Writings of the Heart

[Guest Riveria]

Loving you was easy, it's living without you that's going to be difficult.

[karenin]

The only time i regretted buying books was when i realized that i could've have gotten you a rock band set instead.

 

I was so happy that day that i promised myself to buy you one before you wake up yesterday morning. I've got 13000 pesos in my pocket right now --my last money for this month. I told myself "never mind that boracay trip coz between now and July ill figure something out to finance the trip."

 

I am just very sad today. i've always been in my lowest state but this time it felt like I'm buried in the ground. Buried so deep and lost forever.

 

I did ask you right? I did ask you to let me go if im still not enough. Just let me go coz i dont want the first place anymore. Throw me out so both of you can find real happiness. Do you really need me to spice up your love life, your sex life or to boost your ego and manhood? Dont you feel anything for me whenever i look into your eyes telling you "ive suffered enough, just let me go"

 

How many times did i ask for the truth? How many times did i believe you? How many times did I forgive you? You want to suck every emotion, every virtue and value out of me. Do you hate me that much? You've hurt me beyond repair and it's still not enough? You still want more. Every thing i have ive given you already. Everything that i am ive shared with you already. Every opportunity i dream to get im ready to share with you.

I will always be thankful to you for everything that you've given me. For everything that ill never be able to experience if not for you or for your family. I have a lot of things to be grateful for and i cant tell them all here.

 

i just wanted to go and live the remaining substance in me. I dont want to regret letting you go after a big mistake. I dont wana get tired of loving you, of forgiving you but i have a life to live. i have a dream to fulfill and people to love. Life cant be all about you.

 

If you didnt wana stop what your'e doing, you should have let me go. But you wanted the best of both worlds. She knew im still around. I didnt know she's still there.

 

You made me look stupid. You want each other but i dont wana get dragged into your dirty lives.

 

You really wana convince me that what she said this morning were all lies? Im not that stupid and Im not only "not stupid", im a very intelligent person who happens to love a jerk.

 

I was sorry for checking your phone and for replying to her sms. I feel sorry for myself coz i believed your lies and ignored what my intellectual brain was telling me all the while. I was sorry i searched and found out the truth.

 

But i dont regret any of what i feel sorry about.

 

I know that the same God who takes care of you cares for me too. And I have to believe that no matter what. Goodbye.

[Guest Riveria]

One day you will ask me which is more important, you or my life? And I will say my life, and you will walk away not knowing that you are my life.

[Guest Riveria]

I was staring on my cellphone and wondering what is the best words to express how i feel but i couldnt find one because u have occupied my mind all the time...all that i know is, im thinking of you.

[jsenti]

I once wrote this to someone special on her last day of work (she was resigning to continue her studies)

 

Dear _____,

 

Thank you for being a part of my life, however small that part was, but still a part nonetheless. My only regret was I couldn't be a part of your life the way I wanted to. You have been the inspiration behind all of my achievements until now. Please remember, that wherever you may be, there will always be someone who's thinking about you, wondering if you're doing fine...

 

Take care and good luck...

Edited June 27, 2009 by jsenti

[Guest Riveria]

I may forget what you said, but I will never forget how you made me feel.

[wasiley]

you made me wanted

[Guest Riveria]

Nobody has the power to make things perfect but everyone is given countless chances to make things right..Good morning. May this day be a good start for us.

Edited June 29, 2009 by Riveria

[Guest Riveria]

Everyone always says there are more fish in the sea... but sometimes you just really want bass.

[Leira]

PAGSINTANG KAYLAPIT… PAGLIYAG NA KAY SAKIT (Isang pagsasalin)

 

Bakit hindi mahanap mga katagang dapat sabihin

Ng mga labing nakatikom, naguumapaw na damdamin

Tila ibong di makalaya nakakadena nakasima

Tulad ng musmos sa mundo ng alintana

 

Di malirip magpahangang ngaun hindi ko pa din makita

pagasang inaasam, naguumalpas sa twi twina

ako'y isang kabalyerong walang armas, isang paing dalita

sa labanang papasukin, magugupo't masasalanta

 

nakapanghihinayang ang tagal kung hangang kailan maninipat

ang mga matang walang ninanais kundi ang yong pagliyag

aminin mang di dapat, pinapawi lakas at tapang na hayag

sa papawiring walang lakas bumulusok ng walang habas

 

palaisipang di masagot, bkit tila kay layo mo sa akin

ni hindi ko magawang wagas na pagsinta ay sabihin

akoy isang alipin sa mundo ng pangungulila

maghihintay na lmang bng kainin ng hapis at pagdurusa

 

kaysaklap kay pait

abot kamay nga lamang

ngunit d ko pa rin mahapit

o bat hndi maarok

kay layo mo, aking langit

[Guest Riveria]

It's part of my foolishness that I am afraid of the rain now but maybe it's just that it makes me depressed and my heart is aching. There's the sad music on my side. When are you coming back home? The music cuts off and there's the train whistle -- it's all impossibly sad. I feel like some little animal, I'm jealous of the cat for being able to sleep. Come home and me feel safe again. What do you think?

[Guest Riveria]

You make my heart melt, and my stomach fill with butterflies. You leave me speechless and yet full of laughter... Your such an incredible man.

[sha79]

"Meet Me In The Stars"

 

As I am saying good night at the end of the day,

And you are not here, but many miles away,

My heart is so empty and so lonely inside,

As I wipe away a tear I am trying to hide.

 

I close my eyes and try to go to sleep,

But with the sadness inside I begin to weep.

Suddenly I remember what you once said to me,

Just meet me in the stars, waiting for you I will be.

 

When distance tends to keep us apart,

Remember I still hold you near in my heart.

When the night together, can't be ours,

Just close your eyes and meet me in the stars.

 

Meet me in the stars, I'll be waiting there for you.

With a bottle of wine and glasses for two.

Just close your eyes and there you will see,

Waiting in the stars, just for you I will be.

 

Remembering those words, I begin to smile,

And gently close my eyes, lessening the miles.

I can see the stars, oh how beautifully arranged,

But you are not there, no hug to exchange.

 

I sit alone waiting, with hope in my heart,

No longer wanting to be kept apart.

Suddenly in the distance, a shadow appears,

A tear rolls down my face and the image is clear.

 

There is no question it is you that I see,

Waiting in the stars, just like you promised to me.

You hold out your hand as you become near,

And put it in mine saying, "I miss you, my dear. "

 

Suddenly there's gentle music, filled with romance,

You gently pull me close, we begin to dance.

Just meet me in the stars, that is where I will be.

A special place in the stars just for you and for me.

 

It's been 12 months and two days.

ikaw who's wearing something-funny (sabi mo noon)

patuloy ko paring yayakapin ang katahimikan katulad mo.

kahit na napaka-dami kong gustong sabihin.

 

happy birthday na lang. one yr na pala.

[Guest Riveria]

My thoughts are free to go anywhere, but it's suprising how often they head in your direction.

[Guest Riveria]

I want to be your wide open sky, your tumbling kitten, your porn star, your girl. I want to listen to your breathing in the night, feel your liquid eyes drinking me in, tickle you, tease you, curl up inside you. I want you to curl up inside me, feel love, love, love, love, trust, softness, vulnerability, openness. I want you.

[Guest takenbyjo]

J,

 

Ten months ago I met you and did not want you to be part of my life. I made everything hellish to get rid of you. Yet, you stayed and pursued me against all odss.

 

I am so happy that you never gave up on me until now. I am blessed to have you. I know that with you by my side, I will never be alone.

 

Love you babe.

 

K

[X3ME15]

If you truly love me, you'll not hurt me. Regardless of all my acts and effort on making everything right and still you're destroying yours then i can't help you. The only person that can help is yourself, get your facts straight and don't point at me at not giving you every happiness of the world. Not everything is happy, if that's the case then you're just living in your own world, full of lies and deceit. So maybe its time to get you out of my head or just find a person that you can lie and cheat again and relive your awful nightmare

[Guest Riveria]

It takes a real and true friend to do something so powerful, it gives me feelings that I am very meaningful. So just know if your ever have the world on you case that I will always be here to offer you a warm embrace. There isn't anything I wouldn't do, like go to the ends of the earth for you, make you happy with all your dreams to come true because you'll always have my love with you.

[Guest Riveria]

All that I am, all that I see, all that I dream and do are brighter, more beautiful and meaningful, because of my feelings for you.

Edited July 7, 2009 by Riveria

[X3ME15]

i'm only human, full of imperfections and fault. i'm not perfect, i'm not trying to be one either. the only thing i'm good at is to better myself, to be the right person for you.

 

it's funny how life goes.. you love, you maintain and still failure is inevitable.. the only thing love can do for you is make yourself better so the next time love comes around, you'll be a better person

 

i just wish the heart can be programmed, to give the right syntax always so it will output the perfect conclusion to every situation. regardless to what it may become, it will just overload bec. of the abundant information and the possible scenarios that needs to be faced before the right answers arrives.

 

i miss the times, we're together, exciting, adventurous and spectacular.. too bad it needs to end and face reality that i'm better as a person, which can face the world as me without masks

 

love is a gamble, being in safety will yield you average results w/ low risk... although its good but you'll get bored.. betting that high can get you a jackpot but most of the time, you'll be loosing than gaining

 

regardless of finding someone, the pain from the previous love remains the same.. pinching your heart once in awhile, sometimes unbearable to the extent that you're having a hard time breathing and can't even focus. still wishing that she returns but that's already a lost cause

 

Finding someone new is the hardest part to face. You'll always reminisce the times of your old flame and sometimes wanna get the same feeling or even greater. I know its unfair but what can i do.. It's human nature

 

Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are.

 

 

 

Finding someone for fun is just as easy as getting an ice cream sundae but finding someone true that can be with you for the rest of your life is like a lost gem that's more or less impossible to find. Am I gonna give up? Hell no! That's why if you find something true in your life, you're gonna keep it and cherish it for the rest of eternity.

 

Life without love is like a tree without blossoms or fruit.

Love has no other desire but to fulfill itself. To melt and be like a running brook that sings its melody to the night. To wake at dawn with a winged heart and give thanks for another day of loving.

 

It is wrong to think that love comes from long companionship and persevering courtship. Love is the offspring of spiritual affinity and unless that affinity is created in a moment, it will not be created for years or even generations.

Edited July 30, 2009 by Wyld

[axlerose100]

To the girl I was with 5 years ago. Thank you for fixing my collar. For the chocolates you made me. For telling me the worst jokes. For making me look good.

 

In return for the bad things I imagined you were doing I broke your heart.

 

3 girlfriends later and I still feel the same.

 

It still hurts when I see you in Greenbelt with someone else. Even more when I see you happy with him.

 

I should've listened to my best friend.

 

"Pare iinom mo na lang yan. Di rin naman kayo tatagal, ang type talaga nyan, yung pangit!"

 

Thank god for making friends.

[angel_by_day]

just tonight --

 

nothing mushy. but simple words that can make one smile....

 

she: i'm scared. will you hold my hand as we walk throughout the journey?

him: i won't let you fall again. and yes, i will hold your hand.

[Guest Riveria]

Dear Sweetie,

 

Words cant express the meaning of the smiles that you put upon my face! Day after day you light my world with your brightness! Thank you so much for being such a wonderful part of my life! I'll never be able to repay you for the happiness you have given me.

 

Love always,

 

Me

[sha79]

...She lifted her face to him, and he bent forward and kissed her on the mouth, gently, with the one kiss that is an eternal pledge. And as he kissed her his heart strained again in his breast. He never intended to love her. But now it was over. He had crossed over the gulf to her, and all that he had left behind had shrivelled and become void.

[kicker]

there will come a time when goodbye will be the sweetest word you can ever hear, and only a few will know because only a few knew about us.

when that day comes, i wish i can be as stronger as a rock and the sadness will be like a storm, it passes once and it never comes back.