The Mail Box

[boy_kokok]

GK,

 

u are so funny!

 

u are so unlucky!

 

most of all... u suck!

 

BK

[Zerreit]

I don't want you anymore.....

 

I never want to see you again.

[Guest the_eight_of_orbs]

this is killing me...

the hoping, the waiting, the anticipation...

i'm exhausted...

still i hang on... praying that one day you'll make up missing me.

[Guest LovingSouL]

for a-Z

 

Thanks for taking time to listen to me

...Thanks for being such a gentleman

 

I really appreciate the friendship you've extended to me eversince

Lucky is he/she who has you for a friend.

 

Until next time...

I know we'll pick up again where we left off

 

:*

Edited September 3, 2004 by LovingSouL

[Leslie Garcia]

Honey,

 

It was nice chatting with you .... i am hoping one day you'll say the words again ... for now ... i'll keep my mouth shut... take care on your journey ... for you are surely to be missed .... i hope you'll miss me too ... but i know you won't miss me at all ...

 

M

[moonflower]

im not a kid anymore...FOR CRYING OUT LOUD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :grr:

[Wyld]

Thony the Tiger

 

tomorrow is the day! the bar exams! the event you have been prepping for forever.

 

im glad to have read your email, gladder to know that youre hyped up and feeling positive about the tests... im sure you will do well but as promised, i will continue to pray for your success...

 

im looking forward to our regular email exchanges... and certainly lookin forward more and more to our hangout, bookbuying, coffee-guzzling, storytrading extravaganza when i come home.

 

for now... i give you my wishes for success, a clear mind, a sure pen and the sharpest of wits... and of course a good luck :*

 

take care of you tiger... and i will see you soon.

 

-wyldnina

[KristinLavransdatr]

To the Roman God:

 

For years our friendship has been on and off.

I hope by now, you already know me -- it takes a lot to impress me and so little to disappoint me.

 

You're quite lucky i call you.

Because as you know, i hate phone calls and text messages, useless chats and meaningless touch.

 

See you around.

 

And hey, this morning i tuned in to you. your music has improved. and i hope your ratings too.

 

[roxysnonie]

 

honey,

 

you well know i miss you so...

 

the silent walks, looking over the horizon

 

wishing things, laughing at mistakes

 

analyzing, rattling our brains

 

competitive debates,

 

hot coffee and choco

 

pepsi x

 

wish i could...

[missmanners]

i know you love me... and i really love you... but i have to be unselfish enough to give you what you want...

 

and what you want is to be free.

 

so that's what you'll be.

 

in the meantime, i will live life pretending i'm ok... deep inside, hoping, wishing, praying, hoping... that each day i wake up will be the day you will too.

 

...wake up to the fact that what you've always needed and wanted was right where you left her.

 

and that the shoes she left behind will be too large to fill by anyone else.

[Mayella]

sweetie,

 

i know you're going through a tough time and i understand you perfectly. i wish there was something i could do to ease your pain and relieve you from your torments. you know that i am always here for you as you have always been for me. be strong.

 

L

[Z]

Dear F,

 

My heart goes out to you and the realities and truths you face. Mourn to your hearts content in the moments that seem to slip by and cloud not the future with the sorrow and anger that rage within. You have friends nearby when you are ready to breach this quagmire. Some are but an arms breadth away, others faceless yet equally concerned to lend a hand. Have faith for he walks with you always.

 

Sincerely,

 

E

Edited September 8, 2004 by Z

[Guest LovingSouL]

Sometimes I still can't help but to be in pain and in agony

Eveything about him still lingers

 

My mind says move on

But heart is weak to let go

 

Help me please... help me

I want to end this pain and torture

 

I know I can make it

But will you be there beside me as I fight my battle?

[roxysnonie]

 

a bad feeling stirs

 

i just hope im wrong, and i mean really wrong.

 

sigh... :cry:

[Wyld]

dearest...

 

youre back.

please dont be.

not yet.

im not ready.

im not able.

 

and yeah.

 

im not willing.

 

not yet.

 

-nina

[roxysnonie]

 

a bad feeling stirs

 

i just hope im wrong, and i mean really wrong.

 

sigh... :cry:

 

i know when im wrong, and there's no shame in accepting the wrong one has done...

 

i apologize for this! T'was uncalled for...

[Z]

Dear K,

 

What is it with going back and forth, retracting a truth, an expression? What is it you fear so much? There is no right and wrong when responsibly expressing oneself. Hiding behind so many minds will only take you so far. The only thing to really fear is fear itself. Take care of yourself - life is what you make it.

 

Regards,

 

E

[Zerreit]

You don't know who I am and what I can do to you. This time you are messing with the wrong girl. Stay away you cheap, ugly whore!

Edited September 8, 2004 by Zerreit

[Z]

Dear I,

 

This is something short and sweet and hopefully not too cheesy. Thank you for the unexpected yet pleasant surprise. Today, like the days past, is a good day yet more so with the confirmation of my journey back home. I may be preempting myself here but thank you for allowing me to celebrate and share this joy (then again I'm also quite hungry for having missed lunch). Looking back, God is truly good.

 

Regards,

 

E

[moonflower]

 

H,

 

 

hi! I am thinking of things, trying to envision it in my mind if it will be something good. Right now I really do not know ...

[gen_g]

i wonder when my head or brain will "EXPLODE"...heheheheehe....

[KristinLavransdatr]

no apologies.

Edited May 1, 2005 by KristinLavransdatr

[moonflower]

palibhasa lagi kitang naalala u take it for granted na andito pala ako. u take it for naught na minsan siguro kelangan ko rin maalala mo kahit konti. andito na nga ako di pa mapansin, pano pa kung wala?

sad but true. pero tama naman sila, tigilan na yang expectations na yan. bakit kasi ang kulit ko diba? i only have myself to blame.

sometimes miracles happen, but will it happen to me?

[moonflower]

 

 

sorry is all I can ever say and I am afraid it is not enough for all that I have said and done.

[moonflower]

i am so confused between the things that I want but a bigger part of me wants to be supportive and understanding to you...to give you the best. and when i don't understand you or when I complain, i feel I am waging a war with myself and the very thing that I care for. I feel pain for every harsh blow I give you and it is what tells me I should not be doing this to you. It tells me how bad it is. Therefore, I should stop subjecting you to my whims, insecurities, and for the brat that I am. A minute into being one and I feel so bad already. I told you, the brat in me weakens with the thought of you. Andthen the real me comes outand it knows only one thing....that it wants you to be happy.