15)

 

... You get the picture LOL!

[jelly bean]

🙂

[Guest Riveria]

You,

 

Some days are just bad days, that's all. You have to experience sadness to know happiness, and I remind myself that not every day is going to be a good day, that's just the way it is!

Me

[Queen Darkeinjel]

you,

 

 

~the queen

Edited March 7, 2017 by Queen Darkeinjel

[simon b]

hi

 

naalala mo pa pala ako

siguro may problema ka na naman sa kanya

 

nahuli mo na naman ba na may babae syang ka text?

kausap...ka-date...o tulad ng madalas mo sabihin - kalandian?

 

parang ayoko muna magkita tayo....kasi makikita ko na naman ang mukha mong malungkot

mas madalas yun kesa sa mukha mong masaya...nakangiti...na gustung gusto kong titigan

pero kung ikaw bibili ng beer, ok lang...kahit alam kong hindi naman mangyayari...

kasi di ko naman napapayagan na ikaw magbabayad

 

 

di ka na kasi natuto...noon pa sinabi ko na sayo na di sya seryoso sayo...pang display ka lang nya

pangyabang sa mga barkada nya...na may gf syang drop dead gorgeous [laglag panty mo everytine dini describe ka nya ng ganun]

 

pero pag narinig ko na naman iyak mo...pupunta pa din ako

makikinig sa paulit-ulit mong problema

sa pagbubulag bulagan mong pagmamahal sa isang taong hindi ka naman talaga pinahahalagahan

 

iinom tayo...patatawanin kita...papayuhan...hindi titigilan hanggang ngumiti ka uli

at sumaya kahit sandali

 

hindi mo alam

ang hapdi kong nararamdaman

na hindi mo makita

o ayaw mong tingnan

 

ang taong totoong nagmamahal sayo

 

 

s

[Unwritten]

Like a puppy dog ready to jump out of it's skin...anxiously waiting and anticipating, for that red symbol

-You've got mail! And I totally lose it

[jelly bean]

stay optimistic. life isn't easy. you'd get hurt, scarred and be pushed to your limit. but you'd make it, promise be prepared for the storm, weather changes from time to time.

[jelly bean]

to the 'heartbroken' ones:

 

you might be shocked, out of words, your mind is blank and your heart is breaking. you feel like dying, but your still alive and breathing. barely.

 

give it time. though time really doesn't heal the wounds, YOU'D need time to heal YOUR wounds. it's devastating, it's torture and hellish at the moment. it's gonna hurt big time, for a while, but like all things.. it won't last forever.

 

it's okay to not be okay. f#&k those who say you're just full of drama. do what you have to do. we deal with pain differently. cry a lot. go out with friends. meditate. try a hobby. beautify. acknowledge how you feel. your feelings are valid.

 

right now, everything's a mess. but one day you'd realize your worth. you're more than your pain and you deserve better.

 

when you're ready, let it all go. get out of the darkness. for every goodbye there will be a new hello. life's gonna get better. stop hold on to the past, learn from it.

 

in the future, don't shortchange yourself. accept the love you think you deserve. i never see you as broken, you're just going through life. remember, you're f#&king beautiful and you're f#&king awesome.

 

better days ahead.

 

cheers

[B.C.]

Hey,

 

Thank you for making me smile. And I hope I'm putting a smile on your face as well right now.

[Queen Darkeinjel]

you,

 

it's just sooooo funny.

 

i hope you'll all be...

 

anyway,

 

i've said this once and i'll say it again

 

-learn how to sepearate fantasy from reality; recognize truth from lies.

 

~me

[B.C.]

You,

 

I miss you.

 

-me-

[Queen Darkeinjel]

you,

 

 

Thanks! And yeah, I do miss them a bit.

 

 

~me

[B.C.]

You,

 

 

I miss you so bad

 

 

Me,

[dr. unknown]

kahit imposible mangyari, ikaw yung part ng buhay ko na aalisin ko kung pwedeng balikan ang nakaraan. kahit may mga happy moments tayo, sa tingin ko mas magiging happy pa tayo pareho if we have not been part of each other's life.

[jelly bean]

 

 

you don't have to fake a smile. be who you are. you don't always need to walk on eggshells. rant all you want, someone who cares would want to know why your day's bad. cry all you want, spill your guts until you wouldn't have to fake that smile anymore. you don't have to put on a show. remove your mask. let's see the real you.

 

 

[Guest Riveria]

M,

 

A friend who understands your tears is much more valuable than a lot of friends who only know your smile.

 

E

[yee]

its flattering but no thanks

[B.C.]

Hey,

 

Physically, I am here.

Mentally, I am far ,far away.

[Queen Darkeinjel]

uhm, hey...

 

 

...i miss seeing you smile. i hooe you're doing a-okay.

 

good morning!

 

 

~me

[yee]

sorry to disappoint you..i made my decision.

[B.C.]

Hey,

 

Ikaw lang inaantay ko and I'm goin' to sleep after. Antagal mo promise.

 

Mainipin pa naman ako.

[jelly bean]

sorry.