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Lhet,

 

my thanks for the memories of happiness and bliss,

and the simple things in life we did that surely i'll miss.

i know that the fault is mine,

and i should have toned down my pride.

 

yes truly i was hurt and dazed,

and their challege i have acknowleged.

never in my life i had been disgraced

treated just like a hungry knave

 

i did what a righteous man would do,

and gave them a fair fight.

with a just swing of my club,

fell a many a man in each smite.

 

your brothers were my brothers,

the respect i gave them i gave not to others.

with sorrow i fought with them,

tooth and nail and tears.

 

The shame and humiliation i'll keep,

a thousand pardons i would give.

i thank you for being my life,

i love you for being in my side...

 

Paeng

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a lot has happened in months and so far i can only be content...what seems more important to me now is i did what i came to do, i conquered my fears and broke a cycle which i thought would never be broken....but i did and im proud that i did...but it takes a lot or work of maintaining where i am now...a lot sacrifices, self determination, preserverance, hard work, patience and inner manageability helped where i am now....it makes me think that i can now address the other things in my life that i have set aside for the longest time..taking 1 baby step at a time.....;)

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i know it will be a long while before we can talk again but i'll consistently communicate either thru pm or mails.hope you've received the package that i sent (docs and some stuff).hope you liked them. i miss you so much and love you very much.mwahhh

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even if i wanted to

i don't want to do anything anymore

cause i don't want to be accused of trying to hard

 

may everything just take place

in its proper time and moment

 

 

i do miss the friend i HAD in you

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JAL,

 

Your dear friend Jaime Licauco was being interviewed by Tina Monzon-Palma. They were talking about "Soulmates".

 

Based on the characteristics he mentioned ... I think you were mine.

 

Despite the distance ... I miss you terribly!

 

Yet, I know you have someone already ... am not as important to you now.

 

I am living with this reality and trying to live my life.

 

Things are just NOT right ... hasnt been for a LONG while now.

 

Our late night chats ... sleepovers ... fights ... lounging around the Intercon pool and bearing our heart, souls and dreams with each other ... drinking tea/coffee ... exchanging SEX-capades ... learning ... just BEING.

 

I have no one like this anymore ...

 

My life has been ever SO lonely since you left for Australia.

 

I cant even email you this and share with you these feelings ...

 

I know you have your life ... rather not bother you with mine.

 

God, help me!

 

A

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J,

 

 

What happens when a passionate man loses his passion?

 

Do his dreams die as well? Does he lose his soul? Does he force himself into hunger until his body consumes itself? Or does he simply wither away like a tree losing its leaves in Autumn.

 

Where will his power go, once fueled by the passion he once possesed? Or was it there in the first place, if at all?

 

Was it merely an illusion, created in his mind, energized by his thoughts, and in turn generates an overrun of energy, becoming passion in itself.

 

Passion in everything he does. Passion in everything that makes him who he is.

 

When passion dies, would the man die as well? Or would he go on living an empty life, meaningless, albeit living, for others are in need of his life force.

 

Why would he live, if without passion?

 

What happens when a man no longer has anything to give, nothing but an empty shell?

 

There is no answer but the answer in itself.

 

 

Yours

 

The man with five souls

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You want me to hate you.

 

Okay. I hate you.

 

You can't be sorry for something that you are, or something you intend of doing.

 

I'm not.

 

I'm not sorry that I met you. I'm not sorry that I fell in love with you. I'm not sorry that I got hurt, and I'm not sorry that despite all that I'll never have you back.

 

I'm not sorry that one of these days another one like you will come my way and the cycle repeats itself. Because that is REALITY. But when that time comes, I won't be sorry.

 

And I'm not sorry that I fell in love with a woman who doesn't know how it is to love. I'm not sorry that despite your flaws, despite who you are, I still love you nonetheless.

 

I'm not sorry that I cannot divert the affections I have for you to another who deserves it better because honestly you don't deserve it.

 

And I'm not sorry that I give love, willingly.

 

Because THAT'S who I AM!

 

So there. I HATE YOU!

 

Leave me be.

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And what is it the Hands of Fate

 

Do we love or do we hate

 

Do we meld or segregate

 

The souls meant to be together

 

 

And what is it the Hands of Time

 

Do we listen for the chime

 

Do we let ourselves acclime

 

Or do we wait forever

 

 

And what is it the Hands of Providence

 

Do we listen to the evidence

 

Do we follow incidence

 

Or do we pull the lever

 

 

And what is it the Hands of Destiny

 

Do we go with impunity

 

Do we go with surety

 

Or do we end it never...

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I wish I can tell you the same thing,

I wish I can make it easy for you;

I wish things have been different,

I wish I am still that person I was many years ago.

Finding the missing piece

Will never guarantee you happiness.

Do not wallow.

 

No matter how you say you don't want to disrupt my life,

You are.

Things were better left unsaid.

But then again,

It is better to know the truth.

Thank you.

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