freelicker Posted May 4, 2004 Share Posted May 4, 2004 I have tried to live my life right. I have always tried to do what's right. I have tried so hard to be good. So why do I have a life like this, so much pain and suffering so much tears and frustrations. Quote Link to comment
jershey Posted May 4, 2004 Share Posted May 4, 2004 (edited) be honest... ..this will be my last words...never again u will hear something about us anymore.... it wud be better if u just tell me that u dont want me and u dont love me anymore...than to make excuses that are unbelievable.. it wud be much easier for me to accept things...coz i know the truth... ive been there....i know how it feels to hurt some1 hu loves u... but it wud be better to tell it straight to their faces ...for them to stop holding on....for them to give up.... as ive said..this is the saddest part of my life.... i just dont know how to start again...uve been a part of my life for almost 1.5 months... and i dont knw how to live without u....i just cant....but then....its over.....wala na akong loves..... Edited May 7, 2004 by jershey Quote Link to comment
Zerreit Posted May 4, 2004 Share Posted May 4, 2004 Ich hoffe, daß sie erhalten, diesen meinen freund zu lesen. Ich dachte nie, daß der tag, den ich Sie aus am flughafen fallenließ, das letzte mal ist ich sie während einer sehr sehr langen zeit sehen werde. Ich wünsche, daß ich besagt mehr als "Sie haben könnte mach's gut!" Ich vermisse sie. Sachen sind nicht dieselben hier mehr. Sie sehen, daß alles sich heraus für das beste dreht. Und möglicherweise ist dieses für das beste. Sie haben mehr gelegenheiten dort als, was wir hier haben. Ich hoffe zu sehen, daß sie wieder eines tages und bis dahin wir beide sind bessere personen willen (und verdünner auch, ich hoffe). Nehmenobacht von selbst. Wenn sie mich benötigen, sie wissen, wo man mich erreicht. Das ganzes beste zu ihnen. Zerreit Quote Link to comment
Zerreit Posted May 4, 2004 Share Posted May 4, 2004 (edited) El Abolita Más Querido, Espero que usted esté en un lugar mejor ahora. Estoy a punto de hacer posiblemente uno de las decisiones más grandes de mi vida. La esperanza segura y usted me dirigiría. Ahora le necesito más que siempre. Le falto y te amo. Su Nieta,L Edited May 4, 2004 by Zerreit Quote Link to comment
bods1000 Posted May 4, 2004 Share Posted May 4, 2004 Y it's like a psychological Chinese water torture whenever you're away. loneliness preys on my feeble mind; longing shreds away at my insides.you know I ain't too proud to beg for your presence.and way too dumb to be impatient for your return.but much too deep will be my happinessthe moment i put my arms around you again. N Quote Link to comment
Wyld Posted May 4, 2004 Share Posted May 4, 2004 c -- im still adrift.im trying to stay sane.im trying to hold on. please come backbefore i let goall over again. i might not decide tohang on againafter this time... -k Quote Link to comment
bods1000 Posted May 5, 2004 Share Posted May 5, 2004 Y Talking with you on a mobile phone is more than just listening to a voice being transported across miles through a modern contraption. It is a soft buss on my cheek. It is a wind chime tinkling on a doorstep. It is a rose petal glistening with dew. It is a Strad going on a soft passage. It is more than anything else I can imagine. It's love playing around in my heart. N Quote Link to comment
Mayella Posted May 5, 2004 Share Posted May 5, 2004 (edited) dear B, i was really looking forward to seeing you again yesterday but due to certain circumstances, it wasn't possible. i miss you terribly. the days seem longer, as i wait for the next chance to be with you again. L Edited May 21, 2004 by mayella76 Quote Link to comment
Zerreit Posted May 6, 2004 Share Posted May 6, 2004 (edited) Mein Liebstes, Sie können nie ein lächeln auf mein gesicht setzen nicht. Aber heute, sie setzten ein grinsen auf mein gesicht. Ich denke nicht, daß es überhaupt gegangen wird. Ich hatte einen so-so tag, bis sie benannten. Ich werde durch diesen anruf überrascht und berührt. Zu wissen ist wirklich nett, daß sie an mich auch denken. Ich hoffe, daß sie immer okay sind. Ich bete immer zu ihrer sicherheit. Und ja, es ist immer unsere. Mach's gutbaby. Ihr immer,Zerreit Edited May 6, 2004 by Zerreit Quote Link to comment
MA Posted May 7, 2004 Share Posted May 7, 2004 Baby, I'm sorry I hurt you. I guess, all this time, I never really realized how much you love me. Until last night. It's been nine months and you've given me everything you can possibly give...even when your hands are tied...and I can't forgive myself for being so self-absorbed and selfish. I was cruel, unforgiveably so. And now, I want to make things right. I promise to make the pain I've caused you go away...and it will, baby. Just have a little more faith in me. I love you like I've never loved any man before. And you must know I always will. Yours faithfully. V Quote Link to comment
irshes Posted May 7, 2004 Share Posted May 7, 2004 You would've been 35 today. A year ago, we spent it together. You flew all the way here to be with me. Now I celebrate it by sending you my love and prayers. I cannot offer you flowers, for thousands of miles separate me and what is left of your physical body. Still, I can feel you, always beside me. You may be gone, but not forever. Our love still lives. The "gumamela" you gave me still blooms, beautiful and bloody red.Happy birthday, baby. T. Quote Link to comment
irshes Posted May 7, 2004 Share Posted May 7, 2004 You told me a simple "You make me happy" would suffice.Well, you do. Thank you. T. Quote Link to comment
Thomas_Durnst Posted May 7, 2004 Share Posted May 7, 2004 (edited) Bizman!!! its been awhile but still I survived hollla back 0918937****. Its been a year and my topic is still hot!!! I edited out the mobile number, you may want to PM Bizman your number instead. Thanks. -Lipstick- Edited May 10, 2004 by Lipstick Quote Link to comment
Wyld Posted May 8, 2004 Share Posted May 8, 2004 c... we had a conversation today.we actually did. and i could not help but smile like a fool after.it was tentative. it was different. i missed those talks we had when words and thoughts flowed when it was all effortlesswhen we knew. i think we still know.but weve both been scarred by that thing called the past.it will take time. but we got that goin for us.we have time. lots of it.i think we are on track.im glad we are ... -k Quote Link to comment
LovenFaith Posted May 8, 2004 Share Posted May 8, 2004 my loving nanay, Wished I could turn back time wherein I'm still a little child you carry in your arms...Things I didn't get until now, I'm grown up but still craving for your touch...Wished it will still be possible that you can hear me say how much I love you...coz I think I never did it when you were still here beside me... Why do you need to close your eyes so soon...???Leaving me all alone...You closed your eyes that soon...So now I'm short of hugs under the moon.......??????? I f you were only here beside me...I wouldn't be lost in this crazy world...Maybe I'm a better person that you've dreamed me to be...But I made so many mistakes...Think even you could never take it,Unless maybe you hear what I wanna sayCoz I know you're the only person who could understand me...For my happiness is yours too, and nothing you can't give for me to have it so... What could i say but "sorry" for the lost time that i should have told you how much you mean to me...Never did i recall i thank thee for all the unconditional love you gave to me...Nights that you're sleepless when I'm sick...Denied your convinience so that I could have things that I've WISHED... I missed you... I wanna tell you in every given chances I have now...!!!Suffering for the reality that why is it just now...???Have lots of chances before but seems I don't even noticed it.Now, I have every word to tell you...but how could you hear me say...??? Wished it's not yet too late to tell you all I wanna say...I love you...sorry if I didn't love you the same...I miss you...wished I could see your face up there in heaven...I'm sorry for all the mistakes I did, I know it dishonored you......and for all the sorrow I gave you when I decided to left you...!!! If ever you see a baby there that looks exactly like me...I want you to know that she's my baby...Never had the chance to tell her what I feel...Because like you she left me in pain...!Her name would be intended to be after yours ...but Allan doesn't want me to be hurted whenever I recall you...But I wanna tell you still...her name is Judy Almira You knew Aj, right...? his cute voice when he cry makes you smile...Giving him a warm bath every morning light...And a lullaby as he closes his eyes...He even has a sister that you haven't had the chance to meet...The name's Alanis Jelle, who has a face of you in gay...Smart & jolly like me, as you can see me when I was her age... And of course, Allan.......I know you loved him as you did I am...But I'm so sorry to tell we didn't make it....Maybe we're not really meant for each other...But i did give my best to be like you...Do everything & anything for us to make it better......but still it didn't worked out...the way it should be...! And now I have somebody...Wishing you could see me that I'm happy...For he loves me that muchBut still I'm craving for your touch.... How could I wished there's a line there in heaven...So that I can call you whenever I feel to...But since It's impossible to happen,I'll just be here keep on wishing......that someday, may you hear me say......I love you & thanks a lot for everything.......!!!!!!! HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY...THANK YOU VERY MUCH PO.......!!!!!!! Quote Link to comment
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