brownsugar Posted December 8, 2005 Share Posted December 8, 2005 hay...dahil nangako syang babalik after a month and then di na nga bumalikpangako ng pangako lagi naman napapako.ayon...napalitan syakaya sori sya... Quote Link to comment
gig0l0 Posted December 8, 2005 Share Posted December 8, 2005 because i found out na he's still seeing his ex na gustong gustong bumalik sa knya.. after all the heartaches he brought me, i realized na i dont love him that much para magpakasakit sa knya so i let him go to be wid his ex. he tried to win me back and told me that he loves me more than his ex.. kaya lng i found someone na e.. sori kaya n lng.<{POST_SNAPBACK}> that's very brave!! sometimes it's good to think of ourselves kahit paminsan minsan... Quote Link to comment
complicated8 Posted December 8, 2005 Share Posted December 8, 2005 1. bcoz I was sick of fighting/arguments... 2. her parents didn't like me3. coz I was too serious daw (i was young then)4. wala lang love should make us better people not always arguing.... Quote Link to comment
checkline_princess Posted December 8, 2005 Share Posted December 8, 2005 WE BOKE UP BECAUSE HE FOUNDS OUT THAT IM A MPA.... u know why im doing dis? because i really dunno how to take this strange feeling out...im afraid to share or tell dis to my friends not because they wont listen to me but im shy to share them wat i really fils insyd. to know the real reason y am i hurting now!!! the reason that always bothers and unful-fill my dreams.. the reason that breaks my heart into pieces..the reason that i cant accept eventhough its already obvious. you know it really hurts loving sum1 .. ac2ually, dko alm kng san aq lulugar... everytym i think of dat bull shiet reason, my heart aches my dreams shatterd.. bsta very negative.. ac2ually, wyl doing dis umiiyak ako.. i wanted to explode like a bomb.. ang hirap kasi ng ganitong situation.. actually, its not the term na mahirap its the reason na ndi ko ma-accept.. cguro nga ung mga katulad nmin naghahanap lng ng kalinga or shud i say love or attention..attention na d nmin nkikita sa iba.. mbuti na nga lng naimbento ang lapis at papel dhl if not sumabog nko ngaun.. at least there is a paper that you can count on kht d k nya mbgyan ng advice, it wil help u get out the feelings deep insyd u.. u knw dumarating pa sa point na sumtyms i think im just a trash sa paningin ng mga tao.. buti pa sa kanila may nagmamahal ng totoo cute nman aq ah, my problema ba? but then here comes dis person nwala ung sadness konagkaroon dn ng color ung lyf ko.. he gives me the attention that im looking for ng matagl na panahon..even just his lil tym, na-appreciate ko.. kht busy sha sa work, naiintindihan ko... kht sumtyms sa gabi nya lng aq nbibigyan ng tym ok lngmahal ko eh kht minsan lng kme mgkita, eventhough i miss him alot... ok lng!!! naiintindihan ko..kht sumtyms my mga words sha na binibitawan, ok lng.. mahal ko eh.. bsta importante, kht lil comminications lng masaya nako.. but then suddenly, he left me in vain ng ganun ganun nlang... wid out explanations, wdout ny reasons.. wla man lg questions na iniwan sakin... HE JUST LEFT ME IN VAIN... i thought hes the one hu cud fullfil the dreams the love that im looking for a very long time.. nagkamali pla ako.. evrytym i recall the memories, the lil memories I CRY...bkt? kc minsan lang yun eh.. NAWALA PA AGAD... i miss his voicei miss his wordsi miss the way he texted me in the morning before going to his work..before taking ab bath at night before eating his dinnerbefore sleeping..iL treasure those moments a lotwen were together..NUNG KAME PA!!! but now, hangang treasure nlang cguro ko... hangang reminisce nlang.. wala na kami eh.. kumbaga, dumaan lng sha sa buhay kopnaramdam nya lng ung pkiramdam na hnahanp ko.. ung feeling ng maging masaya sa lahat ng oras.. ung feeling na mging in love kht minsan...ung tipong sasabihin sau ng classmates mo ng ex mo ng tropa mo... TOL, BLOOMING KA AH... INLOVE KA NOH!!! LHAT UN NGAUN WLA NA... SAGLIT LNG KASI SYA DUMAAN EH, KALA KO PA NMAN TOTOONG MAHAL NA NYA KO, TOTOONG TANGAP NA NYA KO... bilang ako, bilang pagiging M.A ko nagkamali pla ako... nagkamali ulit ako... sbi nla paminsan minsan ang puso kelangn din masaktan, umiyak, lumuha, mgpaka-tangapero y is dat kpag ako na ang person na yun, nagigng unfair, hndi na kc paminsan minsan ang nagyayari eh.. kadalasan na.. palagi na... diba unfair un.. he told me dat he cares for methat he loves me.. na hndi nya ko iiwanna bka sha pa ang umiyak pg wala nkona mas gugustuhin nya pang mkita ako sa piling ng ibakaysa mawala nko ng tuluyan sa mundo..na hinding-hindi nya ko pkakawalan hngatd nya ko nkikitang masaya sa piling ng iba na tatangapin nya ko bilang ako.. na walang kapintasan or walang tanong.. but suddenly, nwala ng ganun ganun nlang... the reason, wlang kwenta, slang silbi... nkakapag taka kasi ive got the looks nmand nga lng sobra tama lng..chubby nga, sexy nman!!! and most of all, im not dat far beyond his age... pero my isang reason na tlgang dko matangap.. at mlamang d nya rin matangap..dhil hndi nman tlga reasonable at di katangap-tangap.. wen my friends ask me kng anong problema o kung my problema ba?i just answer them... wla.. wen were having parties, or gimmicks i pretend dat im enjoyingyun, un lng nman na ang alm kong gawin sa ngaun pretend.. pretend to be happy.. na parang nothing happens.. na eventhough im texting him, i pretend na wla lng to... but the truth there is sumting..sumting dat no one can ever tellcud ever explain cud ever understand EXCEPT YOU!!! I JUST HIDE MY SADNESS WID A SMILEI JUST HIDE THE HURTTHE DEPPRESION THROUGH HAPINESS... I knew it... i know why is this happening to me.. sad to say but i must accept the fact... the truth that no one cud ever love usthe way we expectthe way we wanted to be... its obvious, cnu nga ba namng tanga ang magmamahal ng kgaya nbmin..wer just an m.am.a na pnakikisamahan lhat ng klase ng tao para bayaran ng pera... para mkapg aral sa isang magandang university at pung iba,to support thier families... un kme... isnt it obvous, ganun lng kme mdaling makuha..kya mlamang, for the, and most especially, to the person na pino-point out ng story na to...feeling nla ganun lng din kme kadaling iwanan.. wla eh... ATTENDANT LNG KME!!! DPT NGA IMMUNE NA KO SA GANITONG SITUATION, but, still... eto pa rin ako, keep on standing.. striving to be happy, and pursuing to continue looking,,finding for someone, somebody hu cud love me back, hu cud show the real love... khit imposible khit masakit... 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JUPITER Posted December 8, 2005 Share Posted December 8, 2005 uhmm, what's an MPA? Quote Link to comment
gig0l0 Posted December 9, 2005 Share Posted December 9, 2005 to checkline_princess.... i'm having mixed emotions...i think im moved/ touched by your story. I can tell that your young and determined to make a mark in this world. Consider this breakup just a another phase in life. Ganun daw talaga...you win some...you lose some. That's how we learn. I can also tell that you are smart...and that will bring u far. I hope everything ends well with you... Quote Link to comment
pkeyman Posted December 9, 2005 Share Posted December 9, 2005 cause im simply complcted................. Quote Link to comment
wjc-934 Posted December 9, 2005 Share Posted December 9, 2005 dahil iba na daw ang mahal nya kaya ayun ang nangyari... Quote Link to comment
gl3nn Posted December 11, 2005 Share Posted December 11, 2005 because she's so immature. Quote Link to comment
lancaster_raven Posted December 11, 2005 Share Posted December 11, 2005 because pf undeniable differences.... hahahaha sounds like a phrase from a divorce document. I don't know, it's a lengthy story to tell and probably be best told with a bottle of beer in my hand. But I have come to the point where i don't want to point a finger on who to blame. I guess we both have our own faults. I miss her greatly though, but we have grown so far apart both emotionally and physically that I'm afraid that there's nothing more for us. One thing is for sure though, i miss her effervescent smile, her childish candor, her immaculate and unblemished skin. like i said to a friend, I maybe alone, but I'm not lonely. Life goes on and maybe someone out there will see the sparkle in my eyes and i would fall for her deeply. It may seem wishful thinking, but iot's sometimes the only thing i can hang on to. Quote Link to comment
checkline_princess Posted December 11, 2005 Share Posted December 11, 2005 tnx poh... yah ryt... cguro nga bata pko? (19only) and as of now im planning na mag resign (sna ma2loy) cguro focus nlang muna ko sa studies ko... kht na halos gabi gabi nag pa-flash back ung mga nagyayari... sa bgay, as i am saying, u cant blame us (mpa's) kw b nman lumagay sa gnitong situaton dba? syempre yan ang unang papasok sa icp nmin am i ryt?!!! tnx po uli... Quote Link to comment
Red`` Posted December 11, 2005 Share Posted December 11, 2005 because may iba na siyang gusto and and mahal daw niya talaga siya har har Quote Link to comment
gig0l0 Posted December 11, 2005 Share Posted December 11, 2005 tnx poh... yah ryt... cguro nga bata pko? (19only) and as of now im planning na mag resign (sna ma2loy) cguro focus nlang muna ko sa studies ko... kht na halos gabi gabi nag pa-flash back ung mga nagyayari... sa bgay, as i am saying, u cant blame us (mpa's) kw b nman lumagay sa gnitong situaton dba? syempre yan ang unang papasok sa icp nmin am i ryt?!!! tnx po uli...<{POST_SNAPBACK}> Marami pang magandang mangyayari sa buhay mo... minsan kelangan lang talagang dumaan sa ganitong sitwasyon...but it doesnt mean that we have to stay in this situation forever. Meron ka namang "free will" na piliin ang "path" na gusto mong tahakin. Hope you can really focus on your studies. And I hope that everything turns out well with you in the future. (For the record, no one has ever passed judgement on you in this forum, nor blamed you for what you are doing.) Quote Link to comment
JUPITER Posted December 11, 2005 Share Posted December 11, 2005 @lyssaHOT: Thanks po. Yun pala yon. Nung una kala ko type error lang ng NPA. hehehe Quote Link to comment
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