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[Cojonesgil]

Dont blame me for falling in love with you. I didn't ask for that, and it was never my intention to fall so soon but if you fall in love with me then blame me all you want coz I've been wishing for that since the day i first found you.

 

an anonymous confession

[Cojonesgil]

lunita consentida

colgada del cielo

como un farolito

que puso mi dios

para que alumbraras

las noches calladas

de este pueblo viejo

de me corazón

 

pueblito de mis cuitas

de casas pequeñitas

por tus calles tranquilas

corrió mi juventud

en tí aprendí a querer

por la primera vez

y nunca me enseñaste

lo que es la ingratitud

 

hoy que vuelvo a tu lares

trayendo mis cantares

y con el alma enferma

de tanto padecer

quiero pueblito viejo

morirme aquí en to suelo

bajo la luz del cielo

que un dia me vió nacer

[Cojonesgil]

Just an old friend coming over now to visit you and

That's what I've become

I let myself in though I know I'm not supposed to but

I never know when I'm done

 

And I see you fogging up the mirror

Vapor round your body glistens in the shower

And I want to stay right here and go down on you for an hour

Or stay, and let the day just fade away

In wild dedication, take the moment of hope

And let it run, and never look back at all the damage we have done now

To each other To each other To each other

 

Cause when I see you, it's like I'm starring down the sun

And I'm blinded

There's nothing left to do

Still I see you

 

I never believed that things they happen for a reason and

They never go as planned

I wanted to thank you for a vision that was lost that you returned but

You're passed do you understand

 

Now her appetite is blown, little else is known

Except she a little angry, grabs a towel and looks away

And heat fades with the day

And I fall down on what to say,

Oh something clean let me be clever

Hey oh well whatever

But that's not what I mean

When where we've been has left us burned

Still I won't turn now from a fight you know I'll never win

 

So when I see you, you know all the things I've done

Well I'm blinded

Like I'm staring down the sun

When I see you, When I see you, When I see you

It's like I'm staring down the sun

 

Time passes and it tells us what we're left with

We become the things we do

Me I'm a fool, spent from defiance, yeah you got me but

I didn't give up on you

 

Icarus is not a tee shirt or a swan song, no

He is born again and it's not easy being me

But I can't promise I will mend or bend

When you believe that we are fixed now from our birth

And I've just fallen back to earth

Still you know I'll try again

Cause I believe that we are lucky

We are golden we're stolen manners

In the days when we were one

[estella_xiimmi]

'Always remember that if a person loved you, even after a hundred years there will be some of that love left.

No matter how much that perosn tries to deny it.'

[Cojonesgil]

'Always remember that if a person loved you, even after a hundred years there will be some of that love left.

No matter how much that perosn tries to deny it.'

very true

[sweetpsyche]

Dear....

 

love net letter...

 

I know that neither one of us had in mind that we would meet someone on the Internet and fall in love but it has happened. And for that, I have no regrets. In fact, it is one of the best things that has ever happened to me in years. For this, and what has happened to us and between us I have you to thank.

For almost the past months, you have brought so much joy to me that words can never explain. In the past months, you have brought so much life back into a lifeless body and we have not even met face to face. For almost the past year, I know and realize what it is to LOVE again and to feel loved.

I never thought it would last this long, but it has. This is a clear indication that we have so much in common and we are building on something that is real. I hope we get the chance to see this thing through.

There have been hard times, bad times and good times, but with that comes lonely times. We have reached new and higher grounds with what we have shared in the past months, and I would do it all over again with you if I had to. I have no regrets.

I am sending you this to let you know that I have been sent an angel to be with me, and you are that angel.

Please understand that we have so much to give to each other and I look forward to that day. I believe it is closer now than ever before. It is just that there may be a few more obstacles that we need to clear up, and I think you know what I am talking about. Besides that, we can and I know we will survive.

[HanSolo]

coz we love pain... deep inside us we want to be hurt...

coz it will only by then we will feel alive..

through that we'll realize we are HUMANS...

 

u said so urself.. human nature = torture,

thus, to make ourselves feel like a real human we torment ourselves...

 

just a theory.. nothing more.. nothing less...

...i totally disagree with this....

[sweetpsyche]

Dear ...

 

I know there have been times when I can be unbelievably hard headed, and paranoid. I won't make any excuses for myself... coz there's none. I guess I have to go through those arguments to make me realize just how selfish I've been lately. I always wanted to be reassured by you... all the time, when I need it so much so that when I don't get the kind of reaction I want from you, I tend to sulk, become a brat I must admit.... not realizing that the more I act that way, the more I make you doubt me. Gosh, I'm so sorry for all those times. I hope I can make up for it... and I hope there will come a day when you won't have any reason to doubt me.

[sweetpsyche]

...i totally disagree with this....

and i respect that.. as i've said. thi sis just a theory nothing more nothing less

it may not be true to you.. but it is to others..

[HanSolo]

and i respect that.. as i've said. thi sis just a theory nothing more nothing less

it may not be true to you.. but it is to others..

i dont think words like that were derived from theory...specially if its more than a line...

 

..i think its based on somebody elses experiences...

 

..and truly a sad one...

 

the universe is just and fair....

 

and its up to you to refuse to be a victim of circumstances...

 

we always end up with a pathethic reason that we are "only" humans....that we are bound to makes mistakes...and its okay....

 

and yes it is ok....

 

but it is in mistakes that we learn most from....if we learn from it?its unfair we call it "torture" dont you think?

 

everything we see is subjective...what may be true may be false to others...

 

what you said isnt a theory...its a conclusion....

 

and there are many ways to eat humble pie.

[ranter]

Sweetpsych,

 

Nice letters parang I could relate dyan ah. he he

 

Makikiraan lang po. . . .

[molato]

i love you without knowing how, or when or from where.

i love you straightfordwardly, without complexities or pride;

so i love you because i know no other way than

this: where I does not exist, nor You,

so close that your hand on my chest is my hand,

so close that your eyes close as I fall asleep.

[totoybola]

Indeed, there are many ways to eat humble pie.

[Switlass]

To all the boys I've loved before,

who travelled in and out my door..

I'm glad you came a long..

I dedicate this song.....

 

I never thanked the two of you for teaching me the ways of love.

 

You, for showing me that LOVE is not selfish,

that LOVE is forgiving

that LOVE is acceptance

that LOVE is caring even after the time is up.

you showed me that LOVE will always be ther, like a shadow, however long it has passed.

 

And to YOU, who showed me how wonderful LOVE is, if only for awhile

you who made me realize that I am worth my wieght in gold and more

you who taught me never to take anything less than all I want

you who taught me to be selfish and kind

you who proved that LOVE is indeed blind.

 

And to the Others who came and went,

to those who kept me amused for awhile

to those who made life fun

to those who remained my friends

 

I learned something in each and everyone of you..

and though you may think your efforts were wasted

and your attention not appreciated,

had it been love or lust or affection

 

it was...

Edited September 18, 2003 by swit_lass

[hyperaxe]

softly the wind blows to my ears

as I lie down and shed my tears

there's no sense on dreamin'

of what tomorrow would bring

 

i often hear the call of the night

at times when I can't stand and fight

so let everyone know

this may be the last song I'll sing

 

oh where did I go wrong

to have this kind of fate

i don't want to end my song

but my end just can't wait

 

so like a candle in the dark that wouldn't last 'till the day

i will slowly fade away....

[why_not!]

For all the times you made me smile, thank you.

For all the times you held my hand, thank you.

For all the times you smiled at me, thank you.

For all the times you listened to me when no one else would, thankyou.

For all the times you encouraged me, thank you.

For all the times you hugged me, thank you.

For all the times you shared a part of yourself with me, thank you.

For all the times you kissed me on the cheek, thank you.

For all the times you gave me a ride somewhere, thank you.

For all the times you asked to spend time with me, thank you.

For all the times you trusted me, thank you.

For all the times you complimented me, thank you.

For all the times you cared about my well being, thank you.

For all the times you said "I love you", thank you.

For all the times you thought of me, thank you.

For all the times you brought me joy, thank you.

For all the times you were there when I needed you, thank you.

For all the times you missed me, thank you.

For all the times you gave me comfort, thank you.

For all the times you looked in my eyes and filled my heart with a

song, thank you.

 

For all of this:

 

Never forget that when I smile at you, I'm saying "I love you. "

Never forget that my hand is always outstretched toward you.

Never forget that I am always here to listen to you.

Never forget that I will always stand behind you.

Never forget that I plan to hug you at least twice everyday.

Never forget that I am an open book to you.

Never forget that I wish I was the roof of your car (inside joke. )

Never forget that you need only ask me for anything, and it's yours.

Never forget that I want to spend time with you.

Never forget that I completely trust you.

Never forget that I think you are the most beautiful person in the world.

Never forget that I care about you more than anything else in the world.

Never forget that I do love you, weather I say it or not.

Never forget that I'm thinking of you right now.

Never forget that you bring me joy, especially when you smile.

Never forget that I am always here for you.

Never forget that I missed you to.

Never forget that I am here anytime you need comforting.

Never forget that I still get lost in your eyes.

[sweetpsyche]

Dear GeDi,

 

Im am sorry about the things I've said. Its just that... Im really confused... How can I tell you what I'm feeling when sometimes, I don't even understand myself? I wish things were perfectly wonderful and ok between us, But we're going to have to work at it to make them that way. I know that sometimes I act as if I do not believe a word you said, maybe I do but I dont show it. Why? Cause I can not understand it. I can not understand you.

 

What cant I understand? well it is the fact that... mmmm.. this... this thing that is happening... We dont know each other, our paths have crossed a lot of times but there wasnt anything special about it, is there? and then one day, out of the blue you came and told me all those mushy-gushy stuffs. And it made me wonder.. where did those things come from? Why all of a sudden you feel that way when you have practically ignored me... I still cant understand it.. Hope someday you will make it clear. Was it because of the thing I said? Did you just say it because I said it first? what? But I am willing to give a try. I hope you wont be mad at me anymore when I doubt your intentions.. maybe I just need an assurance.. maybe...

 

But no matter what, always remember the thing I said...

and that...

 

When the world closes in and lies so heavily upon you,

remember - I care.

When love seems to only bring you pain,

remember - I care.

What cannot be, cannot be, but always,

remember - I care.

Never be afraid to come to me if you have need of the simplest thing! No matter what it is,

remember - I care.

 

justme.

[achtung]

She knew she caught my eye

And that was all it took

Ain't it just strange how forever changed

With just one look

 

The magic filled the night

She touched my soul like no one else

Yes, the way that woman made me feel

Left me talking to myself

 

You better run for cover

You better hide your heart

'Cause once you start to love her

You know you'll never stop

She shines like a diamond

When she walks into a room

She can charm the stars

Hypnotize the moon.

 

Once I held her close

I knew just where I stood

No, you never get a second chance

To ever feel so good

 

Then and there I knew

These words were etched in stone

If you can't feel the power of

The greatest love you've known

 

You better run for cover

You better hide your heart

'Cause once you start to love her

You know you'll never stop

She shines like a diamond

When she walks into a room

She can charm the stars

Hypnotize the moon.

[achtung]

A hundred days had made me older

Since the last time that I saw your pretty face

A thousand lights had made me colder

And I don?t think I can look at this the same

But all the miles had separate

They disappeared now when I?m dreaming of your face

 

I?m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind

I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time

I?m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams

And tonight it?s only you and me

 

The miles just keep rolling as the people leave their way to say hello

I hear this life is overrated but I hope it gets better as we go

 

I?m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind

I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time

I?m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams

And tonight girl it?s only you and me

 

Everything I know, and anywhere I go

It gets hard but it won?t take away my love

And when the last one falls, when it?s all said and done

it gets hard but it won?t take away my love

 

I?m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind

I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time

I?m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams

And tonight girl it?s only you and me

 

I?m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind

I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time

I?m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams

But tonight girl it?s only you and me

[achtung]

I like the feel of your name on my lips

And I like the sound of your sweet gentle kiss

The way that your fingers run through my hair

And how your scent lingers even when your not there

 

And I like the way your eyes dance when you laugh

And how you enjoy your two hour bath

And how you convinced me to dance in the rain

With everyone watching like we were insane

 

I like to imitate old Jerry Lee

And watch you roll your eyes when I'm slightly off key

And I like the innocent way that you cry

At sappy old movies you've seen hundreds of times

 

And I could list a million things

I love to like about you

But they all come down to one reason

I could never live without you

 

I love the way you love me

Strong and wild

Slow and easy

Heart and soul

So completely

I love the way you love me

 

Oh baby I love the way you love me

[Cojonesgil]

Dear Guardian Angel,

 

Guardian Angel I now know that God exists. I know this because God sent me an Angel that graces me everyday by simply just being present. An Angel, that the simplest gestures, like a smile, are more filling than a life full of love. An Angel, that even on the darkest days, seems to be my light. An Angel, that possesses beauty in its purest form. An Angel, so wonderful, so beautiful, so perfect for me, none of my words could ever completely describe. An Angel, A swit Angel, that could only be YOU...

 

 

Your humble and very thankful son,

 

Gil

[HanSolo]

Dear GeDi,

 

Im am sorry about the things I've said. Its just that... Im really confused... How can I tell you what I'm feeling when sometimes, I don't even understand myself? I wish things were perfectly wonderful and ok between us, But we're going to have to work at it to make them that way. I know that sometimes I act as if I do not believe a word you said, maybe I do but I dont show it. Why? Cause I can not understand it. I can not understand you.

 

What cant I understand? well it is the fact that... mmmm.. this... this thing that is happening... We dont know each other, our paths have crossed a lot of times but there wasnt anything special about it, is there? and then one day, out of the blue you came and told me all those mushy-gushy stuffs. And it made me wonder.. where did those things come from? Why all of a sudden you feel that way when you have practically ignored me... I still cant understand it.. Hope someday you will make it clear. Was it because of the thing I said? Did you just say it because I said it first? what? But I am willing to give a try. I hope you wont be mad at me anymore when I doubt your intentions.. maybe I just need an assurance.. maybe...

 

But no matter what, always remember the thing I said...

and that...

 

When the world closes in and lies so heavily upon you,

remember - I care.

When love seems to only bring you pain,

remember - I care.

What cannot be, cannot be, but always,

remember - I care.

Never be afraid to come to me if you have need of the simplest thing! No matter what it is,

remember - I care.

 

justme.

swell, this up the stakes a bit... ---Hansolo

[sweetpsyche]

swell, this up the stakes a bit... ---Hansolo

hihhiihi

[HanSolo]

hihhiihi

just like what it ses on your signature..."priceless" dang! im a few post away from my 1,000th--

[sweetpsyche]

hihhiihi

just like what it ses on your signature..."priceless" dang! im a few post away from my 1,000th--

mmmmmmm i have to ponder that more....

oohhh CONGRATS! heheh