The Mail Box

[missmanners]

h.

 

you obviously still care. how much, i have no way of knowing. i'm trying so hard to show you i don't care, though. i'm afraid if i open myself up again, you'll trample on me once you've satiated your ego. i don't want to be calories for your ego anymore.

 

but i do still love you. even if you don't deserve me.

 

if you could kindly tell me how this is all going to end, i'd appreciate it.

 

b.

[Chito]

Reposting from one of the VIP threads......

 

im just wondering...you do some people who are into serious relationships still engage in having fubus...i just dont get the point e....kung serious ka, di ba di mo gagwin yun.....kindly enlighten me naman with regard to this topic o....thanks

 

 

I'm similarly wondering ...... you know there are some people who are so pathetically sex-hungry, that they prey on high school girls and have them as "fubus". There's this particular person who even takes videos of his sexual trysts with a very young girl, and when the girl wants to break off with him, he blackmails her and threatens to release the video in the internet.

 

He even goes to the point of hacking the accounts of everyone who ever had online dealings with the girl, and makes all sorts of threats. In his jealously-deranged mind, he thinks that everyone is having sex with his poor "fubu", and he wants her for his own perverted consumption. This guy is a psycho.

 

Kung matino ang pag-iisip mo, bakit hindi ka makakuha ng fubu na nasa tamang edad? Di ka na naawa sa bata. Pinagsamantalahan mo na, bina-blackmail mo pa.

 

Kindly enlighten me as to how this sick perverted individual ever turned out to be the way he is. I mean, I'm sure he was born a human being, right?

 

To you, let me tell you something: Huwag kang mag-malinis. Alam ko ang kagaguhan mo.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

(To anyone who wishes to know the handle of the bastard I just talked about, PM me.)

[sweetpsyche]

damn!

what dont u understand?

just stop it ok?!

stop all the drama!!

can you not see what's happening?

or what has happened?

it's gone. zero. nada!

it's over!!

do you still want me to spell it out? O-V-E-R!

so please stop!!!!!

STOP IT!

 

the end.

[Barenaked-NoMre]

CPO,

 

Real shame that we couldnt see each other Sat. Anyway, I made up for it by catching up w/ KL ... we went to hear mass at Greenbelt church and did a little shopping! ;-)

 

Bought myself a new bag and a pair of shoes.

 

Hoping to get myself a haircut before my course starts on the 14th ... who knows there could be *interesting* MEN there! ;-)

 

Well, I hope when you're free ... you'd get in touch with me so we can hook up once more.

 

Am just here ... waiting.

 

A

[Z]

Dear E,

 

Our meeting, rather, our introduction was unexpected to say the least - a recommendation from my sister is not one to be ignored. I like what I see and would like to get to know you more. It would be too premature to think or say anything else except that I look forward to our next meeting. Get well soon.

 

Warm regards,

 

E

Edited May 2, 2005 by Z

[Alex_Corvis]

para sa matanong (read:maepal) na si SweetP (bwahehehe)

 

bakit nawawala?

kasi di makita

 

bakit nalilito?

kasi magulo ang mundo

 

bakit padalos dalos?

di kasi nagiingat

 

bakit napasubo?

kasi gutom (napasubo ng pagkain )

 

bakit puro karir inaatupag?

parang sya alang karir

 

bakit ayaw maghanap ng trabaho?

dami kasi labada ang plantashin, di makaalis ng bahay

 

ikaw pala dapat ang masermonan eh hehe

wushu.... parehas lang tayo hahahah!

 

alang magawalng alex_corvis

[sweetpsyche]

Dear alex:

 

maepal pala ha.. fine. wala kang pasalubong

 

wala ka nga ba talagang makita o sadyang nabubulag-bulagan dahil takot na may makita?

 

matagal ng magulo ang mundo... sa tanda mo yang dapat natuto ka ng sumabay sa gulo nito. haha

 

hindi nagiingat o hindi nagiisip? magkaiba yan...

 

matuto ka kasing ngumuya eh.. ok?

 

karir? ano yun?! bwahaha! hindi ako nangangarir... ako ang kinakarir. hahahahahahhaha jokeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!

 

trabaho din yun noh... trabahong bahay at walang sweldo. haha.

 

no comment. hahaha.

 

sweetp.

[Fî$hKęŊ]

dear sweetpsyche,

 

sana po ay may pasalubong ako pagbalik mo.

maraming salamat at sana lagi kang nasa mabuting kalagayan.

 

ken

[George Estregan Lives]

There is absolutely no chance that you will read this, that’s why I am emboldened to write this.

 

I guess this letter tells the story of our past five months; this habit of learning and meeting your needs. I have no qualms rediscovering you, what worries me is that I might not like the person I am reacquainting with.

 

It is evident to you now that I do not really know you. Sometimes, I suspect you take pleasure with this, because there were many times when you shove this fact right in my face just to score in this never ending power play.

 

Ok, I admit neglecting you to a great extent, so what now? When do we get a move on?

 

And one last thing: When will you start trying to know who I am?

[freakish]

it is difficult to go through the day feeling incomplete.

everyday i remind myself i am fortunate to be here, to be alive...

but why do i feel this way?

being busy isn't enough...

what i want to do, i cannot do...

do i need to really make that choice?

or just wait....again.

for how long?

will i have that luxury?

i hope so...

i hope so...

[George Estregan Lives]

All night I waited for you, putting up a happy face before your relatives, who kept asking what time you would come home. They must have noticed how lousily I grappled for explanations that they readily excused me for the night.

 

When you called, I feigned a sleepy voice, if only to prevent you from knowing I had been crying. Still, I hoped you had fun with your night-out.

 

I looked forward to some amount of piece when you got home. Then you came again breaking your little news. I’m sorry if I offended you, but you see it has been very difficult for me recently to put on a brave front. What you say and do have its way of gobbling up every bit of self-dignity. More often now, I mumble a little prayer before reacting to every word you say.

 

You don't have the slightest inkling how easily you break me.

[KristinLavransdatr]

To moduh and sistah,

 

It is humbling how you support me in my current endeavor. I only asked for a little help and you made it your prayer.

 

God knows you did a hell of a great job yesterday, a lot better than most of my staff. but do I still wonder? You are my family. You can read me like a grocery list. When I say “please help me do this”, you know that what I really mean is “give me results.”

 

And you enjoy watching me wash the dishes, an executive washing the dishes. You’d always say. You’re excited to see me cook dinner on weekdays and lunch on weekends. A cook in a lavandera getup. And how you laugh when I clean after kunot’s mess, or run after him when he doesn’t want to be bathed.

 

And how you nag when I wax my legs and make a mess on the floor. Or stay up late in front of my laptop.

 

And you always try to understand why it takes me two hours to prepare for work in the morning, and why I will always have to get you check on my clothes, my bag, my shoes, my accessories before I finally go out the door.

 

And always, you wonder when I will bring home a guy again. Oh, boy! You weren’t with me when I still had my apartment! (Just kidding!)

 

The last guy that has been introduced to you was M-. That guy just had the bar raised so high, I wouldn’t want you to meet someone below him.

 

Stop teasing me. I will not grow old to be a spinster. But neither will I marry a second-class citizen. That I promise you both.

 

I only have one regret about our family. Our family didn’t give me a cry-me-a-river storyline to be considered in a soap. Such a pity. i could have chosen karen mok to play my part. well, yeah, as if!

 

gotta have lunch now.

 

Y

Edited May 5, 2005 by KristinLavransdatr

[a_ngel]

I do pray my fears are unfounded

 

coz if they prove to be true,

 

i dont know what I am capable of doin'

[Barenaked-NoMre]

The One,

 

My body's weary from meeting MEN almost every night after work ... hoping and wishing it will be you.

 

When will you CUM to me? ;-P

 

Hope you're making your way to me soon .

 

Want to feel your arms around me ...

Let my head rest on your shoulder/chest (and listen to your heat beat) ...

Our hands inter-twined as we walk together ...

We smile into each other's eyes and just enjoy each other's presence ...

Share and feed each other dessert ...

Enjoy feel-good movies, watch concerts or theater productions ...

Stroll around the mall, park ...

Walk barefoot on the sands of a nice beach ...

Have an easy conversation over dinner or lunch ...

Listen to your hopes and dreams ...

Dance with you, cheek to cheek ...

 

These, I wish to do with you.

 

Waiting ...

 

A

Edited May 4, 2005 by barenaked

[sweetpsyche]

dear sweetpsyche,

 

sana po ay may pasalubong ako pagbalik mo.

maraming salamat at sana lagi kang nasa mabuting kalagayan.

 

ken

<{POST_SNAPBACK}>

 

dear fishken

 

hello po. musta ka na? tagal mong nawala.. oh sadya lamang na di kita makita? hehee

mmmmm hindi po ako sigurado kasi ala na po akong pera.. pasensya na

salamat po.. wag kayong magalala nasa mabuti po akong kalagayan..

sana kayo din po

 

sweetp

[KristinLavransdatr]

The One,

 

My body's weary from meeting MEN almost every night after work ... hoping and wishing it will be you.

 

When will you CUM to me?  ;-P

 

Hope you're making your way to me soon .

 

Want to feel your arms around me ...

Let my head rest on your shoulder/chest (and listen to your heat beat) ...

Our hands inter-twined as we walk together ...

We smile into each other's eyes and just enjoy each other's presence ... 

Share and feed each other dessert ...

Enjoy feel-good movies, watch concerts or theater productions ... 

Stroll around the mall, park ...

Walk barefoot on the sands of a nice beach ...

Have an easy conversation over dinner or lunch ...

Listen to your hopes and dreams ...

Dance with you, cheek to cheek ...

 

These, I wish to do with you.

 

Waiting ...

 

A

<{POST_SNAPBACK}>

 

 

i don't think this is the right venue to advertise for "The One."

 

i won't repeat what i told you the other night about my observations on the general mtc environment. (and you, of all people, could attest to it) but i hope you keep what i said in mind.

 

but open letters for no one, i admit, are good for releasing pent up emotions. i will hand that one out to you.

Edited May 5, 2005 by KristinLavransdatr

[Lipstick]

Gods above be not cruel. I am accustomed to my sadness and to the rain that falls around me everyday. I do not seek excitement nor warmth. I have embraced the winter. Please do not taunt me with the thoughts of spring. I cannot take much more. Do not break me.

[Fî$hKęŊ]

dear fishken

 

hello po. musta ka na? tagal mong nawala.. oh sadya lamang na di kita makita? hehee

mmmmm hindi po ako sigurado kasi ala na po akong pera.. pasensya na 

salamat po.. wag kayong magalala nasa mabuti po akong kalagayan..

sana kayo din po

 

sweetp

<{POST_SNAPBACK}>

 

 

dear sweetpsyche,

 

ako po ay nasa malubhang kalagayan...talaga hinde tayo magkeketa kasi ikaw ay langet ...ako ay lopa.

kung bibigyan mo ko pasalubong, wag po pera kasi wala ka na nun di ba

pero ok lang kahit wala ka basta may alaala kang hatid

 

hayaan mo hende na ko mag alala dahil tiyak hende mo ko naalala den

 

lage kang engat dyan at sana magketa tayo sa muli mong paglipad sa lupang sinilangan

 

fishken

[Barenaked-NoMre]

i don't think this is the right venue to advertise for "The One." 

 

i won't repeat what i told you the other night about my observations on the general mtc environment. (and you, of all people, could attest to it) but i hope you keep what i said in mind. 

 

but open letters for no one, i admit, are good for releasing pent up emotions. i will hand that one out to you.

<{POST_SNAPBACK}>

 

 

Well ... who knows who's lurking around here. ;-)

 

Yes ... have met some to "attest" to your theory.

 

Used to write this letter of mine to The One on paper ... will show him when I meet him. ;-P I've written about 3-4 already.

 

It's pretty much like throwing it out there to the universe ... you will never know who's listening, or reading ... where this is concerned. ;-)

Edited May 6, 2005 by barenaked

[KristinLavransdatr]

To "The One,"

 

i don't know your name but you seem to have an identity.

 

she hasn't seen your face but i think you have sexy eyes.

 

we have no idea how tall you are, but i'm sure you walk with confidence, commanding attention with your presence.

 

we have no idea where you are right now, but i'm pretty sure, you're somewhere, not really taking your time to get to her, but must just have been caught by something - a job, or a lover you can't let go just yet.

 

but whatever, it is you're doing, "A" has been writing so many letters to you, meeting so many people hoping it is going to be you finally.

 

please, don't linger. show yourself up. rescue her from the sycophants in romeo's wardrobe.

 

come to her and hold her hands.

 

her friend,

 

KL

Edited May 6, 2005 by KristinLavransdatr

[sweetpsyche]

dear sweetpsyche,

 

ako po ay nasa malubhang kalagayan...talaga hinde tayo magkeketa kasi ikaw ay langet ...ako ay lopa.

kung bibigyan mo ko pasalubong, wag po pera kasi wala ka na nun di ba 

pero ok lang kahit wala ka basta may alaala kang hatid 

 

hayaan mo hende na ko mag alala dahil tiyak hende mo ko naalala den 

 

lage kang engat dyan at sana magketa tayo sa muli mong paglipad sa lupang sinilangan 

 

fishken

<{POST_SNAPBACK}>

 

dear fishken,

bakit, may sakit po ba kayo?

nge.. hindi po ako langit... tao po ako.

ala po ako pera both pambigay at pambili ng pasalubong.

chocnut pwede na? hehe

 

hahaha gagi. naaalala po kita, ang ingay ingay mo nga at sobrang kulit noon eh haha.

probably soon. malapit na ako umuwi ng Pinas, pasukan na namn po eh hehe.

punta kayo Makati EB?

 

sweetp

[sweetpsyche]

do i miss you?

of course i do.

but no,

i know i shouldn't

i know i mustn't

it's better that way.

[Fî$hKęŊ]

dear fishken,

bakit, may sakit po ba kayo?

nge.. hindi po ako langit... tao po ako.

ala po ako pera both pambigay at pambili ng pasalubong.

chocnut pwede na? hehe

 

hahaha gagi. naaalala po kita, ang ingay ingay mo nga at sobrang kulit noon eh haha.

probably soon. malapit na ako umuwi ng Pinas, pasukan na namn po eh hehe.

punta kayo Makati EB?

 

sweetp

<{POST_SNAPBACK}>

 

 

dear sweetp,

 

masakit po ang katawan at mga buto buto ko. nabugbog ata sa paglalaro nang basketball.

pwede na ang chocnut basta ito ay hinde galing pinas

 

gagah, maingay ba ako at makulet? baka hinde ako yun

pipilitin ko pong pumunta sa makati eb kasi minsan lang yun sa isang taon

sana makadalo ka para naman makita kita mula at maalala ako lagi

 

fishken

[Wyld]

this is for... well, he knows who he is.

 

Going Crazy

Natalie

 

Ever since the day you went away and left me lonely and cold

My life just hasn't been the same ohh baby, nooo

When I looked into your eyes the moment that I let you go

I just broke down (down)

 

Baby if I ever get the chance to be with you again I would sacrifice

Cuz the feeling that I feel within

No other man would ever make me feel so right

Its nice to smile when I get your phone call at night

But I'd rather have you here with me, right next to me

I miss the way you hold me tight

 

I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touch

I never thought that I could ever love a man so much

I gotta let you know I think that we are destiny

For you I'd cross the world, for you I'd do anything

 

Thats right baby I'm going crazy

I need to be your lady

I've been thinking lately

That you and me, yes we can make it

Just ride with me, roll with me I'm in love with you baby

 

Break it down now I'll tell you what I feel

From the moment that I met you its been so damn real

My heart seems to skip another beat

Every time we speak, I can't believe I feel so weak

Tell me that you really need me and you want me and you miss me

And you love me I'm your lady

I'll be around waiting for you I'll put it down be the woman for you

 

I'm falling so deep for you crazy over for you

I`m calling, calling out to you what am I going to do?

It's true, no fronting

Its you and no other i can no longer go on without you

I'll just break down (down)

 

I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touch

I never thought that I could ever love a man so much

I gotta let you know I think that we are destiny

For you I'd cross the world, for you I'd do anything

 

Thats right baby I'm going crazy

I need to be your lady

I've been thinking lately

That you and me, yes we can make it

Just ride with me, roll with me I'm in love with you baby

 

Ohhh, ohhh....

Crazy... lady..... lately....

Ohhh ohhh.....

Ohh ohhh ohhhhhh

Baby...

Edited May 8, 2005 by Wyld

[Z]

Dear E,

 

I find myself with much to say yet speechless in your presence. Thank you for the shared moments.

 

Sincerely,

 

E