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    The Mail Box

    in Art and Literature

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    dear empty void,

     

    i am writing to you now because i really have no one to talk to ... i am just wondering, do we deserve to have our hearts broken just because we are not as thin and attractive as we should be?

     

    a lot of things flashback in my mind ... you know, like i met P, and we were so good together... we did everything together, we had private jokes, my family loved her, it was with P that i felt like what it was to have someone you can share your life with, and your family accepting it at the same time. Sadly, P and i wasnt meant to be ... since P only saw me as a friend. oh i remember how my heart broke that day, when she told me with tears in her eyes that she couldnt really do anything, and that i was just a friend.

     

    i also remember E... oh, me and E had such great times together... we did everything a bf-gf does, especially the things in bed... and it was with her that i experienced waking up to someone you love for the first time. i bought her breakfast, and served it on a tray while she was still sleeping in our bed. oh how beautiful that morning was ... but E had a bf, and she couldnt be with me because i was chinese. she hated chinese guys...

     

    so now i met K ... she really is a great gal ... we have yet to meet in flesh, since we are one of those "online relationships." and i dont understand why she can leave me hanging for the whole day without a text of any sort. i mean, when your long distance bf goes all the way to see you, i dont think youd be as busy as not being able to text "i am busy" ... there is no job in the world that can stop you if you really want to talk to the person. at least that is how i see it. that is not how she sees it... and i feel like im just a fallback, or something for her to spend her free time on.

     

    this letter really makes no sense, but just know that i am very sad right now... and i am just really frustrated because i am alone now, and i am not gifted enough to even turn my sadness into art.

     

    she texted me "you are like a nagging wife" ... do you blame me? i came all the way from point A, rode an airplane to go to point B, to see her... i expected a "come to the office, i will see you for 5 seconds but i have to work" ... or a "im busy, but i will see you no matter what happens." instead i got silence and vague texts like "im in a meeting" ... what kind of meeting starts at 3pm and ends at 12md, where you have no 5 minutes break in between?

     

    i am not very coherent right now... dear void ... nothing. i do not know what to say and what to feel at this point. i will probably take an airplane back home tomorrow.

     

     

    -intuition

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    SUBWAY

    in Food & Beverages (Not to be confused with Restos and Bar)

    Posted · Edited by Intuition

    i love them. i think the price is also fair... i can finish 2 6-incher veggie sandwiches and still not feel guilty. as a matter of fact, i think im full even before i eat half of the 2nd 6 incher.

     

    wish we have Subway in my part of the world - maybe in 5 years time. this part of the world tends to upgrade slowly.

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