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After all the things that happened between the two of us.

After all the heartaches and anger I felt towards you.

After all the things you did wrong.

After all the things that were said and done.

 

I'm confused.

 

You're the only one who was able to hurt me like this and you were the only one I whom I gave my everything to.

 

I hate it.

I know I'm not a martyr.

I know I'm not a one man woman.

I know I'm not gonna miss you.

I know I'm not gonna have a hard time.

But I guess, I also know I'm just fooling myself.

 

I know I did the right thing pushing you away.

But every time I wake up in the morning, I miss you.

Before I shut my eyes to sleep at night, I miss you.

Every time I hear a love song, I miss you.

Every time I see other couples, I miss you.

Every time I see things that could make me remember you, I miss you.

 

I hate you but I miss you.

 

Been a while like that.

Now. All I can feel.

Is that I miss you and I love you and I don't care whether it's right or wrong anymore.

 

Well I guess I just want to say.

I found the greatest love of my life in you.

 

I want you back baby.

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You Mean So Much To Me

 

You would brighten my day

With friendly online meetings

Messaging from far away

Exchanging loving greetings

 

Whenever we kept in touch

We rose above and beyond

Far horizons we reached

In forming a friendship bond

 

Many years friend to friend

Hearts flowing in tenderness

Being there for each other

I remembered togetherness

 

You meant so much to me

In messages of love penned

Heartprints have remained

Signed sincerely your friend

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Baby luv,

 

It's getting harder for me to accept reality crashing down on us. I'm sorry I broke down crying, and I'm sorry if I may same to act like a jealous wife oftentimes (You have to allow me to say "sorry" here. This doesn't count in our deal :P ).

 

I realize that my being needy is because of time wasted, time ticking away, before I would need to leave and I envy you because you always have options. I have only one - YOU.

 

Sometimes, I just want to stop this altogether. Sometimes, thoughts of finding another man to spend time with, enter my mind. Remember last weekend and I tried going out on a date with someone else? A lot of times during that evening I was with that guy friend, I was thinking about you instead.

 

Iloveyou. I only wish I could keep this up until I find someone else who's just like you or even better... :cry:

 

Your Baby

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Guest biancaanne

I want to be a better version of me so that I can love you better. I want to be able to let you sleep soundly, go out with your friends, stay up late and be contented with just a text message that you're home safe and sound without worrying too much. I want to learn how to tame my over-analyzing mind and just enjoy every moment with you. You're too special for me now, and all you've ever done for me was to make me a better person, despite my shortcomings. I've never met someone like you that I respect so much. I hope you won't lose patience with me, dearest. Because all I want to do right now, is be the best version of me, for you, for me...for us.

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My Heart Misses You

 

I sit here and look out,

My window at the rain.

Trying to hide my tears,

And all of my pain.

 

It has been a long time,

Since I talked to you.

It seems like years to me,

When I said," I love you".

 

I need you here with me,

To feel these arms of mine.

Around you so very tight,

Here with me all the time.

 

I miss the things you say,

I miss the things you do.

I need you here by my side,

Because, My heart misses you.

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just a thought.... an experience.. maybe..

 

text of ex girlfriend : uy! muzta k nmn? mz q na kaw. zna mt tau.

reply : ok naman ako, here lang sa work, getting busy with things at the office.. ikaw? how are you? balita sayo?

text of ex girlfiend : miz q na nga kaw.. loadan m q 100 para qol kta :)

 

.......umpffft!

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Guest biancaanne

What we talked about last night, who you heard...that was 100% me. I don't know why I'm allowing myself to be subject to this, but I guess that's how much I love you. Now don't let it go to your head...

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Guest Riveria

No words had to be spoken, the love was just there

My God i hope to be with you again some day

I respect the choice you made and all that you decide

But i would just like you to know i want you by my side always

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I've already forgotten you in my mind and I already said you don't exist to me. Those are some of the things I told you. What I never said was everytime I sleep, I dream of you and a lot of times I wake myself up screaming your name. Calling you in the middle of the night with tears flowing down from my eyes and after that, I think of you till morning coz I can't sleep anymore.

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My Moody Baby Belly,

 

I know that your patience is already running out...which is why I need to be alone first. These next few days will be hard for me, but if it means sacrificing some things that we're both used to, just to avoid getting into each others' nerves, then I will give way.That's how much Iloveyou baby luv.

 

I'm sorry if I haven't recognized the efforts you've made and just focused on my moping. You make me want to be a better person. And I will stand by that truth, even if it means that I would be like an alcoholic out of rehab. I just hope that you would continue to be as patient, and as transparent as you already are.

 

I won't be gone for too long. I just need to gain back my composure as the LL you met before. I'm still here.

 

In the same token, don't keep me waiting too long, baby, because I'm still excited to finally have you to myself on the beach where we will make memories...

 

Your Melodramatic Tita Baby

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If I know what love is it's because I know you.

 

You are the reason for so many of the smiles I have,

and you're the one place my heart always want to go to

when it wants to feel grateful and glad.

 

If I know love is,

it's because my thoughts of you have such a

beautiful way of gently filling my soul...

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Far Away

 

This time, This place

Misused, Mistakes

Too long, Too late

Who was I to make you wait

Just one chance

Just one breath

Just in case there's just one left

'Cause you know,

you know, you know

 

That I love you

I have loved you all along

And I miss you

Been far away for far too long

I keep dreaming you'll be with me

and you'll never go

Stop breathing if

I don't see you anymore

 

On my knees, I'll ask

Last chance for one last dance

'Cause with you, I'd withstand

All of hell to hold your hand

I'd give it all

I'd give for us

Give anything but I won't give up

'Cause you know,

you know, you know

 

That I love you

I have loved you all along

And I miss you

Been far away for far too long

I keep dreaming you'll be with me

and you'll never go

Stop breathing if

I don't see you anymore

 

So far away

Been far away for far too long

So far away

Been far away for far too long

But you know, you know, you know

 

I wanted

I wanted you to stay

'Cause I needed

I need to hear you say

That I love you

I have loved you all along

And I forgive you

For being away for far too long

So keep breathing

'Cause I'm not leaving

Hold on to me and, never let me go

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My dear baby luv...I don't know what came over me last night that I was finally able to tell you most of what's been going on in my mind for the past week. I somehow felt what you confirmed, but I am immensely grateful for your honesty. Now I don't know what to do...

 

All that I know is that I do love you, and I truly believe that you love me, after what I said to you last night. This may be different from what we are both used to, you being able to read my mind and plan your actions to control me from being my ugly, bitchy, clingy self, and me being so upfront and asking you to be so upfront with me. But maybe this is a kind of different that's good for us. I know that your way of "handling" me helps me realize that I won't always have things go my way. And I hope that my asking you to talk about what you are thinking of and what you want to happen, would also somehow help you loosen up and let down your guard sometimes.It's been a poignantly wonderful month with you loving me. I want to make it last as long as we can make this last, difficult as it may be. I'm crazy about you, but I won't allow these feelings control me. That's part of the lesson I shall learn from you, being logical over being emotional.

 

I could only wait for and savor the day/days that you would be mine and mine alone...

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