KristinLavransdatr

last night was my first night at my parents' in 20 months.

kakapanibago. iba kulay ng room. cobalt blue! what were my brothers thinking painting my room with that color?? :grr:

tonight...hindi ko pa alam. sana may mag-aya ng date. my brothers sure would have a hayday teasing me about being home so early on a saturday night..."ayyy! walang date!!!" hehehe.

i've been in and out of love with chef salad. and lately, i'm in real romance with it.

have just been treated by an associate to vegetable lasagna served by this resto at the mandarin. oh, so heavenly!

(didn't just quite fancy their clam chowder...way too creamy for my taste...but that's for another thread. )

i'm having (as i type) mcdo regular fries (w/o catsup) and taro pie.

and 3-in-1 (2-hr old) cold, sugarfree coffee.

i do beg for a decent lunch appetite!

Dear God,

Please, heal her sickness.

Amen.

Y

L,

i swear i never had any man wait for me for 2 1/2 hours. but you waited. and there was no trace of irritation in your face when i entered the door. instead of a frown you gave me a smile. i didn't have to explain much although i could have completed a book had you given me time to explain. but you only asked how my day was.

for the seven weeks i've known you, you have been nothing but a streak of sunlight through my darkened windows, a majestic symphony in the cacophony of rock bands.

you...are amazing!

thank you for putting a smile back on my face.

thank you for the night that was.

thank you for the great opportunities this morning.

the learning experience.

the compassionate love.

To you, sexy eyes:

it doesn't hurt much to wait. it doesn't hurt much to let go of something that could have been so beautiful.

the joy of the present for which i have put a stake on in september surpasses the pain of waiting. the pain of letting go.

it could have been you. it could have been me. but you believed in my multi-definition rhetorics, never in what lies beneath them.

it could have been more. it could have been forever. but your stars are farther off than mine. your path is more defined than mine. your steps moved forward. mine just stayed on.

KL

it doesn't hurt much to wait. it doesn't hurt much to let go of something that could have been so beautiful.

the joy of the present for which you have put a stake on in the past surpasses the pain of waiting. the pain of letting go.

Hugo, Victor

Creep - Radiohead

i usually go to the Greenbelt Chapel to kneel and pray.

i don't usually ask to be freed from pain or sadness.

just being there is healing. is freedom. is bliss.

this week sure is the worst for me this year. and today is part of that week.

what do i take to get me to the next, and fast?

union of the snake - DD

Kafka, Franz

what was written here is now totally irrelevant.

the sun radiates pink. the walkway smells of roses. and coffee has just become man's best invention.

Ernest Hemingway

no work today.

sarap pala sa office pag walang ibang tao.

i volunteered to giftwrap the presents for an orphanage we adopt this season.

and i'm listening to the CDs given to me by a friend. what a life doing what you love!!

:cool:

Xenophanes

9:37 AM

I'm not really a big believer of angels. but thank you for sending me one every day in the person of jonathan c. who would have thought?

Dear God,

thank you that the worst is over. hitting the rock bottom wasn't as bad as i feared. i hit it and made it back to the surface, not totally unscathed, but it was alright. that has always been our relationship, hasn't it? unpredictably predictable. i cry. i bleed. you wait. you wait. until u couldn't stand no more my pain.

i can only say thank you, because, today that's the most beautiful phrase there is...thank you.

Y

wonderful, just wonderful.

today pays off all the not so good yesterdays.

work is done. no major disaster.

nice clear blue skies from my office window...

can't complain.

BareN,

thank you for staying up late with me on the phone for the past 3 days. for the good words. for the stinging words. for telling me i'm crazy. and for making me realize how crazy i am.

JJ,

thank you for this: "you're not playing hard to get. you're hard to get."