The Mail Box

[SamanthaJones]

There we go again, back to where we were before. For a moment, I thought that I’ve successfully broken down the huge barrier that was between us. But I was wrong. I know how hard it is to forget the past; I’ve been thru that same situation before. And God knows how hard it was to forget somebody whom you’ve given almost your whole life to. The pain of being alone and being betrayed lingered in my soul and that it took me nearly three 3 years before I was able to finally let go. It shattered my whole life. He was the center of my life and when I lost him he took a big part of me with him. I didn’t know how it was to be without him. But then I had to move on. or else I’ll always stay bitter and hateful of the world .and besides the beauty that he let behind was enough for me to continue to keep on with the fight with life. Slowly, with the help of some friends, I started to gain back the confidence that I once had. I met other people who believed in me. And then I fell in love again. But maybe I was really not that lucky with love. I still got hurt. But this time I was more in control of my emotions. I am not the same girl that I used to be.

 

Then you came along, and everything changed. I knew you back then. You told me about your past. For a while, I thought I could understand you. That I can help you forget the bitter memories of the past. But no matter how hard I try to get thru your soul. I simply can’t because you’re always there in that small little cave of emotions that you yourself made. Probably, what I had to offer wasn’t enough for you. Or probably you weren’t just ready. You never really tried. And that what saddens me. I never really had the chance to take you out of that cave. I wish I could have done something for you. I don’t want you to stay in that kind of situation. And now, we lead 2 different lives now. I don’t think I could ever look into you sweet cute eyes again. Things have changed. As for now, I’ll continue to be the way I was before.

[roxysnonie]

 

for i while i thought, ive heard it all,

from the smallest sounding gadget

to huge rock concert systems all

and i thought it would be so loud

ear shattering to hear such,

and boy was i was dead wrong...

 

the sound of silence is much more ear shaterring

than a jumbo jet flying

the absence of your voice, you laughter, there is no denying

it is far more deafening than anything

that sweet little banter, was something to long for

sigh! i hope someday to hear you some more...

Edited September 29, 2004 by roxysnonie

[sweetmind14]

dear baby muffin,

 

My love for you will never end.

 

love,

munchkin

[Guest LovingSouL]

**T**

 

now that there is a closure, i am better...i am stronger.

i will finally say goodbye...no more looking back

 

but, remember that i will always be a friend

when you need one...

 

 

goodbye to you....to the memories....to the one true love....

 

 

 

***I**

[tio_pot]

Nang,

 

Naguguluhan ako. Ano ba talaga? Tayo na ba?

Nandito lang ako...

 

Nong

[ukyo_batusai]

I have seen you from a far. Noticed you in the coffee shop. I thought to myself: What a perfect creature this be.

[gen_g]

are we dead inside that the numbness is instantly recognized by the mind before the physicality? retarding the loss and saving what sanity i have left is excrutiating my soul.....................hmmmmm

[bods1000]

Y

 

Your voice in its calmness was like an anchor

Steadying up my wind-swept nerves.

I cannot imagine how you sounded so cool,

With what you went through, with what you are going through now.

I thought I was the steady one,

But you seem to know how to blow it over.

I love you, sweetie..

I wish I could be with you always

But I know you could rough it out.

And from you I gain strength.

 

N

[cee]

I yearn for those who

 

still believe in life's truths

 

of honesty

 

of sincerity

 

of compassion

 

and of true friendship.

 

but most of all.

 

I long to know those few people who

 

really know what love is

 

and how to be a loving person.

 

I long for a place where people can

 

get together and talk to one another

 

about the things that matter,

 

like being friends and caring about

 

the dreams that we all believe in.

 

I long for a time when

 

friendship and love are important

 

and the best part of our lives.

[freakish]

do you still wonder?

do you still ask the silly question?

what good will it do to you?

just blow that torch,

it is best to live in the present

than wallow in the past.

[cee]

i never forget that

 

you are there in my time of need

 

even though you are still a stranger to me

 

you have the ability to give your shoulder

 

and continue to inspire to pass that torch

 

you have come to make me understand

 

and make a difference in my life

 

even though you are a stranger

 

that makes you a special person

 

your words are honest and sincere

 

and you deserve the friendship that i can give

 

with loyalty and special treatment

 

if you ever need me in your time of sadness

 

i'll be there for you also as a special friend

 

because you allow the pleasure of being close to me

 

and care about nothing short of your own interest

 

even though we are strangers

 

in the midst of a cold world

 

that is both cruel and untrue

 

the more we go on with the friendship

 

even though we are strangers

 

i appreciate you and now we are friends

 

though miles apart, we are close

 

and shared moments of confidence

 

what a quality exchange that is

 

you coming from the land of the Hurons

 

thank you friend

 

you always make my day.

[Chito]

Just something in defense of us MTC people.....

 

I find it funny that some "holier than thou" individuals find the temerity to speak ill of the character of us MTC people, making sweeping generalizations of the way we are supposed to be all after just one thing - women (for the men.)

 

It's funnier that these individuals are actually registered in MTC!

 

Hold on, it just keeps getting funnier.....

 

And why, for chrissakes, why are they here in MTC? Uh-huh, that's right.... the women! They are also after the women! They want MTC women to think ill of all MTC men so that they could have them for themselves. That's hypocrisy for you, non-MTC style.

 

To the pretenders out there, you all can shove your hypocrisy up your a$$es. You are not fooling any of us.

 

Tsk, tsk, tsk..... the temerity.....

Edited October 1, 2004 by Chito

[tio_pot]

Tayo na ba?

[Wyld]

for you.

 

you did not come into my life in the best of circumstances.

yet you did.

you are god's gift to me,

and for that i cherish you.

i promise to be the best i can be for you.

no matter what.

inspite of.

we are in this together...

i will not let you down.

 

all this is for you.

 

i love you already.

 

-kai

Edited October 1, 2004 by WyldChik

[freakish]

sis wyldchik,

 

good luck for tomorrow. i know you can do it..you are in my prayers, have a good rest tonight...halabsu!!