RoadPizza Posted January 19, 2004 Share Posted January 19, 2004 Sometimes, I'm just so lost in there. There's too much to do. . . too much to worry about. . . not enough time. I always think, "what would YOU do?". The answer that always comes back is "the right thing". I do what I think is right. Sometimes it works out. Sometimes, it just blows up in my face. If it does, I face you. I hate the disappointment in your eyes. . . in your voice. I really do try. I really want you to be proud of me. . . of the person that I am. . . the person I still hope to be. Quote Link to comment
Guest the_eight_of_orbs Posted January 19, 2004 Share Posted January 19, 2004 you, stop judging people. you are not God. i wonder how you can judge quickly without knowing the person? as you don't know me at all. just remember karma comes eventually. sooner or later, it does. you know what? THIS OUGHT TO BE IN THE FIGHT CLUB. i could actually delete it. but im leaving it here for now. Quote Link to comment
Guest the_eight_of_orbs Posted January 19, 2004 Share Posted January 19, 2004 i can feel your confusion. that unbelievable struggle within. battles that you sometimes wish you didn't have to deal with. emotions that sometimes are so overwhelming it's drowning you. i know, cuz i am in the same boat as you. i understand. i sincerely do. i know where you are and you know where i will always be. rest in knowing that i love you beyond time. Quote Link to comment
Guest the_eight_of_orbs Posted January 19, 2004 Share Posted January 19, 2004 Beauty And MadnessFra Lippo Lippi Over there, just beneath the moon There's a man with a burden to keep Now sleep will fall, washout, rags and paperbags, homes and lives passing by Who will see the beauty in your life, and who will be there to hear you when you call. Who will see the madness in your life,and who will be there to catch you if you fall. Dreams run wild, as lovers find their way through the night. not a care in the world. And over there, oh the twinkling of the lights harbour lights. say goodnight one more time. Quote Link to comment
vicaner Posted January 19, 2004 Share Posted January 19, 2004 For Mina Imagine this. In your hand is a very precious creation, so fragile, sovaluable that if you keep on holding, it would either stay or fall apart.But you loved this creature so much, so much that letting it go would belike letting go of your life as well. So much that sometimes you wished itwould be there forever. So much that you tend to be selfish at times so asyou could make it stay for as long as you like.Don't we all wish something "so good" could be forever? Don't we all hopethat happiness is there to stay?There comes a time in our lives when we chance upon someone "so nice"and"almost perfect" and we just find ourselves getting so intensely attractedto that person (sometimes without even realizing it). This feeling soonbecome a part of our everyday lives and eventually guzzles our thoughts andactions to the extent that we tagged it as one of those "too good to betrue" thing.The sad part there is when we begin to realize that, this particular personfeels totally nothing but friendship. A "thing" that would be forever a"thing" nothing more, nothing less... just a thing! You're just a friend,and that's the fact! Then in our desperate attempt to get closer (or atleast be noticed), our efforts are still futile and we end up sorry forourselves.One person said, never ever let your heart run your life, as much as youcan, always be sensible and let your mind speak for itself. Try to listennot merely on what your feelings are invoking on you as a person but moreimportantly listen to reason as well.Letting go of someone doesn't necessarily mean you have to stop loving,itonly means that you allow that person to find his own happiness withoutexpecting him to come back. Letting go is not just setting the other personfree (in the real sense of it), but it is also setting yourself free fromall animosity, revulsion, and resentment that was long kept in yourheart.You have to let go because the bitterness often puts away thestrengths and weakens the littlest hope, making our lives more miserablethan ever.Worst, presenting yourself as the "most affected one" sets thenastiest impression of all time-whatta a loser!The trick there is...always remember that if you lose someone today, itmeans that someone better is coming tomorrow. If you lose love that doesn'tmean that you failed in love...right? Just regard it as another mismatch ofheaven! Well, you can cry of course, or whine or shout (growl even) if youhave to, but make sure that after those outbursts you have washed away thehurt and the bitterness that the past has left with you (easy said than doneI know!).We can all survive with just beautiful memories of the past but real peaceand happiness come only with open acceptance of what reality is today. Youreally don't have to forget someone you love ('cause it's hard). What weneed to learn is how to accept the verdict of reality without being bitteror sorry for what we have become. I think it's better that we give off thatdedication and love to someone more deserving. Hmmm..."Who could it be" isthe next interesting question to ponder.Let go of yesterday and love will find its way back to you. And when itdoes, pray hard that it may be the love that will stay and last a lifetime. Quote Link to comment
Switlass Posted January 19, 2004 Share Posted January 19, 2004 (edited) Beauty And MadnessFra Lippo Lippi Over there, just beneath the moon There's a man with a burden to keep Now sleep will fall, washout, rags and paperbags, homes and lives passing by Who will see the beauty in your life, and who will be there to hear you when you call. Who will see the madness in your life,and who will be there to catch you if you fall. Dear ati.. song ko ito kay exi.. :cry: ishwit lass My Love, in your confusion allow me to provide direction..there is nothing love can not solvedo not deny me my purpose in life... if you insist to remain bound,i will let you.I will say goodbye for todayfor tomorrow is yet another dayand whatever emptiness yesterday leftMay you seek the means to fill it.. Dee Edited January 19, 2004 by swit_lass Quote Link to comment
MODERATOR Alex_Corvis Posted January 19, 2004 MODERATOR Share Posted January 19, 2004 (edited) MY dearest, It's been a long day. Our conversation today just endears you more to me. Ego's bruised, pride's shaken, fear's stirred, past's unveiled. Yet we survived. I just couldn't relax, I guess.I spent all this time trying to find words to comfort you, make sound advice next time we meet.But im not good in such things, so i guess i'll just tell you the how I lucky I am in having someone like you in my life. You know, someone to be with when everything get to be so much. I don't know how to make you feel special. But everytime i see something nice, something really beautiful, i always think of sharing it with you. May it be a wonderful movie, an extra beautiful sunset, fireworks display or even rollercoaster rides. Perhaps I just want to feel the joy i felt. If only such a thing could be possible, I would share with you all the happiness in me. All the joy I have ever felt in my life. Maybe then, you won't ever be sad or cry again.I really really love you. I do pray that someday you'll be believe me too. I've had crushes here and there. Though I had fallen in love once or twice. But NONE of them I realize now, were ever really serious. I was starting to think that something was wrong with me, and then you came along and I realized that maybe GOD kept me away from all those girls because I was meant for you. Some girls have caught my eye, but only YOU,caught my heart.And then that day, i was never really the same. And not a day passes that I don't thank HIM for giving me the most beautiful, most wonderful woman i have ever met. Whenever you have no one to turn to, when it can't get any worse, when you need a shoulder to lean on - Im here, I'll always be here. You may take me for granted, but the smile on your face, takes all my pain away. Me Edited January 19, 2004 by alex_corvis Quote Link to comment
Guest gorgeous_23 Posted January 19, 2004 Share Posted January 19, 2004 I know just how to whisper,And i know just how to cry;I know just where to find the answers;And i know just how to lie.I know just how to fake it,And i know just how to scheme;I know just when to face the truth,And then i know just when to dream.And i know just where to touch you,And i know just what to prove;I know when to pull you closer,And i know when to let you loose.And i know the night is fading,And i know that time's gonna fly;And i'm never gonna tell you everythingI've got to tell you,But i know i've got to give it a try.And i know the roads to riches,And i know the ways to fame;I know all the rulesAnd then i know how to break 'emAnd i always know the name of the game. But i don't know how to leave you,And i'll never let you fall;And i don't know how you do it,Making love out of nothing at all Every time i see you all the rays of the sunAre streaming through the waves in your hair;And every star in the sky is taking aimAt your eyes like a spotlight,The beating of my heart is a drum, and it's lostAnd it's looking for a rhythm like you.You can take the darkness from the pit of the nightAnd turn into a beacon burning endlessly bright.I've got to follow it, 'cause everything i know, well it's nothing till i give it to you. I can make the run or stumble,I can make the final block;And i can make every tackle, at the sound of the whistle,I can make all the stadiums rock.I can make tonight forever,Or i can make it disappear by the dawn;And i can make you every promise that has ever been made,And i can make all your demons be gone. But i'm never gonna make it without you,Do you really want to see me crawl?And i'm never gonna make it like you do,Making love out of nothing at all. Quote Link to comment
diskette Posted January 19, 2004 Share Posted January 19, 2004 i'm in love with you, baby. never forget my longings for you. the nights i would text just so you know i was thinking of you. :heart: Quote Link to comment
Guest gorgeous_23 Posted January 19, 2004 Share Posted January 19, 2004 Damn..... im stuck on you!!!! you know that.... Quote Link to comment
Chi-Chi Posted January 19, 2004 Share Posted January 19, 2004 I miss you so much! :cry: Quote Link to comment
diskette Posted January 19, 2004 Share Posted January 19, 2004 i love you, bestfriend. thank you so much for being there. :* Quote Link to comment
diskette Posted January 19, 2004 Share Posted January 19, 2004 i love you, honey. i hope, you do well in your exams. you're such a good friend to me. i love you, friend. i really do. Quote Link to comment
diskette Posted January 19, 2004 Share Posted January 19, 2004 i love you, my prince. you're a good friend. it's always a blast chatting with you. i'll always be your friend. hey, maybe our kids can be playmates, someday. Quote Link to comment
diskette Posted January 19, 2004 Share Posted January 19, 2004 dear honey, i've been praying the novena as i want you to get high marks in school. i want you to always be inspired. and if i am indeed, your inspiration in your two more years of law school, i'm honored. i will never leave you. but along the way, please do not stop your search for the right woman. you need to be with someone who wants marriage. someone who can be your wife. because i can't. i don't believe in marriage. i don't want a wedding. i don't want a ring on my finger. take care always. i worry a lot about you. i hope you get enough sleep, and you don't drink too much. maybe after your exams you can visit your mom in batangas. you know she's always happy to see you. and don't forget to call her even to just ask how she is. be patient with her. even when she can be too much at times. and fussy, too. i'm always here for you. your friend for life. i love you. Quote Link to comment
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