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Sylvia Plath - Mad Girl's Love Song

 

"I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead;

I lift my lids and all is born again.

(I think I made you up inside my head.)

 

The stars go waltzing out in blue and red,

And arbitrary blackness gallops in:

I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.

 

I dreamed that you bewitched me into bed

And sung me moon-struck, kissed me quite insane.

(I think I made you up inside my head.)

 

God topples from the sky, hell's fires fade:

Exit seraphim and Satan's men:

I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.

 

I fancied you'd return the way you said,

But I grow old and I forget your name.

(I think I made you up inside my head.)

 

I should have loved a thunderbird instead;

At least when spring comes they roar back again.

I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.

(I think I made you up inside my head.)"

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Guest Riveria

It's been a week now and I'm not yet over to what's had happened..

 

Is there a way for us to fix this?

 

I don't demand...your love is enough for me to stay strong...

 

Please don't make me cry again...

 

I still get hold on to those words when you said that you love me

 

Was it real? or I'm just dreaming

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Guest Riveria

You made me happy on that call..

 

But you also let me feel that I would need to stay

 

I hope one day you'll give me the time to speak up

 

I understand the reason why you need to let go

 

But again it's what you think...

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Guest biancaanne

N,

 

It hurts to have to settle for just kissing you on one cheek. Thank you for spending time with me. I know I was talking too much last night, and it's all because I was too nervous and I didn't want to k*ll the happy moments. I loved looking at that sparkle in your eye. I miss seeing them sparkle for me...

 

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N,

 

Thank you for starting to disappear from my life totally. It is indeed painful every time I don't hear from you, but like Tessa advised me, oftentimes, it's better to sever the communication. I won't lose your number or hide from you like I originally planned. Knowing how temptation works, the more I try to get rid of you in my life, the more I want you. But I really do appreciate you ignoring me.

 

When we went out for coffee last week, I saw that same sparkle in your eye, and yet I also sensed the restraint we struggled with. Damn, I even talked too fast and too much (I think) just to k*ll the tension and make us comfortable. And when we just exchanged kisses on the cheek when you took me home, it dawned on me. I need to let you go entirely...

 

I still love you. I think I will always love you. And even if I've been going out with friends or even other men, your face flashes before me and the memories of us haunt me in my sleep. I've never been this deeply in love before, and it hurts like hell trying to keep a smile on my face and be okay with it.

 

Baby, I'll never get over you. Never...

 

God, help me move on, please. It's only now that I'm begging to HIM to help me get through this life lesson.

 

A

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Guest Riveria

Yah thank you for loving me as well...You seem too proud on that last post....Oo nga minahal kita pero minahal mo din ako. Ikaw ang naunang nagmahal, natutunan lang kita mahalin. Pero ako ang talo kasi sa nagyari ako lang ang tunay na nagmahal saten dalawa. Don't worry I can go on with my life without you.

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Day 5...

 

I'm also counting days...

 

It's been 5 days of silence...

 

How can this be so peaceful and yet so agonizing?

 

How many days 'til October 23rd...I'm not even counting...I shall strike that day off my calendar permanently and hope to disappear on that day..

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