The Mail Box

[Barenaked-NoMre]

S,

 

Hope your wrist heals soon.

 

Glad you FINALLY went to the doctor.

 

For you, the kids and those that care about you ... as I am one of them.

 

Mmwah!

 

A

[KristinLavransdatr]

i've been told to be crazy. maybe i am. such sweet madness!

 

no, i don't hate you because you're chinese. i've seen the worst among these slit-eyed creatures, you're a lot better in comparison.

 

don't text me in the morning just to ask how the day has been treating me so far.

 

i'm not that kind of woman. i hate texting. that's one important thing to know about me. lest you feel bad about my seeming disregard of your "how are you's".

 

will call you when i need to talk, when i'm too tired even to close my eyes to sleep, when i feel wanting but couldn't. i will call. but don't call me.

[KristinLavransdatr]

today is your birthday. when god decided to give you life, he must be thinking about me. when he created you to be a good man, god must still be thinking about me.

 

when god refused to answer your prayers for a good life, he had me in his heart. for god gave you a hard time because he was planning to give me a good one.

 

and i thank you for accepting everything god has been giving you so that i could be who i am now.

 

by the way, thank you for being my driver. funny, i can't drive on my own. why give up the comforts of being a daughter for a cool chance of driving the freeway alone? the answer is you!

 

happy birthday, kiddo!

[sweetie]

A,

 

i dunno what's in your mind right now..

 

whatever it is, i wanna know..

 

kahit ano pa yan..

 

its been like.. 2 weeks?

 

kala mo dedma lang ako..

 

na kaya ko lhat..

 

na ok lang na ganito..

 

im trying to be tough..

 

im trying to feel ok..

 

im trying to show them na everythin's doin well with me..

 

na nde ako apektado or anythin..

 

gusto nila mag move on na ko..

 

gusto nila i should let go of what we had..

 

gusto nila kalimutan na kita..

 

gusto nila un.. pra din daw sa kin..

 

gusto nila..

 

pero ayoko..

 

hihintayin kita..

 

hihintayin kong sabihin mo sa kin kung ano nasa isip mo..

 

until such time..

 

andito lang ako..

 

B

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

[chipmaker]

i hope you rot in internet hell.

[Barenaked-NoMre]

W,

 

Thanks SO much for your offer and understanding my situation.

 

After hearing an awful turnout at the last meeting ... yes, I do accept to help in whatever way I can.

 

I should write my next speech, no? With all this time on my hands ...

 

But am puzzled and worried about other stuff ... will try. For DTMC ... I owe the club much.

 

Despite my current predicament ...

 

Again, thanks!

 

A

[Barenaked-NoMre]

Daddy,

 

Dreamt about you again ... you were cooking and I was helping out.

 

Do I miss your culinary expertise.

 

It's just not the same w/o you.

 

Am trying to locate the documents for the store ... where did you put it? Maybe you can show me in a dream?

 

Help me find work, Daddy.

 

A

[S\\m//T]

You know how much you mean to me...

And I'd like to spend this single moment of my life to say thank you for everything..

You're my world, my life and my soul... :hypocritesmiley:

 

R

[Wyld]

Thank you.

 

Totally unexpected, much appreciated.

 

I probly dont deserve being valued that much .... given what had happened in the past days...

 

Yet you stood up for me.

 

Thank you.

 

Edited June 26, 2006 by Wyld

[bluegreen717]

TS,

 

My sincerest apologies. We were not forged from the same metal, no, far from it. Whatever we had in common were shallow, insignificant interests, a few values, maybe, and ideals.

 

Death, natural, accidental, or violent, is still a sad fact, for most mere mortals such as I.

 

Again, we were not forged from the same metal. I hope and pray, for your sake, that you find her.

 

Te adoro,

Cat

Edited June 27, 2006 by bluegreen717

[Barenaked-NoMre]

I send you SMS ... each one deducting from my load.

 

It's not worth it when you dont reply back ... esp. when I'm quite vulnerable.

 

I shouldnt be affected. I shouldnt.

[simon b]

why do you hold back your feelings?

why?

 

an opportune time shouldnt be missed

or you'll regret it for the rest of your life...

 

sana ginawa ko to

sana sumipot ako

sana pinakawalan ko ang sarili ko...

sana

[sweetie]

A,

 

for you..

 

B

 

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Kung Malaya Lang Ako

 

 

Nang ika'y dumating

Nadama'y iba sa damdamin

Kilos mo't mga paglalambing

Ang siyang lagi ay umaakit sa akin

 

Kahit dayain pa

Ang puso at isipa'y

Hanap ka

Bakit nga ba ganyan

 

Kung malaya lang ako

Kung Malaya lang ako

Ipagsisigawan kong mahal kita

Kung malaya lang ako

Kung Malaya lang ako

Ay ikaw ang tanging pipiliin ko

Sana ay mahal mo rin ako

 

Kung may isang pagkakataon

Na ikaw ay makapiling ko

Init ng aking pagmamahal

Ang siyang lagi ay ipadarama sau

 

Kahit dayain pa

Ang puso at isipa'y

Hanap ka

Bakit nga ba ganyan

 

Kung malaya lang ako

Kung Malaya lang ako

Ipagsisigawan kong mahal kita

Kung malaya lang ako

Kung Malaya lang ako

Ay ikaw ang tanging pipiliin ko

 

Kung malaya lang ako

Kung Malaya lang ako

Ipagsisigawan kong mahal kita

Kung malaya lang ako

Kung Malaya lang ako

Ay ikaw ang tanging pipiliin ko

 

Sana ay mahal mo rin ako

[sweetie]

A,

 

i told mahself i'd stop..

 

this'll be the last time..

 

B

 

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Why

Do you always do this to me?

Why

Couldn't you just see it through me?

How come, you act like this

Like you just don't care at all?

Do you expect me to believe

I was the only one to fall?

 

I can feel, I can feel you near me

Even though you're far away

I can feel you, I can feel you baby

Why...

 

It's not supposed to feel this way

I need you, I need you

More and more each day

It's not supposed to hurt this way

I need you, I need you, I need you

Tell me

Are you and me still together?

Tell me

You think we can last forever?

Tell me... why

 

Hey

Listen to what we're not saying

Let's play

A different game than what we're playing

Try

To look at me and really see my heart

Do you expect me to believe

I'm gonna let us fall apart?

 

I can feel, I can feel you near me

Even when you're far away

I can feel, I can feel you baby

Why...

 

It's not supposed to feel this way

I need you, I need you

More and more each day

It's not supposed to hurt this way

I need you, I need you, I need you

Tell me

Are you and me still together?

Tell me

You think we can last forever?

Tell me... why

 

So go and think about

Whatever u need to think about

Go and dream about

Whatever you need to dream about

And come back to me

When you know just how you feel

You feel

 

I can feel, I can feel you near me

Even though you're far away

I can feel, i can feel you baby

why...

 

It's not supposed to hurt this way

I need you, I need you

More and more each day

It's not supposed to hurt this way

I need you, I need you, I need you

Tell me...

It's not supposed to hurt this way

I need you, I need you

More and more each day

It's not supposed to hurt this way

I need you, I need you, I need you

Tell me

Are you and me still together?

Tell me

You think we can last forever?

Tell me

Why...

[bluegreen717]

TS,

 

Si de pronto

me olvidas

no me busques,

que ya te habré olvidado.

 

-Pablo Neruda, Si Tu Me Olvidas

 

Cat

Edited June 29, 2006 by bluegreen717

[Barenaked-NoMre]

S,

 

Thanks for your offer. Will keep that in mind.

 

You dont know how much it means to me ... your kindness and concern.

 

Take care of your cast ...

 

Mmmmwah!

 

A

[tsunade]

I already delivered all the mail I can... I can't wait that long... I know that it's better to take it slowly... but am leaving soon and if that's the case, I might not see you for a long time.

 

I'll always remember the kisses...

[Barenaked-NoMre]

My "The One",

 

I'm tired, almost broke and lonely.

 

Where are you ... out there in the world?

 

My heart's yearning for you ...

 

The cold, rainy nights only makes it harder ...

 

Would just like to lie ... held in your warm embrace ... listening to your heart beat and you breathe ...

 

Wish I could talk to you ... share my dreams with you ...

 

Take care, my love.

 

A

[gr82d8]

longing

 

longing to see your smiling face

longing to feel your warm embrace

longing to talk to you on the phone

longing to discover the unkown

longing for the week to go by

longing for time to fly

longing for that special night

longing for that promised bite

 

 

-R

[Barenaked-NoMre]

S,

 

You're given such an important role and quite heavy responsibility.

 

I know it's like they dropped the bomb on you.

 

Dont fret ... I will help in whatever way I can.

 

Am sure you'll do well ...

 

It'll be an exciting and interesting year for you. Take things in stride.

 

You can do it! I see it in you ...

 

Congrats again and good luck, GF! ;-)

 

A

[Little Girl Lost]

And So

 

And so...

Here we go

I guess

It's how

It is

 

And so...

All I say

Is this

We laugh

We dine

We walk

Round and round

And all along

As we long

 

And so...

I'm glad

Good cheer

Is here

It came

With you

I don't

Mind waiting

That long

 

And so...

How long

Is long

Anyway?

 

[sweetie]

A,

 

if only u gave me the chance to say everything..

 

i couldn't just leave it at that..

 

im sad to know what kept on buggin' you..

 

no..

 

its hurts me, knowing the REASON for these..

 

after all these times..

 

i thought we've already talked about it..

 

im really confused why wouldn't you believe me..

 

i love you..

 

please believe that one..

 

i won't do anything to hurt you..

 

that's why i thought i told you everything..

 

im not asking you to take me back..

 

i just wanted you to know the TRUTH..

 

yeah ur right..

 

u wanted someone u can own..

 

maybe im not that one..

 

i have many unresolved issues myself..

 

you know that..

 

and that's what's killing me..

 

i wanted to keep you..

 

but you think otherwise..

 

i just needed to see you..

 

one last look to this person i cared for.. i loved.. i cherised..

 

thanks pao..

 

till then..

 

B

[Barenaked-NoMre]

I had a lunch and movie d8 last Saturday ... was ok.

 

Just not the same if it's not with you. Missing you so...

 

Miss just nudging into or against you while watching the movie or holding your hand in mine ...

[LostCommand]

Mi amiga,

 

All I had asked for, here at the last, was some explanation; I will handle the consequences, and will continue to treat all matters as politely as I have always done before.

 

But now I find that all the channels of communication are down, and for good; now nothing is left but deliberate white silence? Whether or not this silence be caused by a mistake or a misunderstanding, or misperception or pride; whether or not this silence be for reasons perhaps avoidable; whether or not this silence is for the better or is even truly necessary, becomes forever unknown and uncertain to myself, who must now, perforce, exist in a painful vacuum.

 

And it is this pain of utter ignorance that would disturb even my rare deep slumbers. It is this pain of humiliation that would purify even a wretch like me.

 

With their story so abruptly discontinued, I have sent off all sheets of the accumulated transactions of memories and writings away, so far away such that their very existence becomes deniable. I had prayed hard that there would be an easier way, a compromise perhaps, but during these past seven days, that prayer was thrice forsaken. This story therefore ends as it had begun; in tabula rosa.

 

Someday, perhaps, the cool winds, the clean rains, and the passing of many many brightly sunlit days, would have at last scrubbed and bleached away all the dark shadows and smudges, actual or imagined, from those long-banished sheets of writings and memory, until naught remains but the simple innocence of their intents, and the blank purity of their plots. Someday, perhaps, with all the dross, real or pretended, thus erased, then that bright and enduring whiteness finally left would have you remember, and perhaps, have you smile?

 

With this salvaged shred of hope, I now take leave, fearing neither the darkness, nor the rain; for they are old friends.

 

"...in the memory of angels, all partings are temporary"

 

C

[Barenaked-NoMre]

Mmmm ... that dream I had of you ... quite much like the last time I was with you ... quick, yet SATISFYING! ;-P

 

And you were the one who was worried we'd get caught ... me, I didnt mind one bit! That's the effect you have on me ...

 

Mmmmwah!