The Mail Box

[Chito]

KB,

 

I would love to gloat and say "I told you so".

 

But still I care for you too much to derive any satisfaction from it.

[wjc-934]

bakit nga ba minahal kita????

 

matalik naman tayong magkaibigan...

 

diko inakalang mamahalin kita ng ganito

[bods1000]

Y

 

how things turn around the moment I hear your voice.

It's been only a week, but as it is for us, 7 days seem epochal.

I blundered around for what seemed eternity.

But that eternity is now history - for we have now been in touch.

How I wished my tongue could have snaked its way through the line and licked whatever it was I have been missing.

Our lips always seem to be so close whenever we talk on the line,

our hearts closer, but our minds adrift to that moment

when we really could be together.

Love you sweetie; you seem so near again.......

 

N

[drEVILmba]

Nako magiingat ka A...... Pag di ko talaga mapigilan eh papatulan na kita

 

 

Kung di lang pangit tingnan, baka lang kasi pagisipan na sinulut kita.... kaso puros paramdam ka eh

[Zerreit]

I posted this in my room. Another one of my undelivered letters written and placed inside a box hidden somewhere in my room.

 

Mein Liebstes,

 

Ich habe mich nach ihnen für so lang gesehnt. Wann kommen sie nach hause? Dieser monat scheint bis jetzt weg. Ich kann kaum warten. Ich bin auf dem rand hier. Ich bin besorgt gewesen, vorsichtig, glücklich, ekstatisch, alle gleichzeitig. Was haben sie mich angetan? Ich bin vollständig aus meinem verstand heraus! Jedesmal wenn das wir sprechen, I lang für sie sogar mehr. Jedesmal schicken sie mir anzeigen, ich fühle wie meine gefühle bin zu bersten. Ich möchte ihnen erklären, sie bitten, nach hause zu kommen. Aber wer sind ich, zum zu fragen sie? Sie sind nicht grube. Ich bin nicht ihr. Wir sind aber freunde. Möglicherweise sollte eins von uns unternehmen den ersten schritt in das zulassen, wie wir wirklich in richtung zu einander fühlen. Möglicherweise, wenn die rechte zeit kommt. Möglicherweise nicht.

 

Ihr immer,

Zerreit

[Wyld]

c...

 

i said to myself so many times in the months that i could not reach out to you.. that i will never let you have that power over me again. that henceforth, whatever happens, whether you come back or not... id be my own person.

 

and i knew for a bit, i was successful.

 

but a thirty minute talk, several messages, and im yours again.

 

i want me back! but... you have claimed me again... and i am once again, powerless.

 

-k

[DELISYUS]

i could have fallen in love with you last night...

 

anyway, thank you for a wonderful experience

[irshes]

B,

 

You are crazy, you know that? That's why I've loved you all these years

Two more weeks.

 

T.

[Zerreit]

You never cease to surprise me.

 

Your phone call woke me up earlier today. It was totally unexpected. I'd normally get pissed when a phone call wakes me up. But I was so speechless and grinning from ear to ear when I heard your voice, I nearly fell off my bed. That deep voice I've been wanting to hear for a very long time now. Sorry if I blabbed and stuttered, I was just really surprised.

 

Thank you for the phone call. Thank you for checking up on me. Thank you for thinking of me. Thank you for making my day. Thank you for placing a big smile on my face today. Thank you for such a wonderful and sweet surprise.

 

You never fail to make me smile.

 

L

Edited May 19, 2004 by Zerreit

[Mayella]

dear B,

 

the time i spent with you was exquisitely bliss, even if it was only a fraction of your time... time with you is so precious, that i cherish every moment of it, wishing that it would never end... once again, we are jolted back into reality and dream again of our next meeting... until then, my dearest... i will miss you terribly...

 

L

Edited May 21, 2004 by mayella76

[Wyld]

we argued.

again.

 

why is this so difficult now?

where is the effortless ease with which we began?

 

i hate this.

[ziggyzag]

D,

 

u said u'll be gone for only three months..

 

didn't i remind u that i'm just a text, a phone call, and an e-mail away..

its been three months since..

we said our commitments..

 

it's been two months since..

u left..

 

and i haven't heard a word from you..

and my emails are bouncing off your inbox..

should i still wait..

only you can tell me..

 

S

[wjc-934]

dikita kasi ma reach nuon...

 

ang taas taas mo....

 

ikaw ang pinakamatalino sa section natin.....

 

samantalang ako..... wala lang...

 

dimo nga ako pansin nuon eh...

 

un pala ay magiging matalik tayong magkaibigan....

 

hanggang sa ngayon naman ay ganun parin...

 

pero sana ay humigit pa sa pagiging matalik na magkaibigan ang mapuntahan natin...

 

mag hihintay ako hanggang sa huli.... hanggat kaya ko...

 

hanggat may hininga ako.....

 

 

HANGGAT INIIBIG KITA.......

[bods1000]

Y

 

my mind travels with webbed feet through murky imaginings;

but gone are the days when your absence strangles me;

my knowledge is secure;

our love resides in a fortress.

miss you, sweetie.......

 

N

[Wyld]

ah well. another week has almost passed. i dont think were anywhere near to resolving the things we said we would resolve this week.

 

more and more i know the answer to our dilemma is me movin to where you are... but ... can we do that without maiming each other?

 

i dont know. i wish i knew.