The Mail Box

[black cat]

Mamatay ka na sanang hayop ka! Ay teka.. ang masamang damo nga pala ay matagal mamatay. Sana mabuhay ka hanggang lagpas 100 ka na. Yun tipong 2nd childhood ka na at wala ng magtyagang mag-alaga sa yo.

 

Peste ka! :grr:

[Wyld]

to the gods that govern love and attraction...

 

please help me give him up.

 

i want out.

 

now.

 

:cry:

[gen_g]

im lurking to the max....heheheheheeheh.. i have been lacking sleep.....and the brains to function properly supposedly

[KristinLavransdatr]

Stranger,

 

When the components are unclear you don’t resort to judging the results. You still end up guessing. Then you’re back to your circle of doubts. Not everything can be judged based on opposites all the time.

 

You do not take things at their face value, but neither can you judge them based on what they do not appear to be. That is assumption.

 

KL

 

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i want to delete the above, but what the heck, no one will care.

Edited May 1, 2005 by KristinLavransdatr

[Alex_Corvis]

Dear God,

 

Please help me fall out of Love.

Please I beg you.

[Grimace]

this is my poem of ever lover surrender.....

 

Remember..

 

I remember the park

I remember the grass

I remember the time

you grabbed my ass.

[sweetpsyche]

my best-est buddy...

 

it's time for me to do this.

all hopes are gone.

i've come to my senses

i am going nowhere

this is just but a hopeless dream...

 

as i've said.. i am not gonna let u go

u're to precious for me, i can not do that

but i am willing to set u free... infact i already did.

 

u're best-est pal.

[Grimace]

Dearest Bobby.

 

I remembered keeping this somewhere in my journals, i was in Bayshore New york when i first met you and your father during Aunt Geraldine's dinner party. We had such a wonderful time together,we had long walks, your band playing jazz gigs at the local cabana place, Mum adored you and i had our photo taken somewhere in Coney Island... i always missed New York and i always miss you,dear dear Bobby...

 

 

Bayshore nights

 

The seaside presses its leg into mine;

sits too close beside me on the bench,

its stare direct and searching;

digs an elbow deep in my thigh;

hurts like the sun too strong in an eye.

 

Sea air is composed of hydrogen and desire;

smiles like sunrise crescent's opal clouds;

catches a nipple between a finger and a thumb;

argues with my skin for possession of sweat;

casts its net toward the other ocean of my womb;

attaches itself to my corners, and there spins webs;

handles me like dough and morning dreams;

calls my name against the wind, and I come.

 

Tides crawl beneath my arms like Summer;

skip like schoolgirls down the boardwalk of my back;

stick to my veins like butter - a persistent and gradual

process of building this rhythm in my blood;

find a place by my side in the receding dark

where they take me time, and time, and time.

 

Wind's arm across my buttocks - unrelenting -

measures my breathing, almost under control;

its humid salts upon my lips, tongue and teeth.

You rearrange the sand around me;

lick my ears with the hiss of your feet;

make me turn and open. Open fully to your kiss.

 

 

Anxiety is love's greatest killer. It makes one feel as you might when a drowning man holds unto you. You want to save him, but you know he will strangle you with his panic. Anais Nin

[Icee_1]

My friends,

 

Thanks for being there for me at the times I need you most. I know we've only met and that we are just getting to know each other, but I have drawn strength from you during these very trying times.

 

I hope that you will not tire of me, of my rantings and ravings, of my need for affirmation, for someone to talk to, for someone to unload on.

 

When I get through this storm, and I know I will, I will be able to look back and say that I have met the greatest friends in the most unusual way.

 

I love you guys.

 

Icee

[Icee_1]

To you,

 

Thank you for making my day special, for listening to me, for being with me, and for talking me through what would have been one of the most depressing days of my life.

 

I wish I had gotten to know you sooner, gotten to talk to you more, gotten to know you better. But, as you said, life is too short for regrets. So, I just hope that someday, I will have the chance to do all these things and more.

 

I will miss you... I will miss the "me" that you helped me discover, and who will know go back to anonymity until ...

 

Icee

[freakish]

hey kiddo,

 

Nice to get a message from you. A good one too. I'm glad that finally she has come to your life. I am happy too that for the longest time you have finally realized that you can be happy with just one person in your heart. That is a major turning point, and to hear that you will be committing yourself to her is really great. I mean I've heard it from you before, but it was made due to a difficult situation. She's a good person, I'm sure she'll take care of you.

 

I wish I can be there to witness the moment. It is something I sure will hate missing. We'll see. But wouldn't it cause a little stir or trouble, me being there? Oh well, we're used to it before, I guess I can still deal with it now.

 

Take care, i'll be keeping in touch.

Edited September 15, 2004 by freakish

[gen_g]

stuff is getting stranger, messier and ultimately heart wrenching..........now i feel so alone with myself...... :cry:

[cee]

Maria Lourdes,

 

 

you are still the one

 

but what can i do?

 

you found a new one

 

and the most confusing of it all is...

 

you are shutting me out.

 

why?

 

am i not deserving of your friendship?

 

its unfair.

 

you left me hanging.

 

do i want this to end this way?

 

no, definitely.

 

but you are also blinded by your bitterness to me in which i do'nt know the reason.

 

well, so much for explanations.

 

everything is clear to me now.

 

i respect what you want in your life and i am not an impediment to that.

 

i pray that you found what you are looking for and be happy.

 

more happier and meaningful than what i have given you.

 

somehow.

 

as for me, i'll try to find what is best for me.

 

even though everything is against the odds.

 

good luck and take care.

 

 

conrad.

[avarez]

to you,

 

 

bakit kapag ikaw ang may kasalanan ang bilis kong mapatawad ka pero kapag ako ang nagkamali kulang na lang lumuhod ako sa harap mo para lang mapatawad mo. Bakit ka unfair?

 

 

from me.

[Icee_1]

Questions for you:

 

How did you know that you were the one I was referring to?

 

How did you know that this letter was for you?

 

How did you know this is me talking to you?

 

How could you know me well enough to know these things, when I haven't even scratched the surface when it comes to knowing you?

 

Am I that transparent? Am I that easy to predict?

 

How could you know me when I don't even know myself?

 

Icee