The Mail Box

[batibut]

Yes I was out tonight. I had dinner with my churchmates. I didn't tell you because I didn't think I needed to. So you want to know my schedule now? Why? Whatever happened to you just calling and saying, "Hey lets go out, I miss you!"

 

I miss you.

 

You call and we talk for hours, but I'd rather we were sitting on that bench and table you call your office looking out to the sea drinking beer and being quiet.

 

I miss you.

 

Who was it who said we were well suited? He's my new bestfriend...

[turi_guilliano]

i do not know you... you are nothing to me... you do not exist.

 

i gave all... and lost all... and now its time to help heal myself. i will be selfish fo now... bitter and cold.

 

pls do not call, do not say hi or ask my friends how im doing. i do not intend to be part of your world... so please stay out of mine...

 

soon i will love again. and it will be no different than how i loved before... for now at least, i must recuperate and rest... so until then...

 

i do not know you... you are nothing to me... you do not exist...

[LB]

i do not know you... you are nothing to me... you do not exist.

 

i gave all... and lost all... and now its time to help heal myself. i will be selfish fo now... bitter and cold.

 

pls do not call, do not say hi or ask my friends how im doing. i do not intend to be part of your world... so please stay out of mine...

 

soon i will love again. and it will be no different than how i loved before... for now at least, i must recuperate and rest... so until then...

 

i do not know you... you are nothing to me... you do not exist...

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my state five months ago :upside:

[Wyld]

i do not know you... you are nothing to me... you do not exist.

 

i gave all... and lost all... and now its time to help heal myself. i will be selfish fo now... bitter and cold.

 

pls do not call, do not say hi or ask my friends how im doing. i do not intend to be part of your world... so please stay out of mine...

 

soon i will love again. and it will be no different than how i loved before... for now at least, i must recuperate and rest... so until then...

 

i do not know you... you are nothing to me... you do not exist...

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inspired by this post.

 

dearest

 

i have no wish to be a stranger to you

but it seems to me as if you have become a stranger to me.

 

speak the word and i shall leave.

but til then i will try and make you see who and what i am.

 

i will make you understand i am not what others tell you i am

and that the printed word does not a person make.

 

but if inspite all that you choose their word over mine

then be gone.

 

leave and never come back.

let me move on and let me be me.

 

maybe someone else will see me

and appreciate me for the person i am

 

not the person

you wish me to be.

 

when that happens

you will no longer be.

 

and i will

be.

 

-kikai

[Wyld]

 

...isnt it disappointing that people judge you because of what they read rather than what they should know.

 

well, that's exactly what has happened. unbeknownst to me, avid followers have been speaking behind my back about my apparent ... wildness.

 

but isnt that a judgment call? an interpretation? while i agree that they are entitled to their opinions, i also contest that inasmuch as it is an opinion, it cannot be gospel truth.

 

the narrowness of some people's minds amaze me.

Edited May 19, 2005 by Wyld

[KristinLavransdatr]

hey, punk!

 

i should be disgusted. i should be enraged. i should be spewing invectives. i shouldn't even be talking to you.

 

but you got me. from where your charm comes, i do not know. i do not care.

 

and you know him. gawd! how you know him. you know him more than i do. i guess you really are a fan. he spent hours and hours telling me what he does, whom he knows, and they all just ended up as words, not remembrance. but you, you know everything about his world.

 

i will probably listen to him more when he talks about his music, appreciate his beat, and touch his hands the next time i see him -- the hands that you wished you had.

 

but, please, don't ask for his autograph.

 

i will be deeply hurt.

[TheGeneral]

you came out of nowhere...

 

complicated things for me...

 

i know it's not right but i can't help it...

 

i try so hard to resist temptation which you unknowingly offerred...

 

but don't worry, i say these 'coz i'm only human... and i feel.

 

but never did i let my emotions lord over me...

 

..you are safe with me. :hypocritesmiley:

[MHY®]

they say loving you is a big mistake, but how can it be so wrong, if it feels so right?

if ever i made a mistake, it's not that i love you... it's thinking that someday, u'll love me too :cry:

[KristinLavransdatr]

hey, punk!

 

i don't think i can still see you.

 

i took your place when you left for S- and became his friend.

 

his friendship is more valuable than your charm. he loves me and although i can't reciprocate, i cherish him like a little sister to her big brother.

 

no regrets, punk, no regrets.

 

i understand your not telling the truth. but even if you've been upfront, my decision will stay. M- is a good friend. and i can't betray his friendship.

 

no regrets, punk, no regrets.

 

y

[missmanners]

i hate being suspicious about the one person i've grown to love. but lately, these thoughts have been nagging and gnawing at my already fragile peace of mind. so tell me, friend, if i should set myself up for a betrayal. so i won't have to waste any more time, energy or effort to show you how much you mean to me and how much i appreciate your friendship. tell me, friend, if you're going to go back on your word. tell me if you're going to go ahead and ruin everything. tell me. to my face. i dare you.

[George Estregan Lives]

Happier now.

 

Thanks for the kiss that invited me back to your life.

[Barenaked-NoMre]

C,

 

The LONG 'wet' for you was truly worth it. ;-P

 

Am flattered that you chose to spend that time with me.

 

Thank you for giving me ALL of yourself.

 

Hope you had as much of a good/great time as I did! You know ... now you've topped my list. ;-)

 

Take care.

 

CUM back soon ... Mmmmm!

 

A ;-P

[Wyld]

 

This is for you. In time we will know if ... Shhh...

 

No rush. No shortcuts.

 

The One

Elton John/Bernie Taupin

 

I saw you dancing out the ocean

Running fast along the sand

A spirit born of earth and water

Fire flying from your hands

 

In the instant that you love someone

In the second that the hammer hits

Reality runs up your spine

And the pieces finally fit

 

And all I ever needed was the one

Like freedom fields where wild horses run

When stars collide like you and I

No shadows block the sun

You're all I've ever needed

Baby you're the one

 

There are caravans we follow

Drunken nights in dark hotels

When chances breathe between the silence

Where sex and love no longer gel

 

For each man in his time is Cain

Until he walks along the beach

And sees his future in the water

A long lost heart within his reach

 

 

 

[Barenaked-NoMre]

CPO,

 

For the nth time ... I've fallen into the trap of calling/texting you to no avail.

 

I have deleted your mobile no. from my unit.

 

Have cried my last tears for you.

 

Cant keep chasing you when you're obviously no longer interested.

 

Thanks, never the less.

 

Good luck to you!

 

A

Edited May 25, 2005 by barenaked

[Barenaked-NoMre]

you can even take me. all of me. if you're strong enough. if your will be so.

 

but then, i relent. as i am yours already.

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Please ... DONT!

 

He's M-I-N-E! ;-) Right, C? ;-P