The Mail Box

[sexy_xandrea]

I don't think you are happy. You were just too scared. You let go of a person who knows how to love and fight for you til the end.

Sabagay, sa huli ang pagsisisi.

[Zerreit]

I was reading Tim Burton's poem and it reminded me so much of you...

 

Stick Boy & Match Girl In Love

Tim Burton

 

Stick Boy liked Match Girl,

He liked her a lot.

He liked her cute figure,

he thought she was hot.

 

But could a flame ever burn

for a match and a stick?

It did quite literally;

he burned up quick.

[aleena®]

What is to be done

when the song is over

the dance ends

and someone tells you its best to just sit the next one out

but your still rocking to that same beat

the same melody

singing off key

using the same old cliche lines

 

Wouldnt it be better if the song never ended

if i you could tell your not only the music but the reason for dancing

hell the dance itself

 

but here i am chasing a memory that was never mine to begin with

 

wouldnt it be better if we could chuck reality out of the nearest window

 

tell it to take a long walk off a short peir

but its not my place to suggest

its not my place to ask if we can throw away our ties to the world and rise above

 

so lets just turn those roses upside down

can you hear them screaming?

can you feel the bright red passion fall from each petal?

can you see the petals fall away?

why can i

why can i

[silencio]

You,

 

You are not being my friend right now. You are hurting me. Do you hate me so much that you seem to delight in proving me wrong?

 

Ah - I long for the days when I could just bash you and not care. When the heart stops beating for you, we will be happy again as friends

 

Me

[aleena®]

you promised me a carousel... but this is one roller-coaster.

[LostCommand]

With enough time and resources, anything is possible, even going to the moon and mars, or successfully dating every last hot half-breed girl in company HQ.

 

Engineering is accomplishing the possible with the optimum use of time and resources. With years under my belt it all boils down to this.

Management is organizing your way over the improbable, with the least time and resources. Many claim, few deliver...

Leadership is charging with your men right through the impossible, with neither sufficient time nor resources. This is where the real fun begins...

 

If you manage to pull that last one off, it's gonna feel better than sex, and certainly loads better than love, wohoooo!!

[Wyld]

Dont flatter yourself.

 

Its duty. Nothing more.

 

Youre not worth much.

 

Desperation was always a turn off.

 

[KristinLavransdatr]

oh, such sweet revenge!

 

it wasn't a trap for you. it wasn't even a trap at all. but you don't need to know. will keep it to myself to laugh about.

 

and you, remember that men do kiss and tell. and i learned much about you: your lies which didn't escape him, your truth which you tried to hide from others but showed to him.

 

now, that's the definition. supply the word.

Edited September 22, 2005 by KristinLavransdatr

[aleena®]

this aint my life...

got a smooth-sailing life without you in it.

no waves, no low tides.

then came you...

changing every aspect of my being.

but still, this is not my life.

 

 

this could be my place,

but i can seem to fit in.

 

its like music.

i found the rhythm,

but there's no rhyme.

 

 

this is not my life.

[aleena®]

f**k you all!

ganging up on me like that.

why cant just one person face me???

why does it have to be all of you?

why, cant you beat me individually?

why, cant you topple down one aleena?

tired of hearing bullshits and craps from you.

tired of your nonsense talks.

tired of all of you.

dont push me --

 

you have not seen the worst of me yet!

i can do unimaginable things when pushed.

i can make your life a living hell.

so, f**k off...

scram and let me be!

 

in case you got nothing else to do,

come to me -- ill give you some rope -

go hang yourselves!!!

 

i dont f**kin care!!!

 

the witch in me is pissed off...

and is pissed off so bad!

 

again, f**k you all!

Edited September 23, 2005 by aleena

[Guest globetrotter]

prayers lang ang pwede kong maitulong sa yo ngayon.if there is a need for you to move, sige lang.as long as you are safe.love you.

[Zerreit]

You say you're all that, but you're not. You say you're tough, but you really aren't.

 

You said it yourself, you don't listen to anyone, but why do what others say affect you so much?

 

If I may say so myself, you forced yourself onto him. He never promised you anything. He never was ready for anything serious. He just wanted to have fun.

 

Did he not try to tell you that? Did you even try to listen? Or did you just want to hear what you wanted to hear & feel what you wanted to feel?

Edited September 23, 2005 by Zerreit

[Guest the_eight_of_orbs]

Dear You.

 

You are nothing.

 

Yes. Nothing.

[aleena®]

Thats what you know.

Thats what you think.

Thats what you've been told.

But there are things you do not know...

Forcing myself onto someone aint me... but there were promises, there was something thats why i held on to it.

You werent there when we were talking.

 

Btw, can we just stop this? Im so tired of all of these!

If you dont like me, the feeling is mutual.

So, lets pretend that none of these things ever happened.

 

Whatever that man and I have, its between us.

 

And if you still believe that i force myself onto him, believe with all your might... I know what I believe.

 

Finally, im not nothing. You did mind me so im still something.

If im nothing for you, then what are you to me?

 

--- i rest my case!

[Zerreit]

Soul receives from soul that knowledge, therefore not by book nor from tongue.

 

If knowledge of mysteries come after emptiness of mind, that is illumination of heart.

--Rumi