The Mail Box

[Guest the_eight_of_orbs]

silence.

paralyzing

consuming

exhausting

silence.

[Chi-Chi]

why eight of orbs? are u okay?

[xnocturnox]

Dear R,

 

It will not be long now when what we have both been expecting will finally happen. There is no reason to fear because we have prepared for it to the extent that it is possible.

 

I know that I have only given you a small portion of what I am capable of giving. But you have gladly taken it with so much gratitude. As soon as you're ready, you may help yourself to more of it.

 

Life is so much wonderful when I spend it with you.

 

Always,

 

J

[Guest the_eight_of_orbs]

why eight of orbs? are u okay?

i am dying of someone's silence... it's making me numb...

 

Thanks for asking. :*

[Guest the_eight_of_orbs]

WHY DID YOU MESS WITH FOREVER

 

I came by to get my things

Thankyou for getting the door

But I don't feel right walking in no more

You think its cold, I did my crying at home

But I'm numb now, I'm numb now

 

Before I'm on my way

I've one more thing to ask

Was it worth the price you paid

For my never coming back?

 

Why did you mess with forever

ohh ohh ohh

Such a long time to be unkind

Why did you mess with forever

 

Don't you call me cruel

Cruels what you're making me do

Stick to my rules

I'm at odds with me now

Say stay don't go ahead and stay

 

Before I'm on my way

I've one more thing to ask

Was it worth the price you paid

For my never coming back

 

Why did you mess with forever

ohh ohh ohh

Such a long time to be unkind

Why did you mess with forever

 

You ask to kiss me once goodbye

Well you already did, on somebody elses lips

 

Tell the tiny chemicals

The ones you hold responsible

They lost me, you lost me

 

Everything inside me tells me I should run to you and throw my arms around you, hold your streaming crying cheek against my own and tell you nothings wrong.

 

But wrong is what you were when you forgot

That we were going on

We were going on

 

Tell me why did you, why did you mess with forever

ohh ohh ohh

What a long time to be unkind

Why did you mess with forever

[Guest the_eight_of_orbs]

BUTTERFLY

 

When you love someone so deeply

They become your life

It's easy to succumb to overwhelming fears inside

Blindly I imagined I could

Keep you under glass

Now I understand to hold you

I must open my hands

And watch you rise

 

Spread your wings and prepare to fly

For you have become a butterfly

(Ohohohoh)

Fly abandonedly into the sun

If you should return to me

We truly were ment to be

Soooo spread your wings and fly

Butterfly

 

I have learned that beauty

Has to flourish in the light

Wild horses run unbridled

Or their spirit dies

You have given me the courage

To be all that I can

And I truly feel your heart will

Lead you back to me when you're

Ready to land

 

Spread your wings and prepare to fly (fly)

For you have become a butterfly

(Ohohohoh)

(Fly) fly abandonedly into the sun

If you should return to me

(If you should return to me)

We truly were ment to be

Soooo spread your wings and fly

Butterfly

 

Heeeey

I can't pretend these tears

Aren't over flowing steadily

I can't prevent this hurt from

Almost overtaking me

But will stand and say goodbye

For you'll never be mine

Until you know the way

It feels to fly

 

Spread your wings and prepare to fly

For you have become a butterfly

(Ohohohoh)

Fly abandonedly into (to the sun) the sun

If you should return to me (I will know you're mine)

We truly were ment to be

Soooo spread your wings and fly

My Butterfly

(Butterfly)

 

Spread your wings and prepare to fly

For you have become a butterfly

(Ohohohoh)

Fly abandonedly into the sun

If you should return to me (you)

We truly were ment to be (you and I)

Soooo spread your wings and fly

Butterfly

So flutter through the sky

Butterfly

Fly

Spread your wings and fly

Butterfly

[Alex_Corvis]

Haiku

 

Remember one thing

Whenever we are apart

Moon shines on us both

 

FF

[tio_pot]

Charisse,

 

You give your hand to me and then you say hello

And i can hardly speak my heart is beating so

And anyone can tell you think you know me well

But you don't know me

 

No you don't know the one who dreams of you at night

And longs to kiss your lips longs to hold you tight

Oh i am just a friend that's all i've ever been

Cause you don't know me

 

I never knew the art of making love

No my heart aches with love for you

Afraid and shy i let my chance go by

The chance that you might love me too

 

You give your hand to me and then you say goodbye

I watch you walk away beside the lucky guy

Oh you will never know the one who loves you so

Well you don't know me

 

You give your hand to me and then you say goodbye

I watch you walk away beside the lucky guy

Oh you will never know the one who loves you so

Cause you don't know me

Oh no you don't know me

Oohh...you don't know me

 

-bigboi...

[bel]

i wanted to say "grow-up" so badly, but then, what would be the point?

[Guest gorgeous_23]

may mga taong gago... may mga taong tanga!!! pagmahal mo isang taong hindi ka naman mahal... GAGO KA!!! pag di mo alam na may nagmamahal sau nang hindi mo nalalaman...TANGA KA!!!

 

ALAM KONG GAGO AKO...PERO SANA LANG HINDI KA TANGA!!!

[Guest gorgeous_23]

 

I want to get closer--- to you and ur heart...

because i can be myself when im with you!

i feel so free being close to you!

i can be happy just sitting beside you...

i feel so speacial talking to you!

all i want is to hold you and keep u mine...

[m0nd0]

Can You See It In My Eyes?

 

you don't know how I'm feeling

I have yet to vocalize

Desire deep inside me

Can you see it in my eyes?

 

I temble when I'm near you

Heat travels up my thighs

And I want you with an urgency

That I just can't describe

 

Dare I reach out to touch you?

Do you think you'd realize

How much I want and need you?

Can you see it in my eyes?

 

I long to say, "I love you"

But am scared of your reply

Terrified like a child

I've become paralyzed

 

The camouflaged emotions

Lead to pain and silent cries

And yet I just can't tell you

Don't you see it in my eyes?

 

Confessing through this poem

My dilemma summarized

The feeling's quite cathartic,

But will lead to my demise...

[Guest gorgeous_23]

i know one place

where there is peace

a place full of love

definitely a blessing

 

a place where i can find answers

a beautiful place

where i can see

the true eyes of love

 

a place where i can feel

the love ive been longing for

 

a place where i can hear

sweet music for the heart

 

a place with a warmth embrace

 

when im right there

i always pray

it will be forever...

 

in this place i wanna live...

 

and that place can only be....

right there beside you!!!

[drEVILmba]

Hay nako. have 2 more days to decide whether i should take a very very big risk and there are no assurances when it comes to business. and this is aside from the fact i have less than a month to finish the 2nd to the last hurdle to what is keeping me from moving on in my career.

 

Why why why can't life be a lot easier. oh God please let me know what am i suppose to do. i am going nuts just thinking about it. Options that are available to me are nice and am very happy that i have those opportunities. sana lang nga i have a inkling of what is the best path for me to take. hay nako. alas 5 na gising pa me

[Alex_Corvis]

forwarded email:

 

THE WORST WAY TO MISS SOMEONE...

 

There was once this guy who is very

much in love with his girl...

 

This ROMANTIC GUY folded 1,000 pieces of paper cranes

as a gift to his girl...

Although, at that time he was just a small fry in his company,

his future doesn't seemed too bright,

they were very happy together...

 

Until one day,

his girl told him she was going to

Paris and will never come back.

She also told him that

she couldn't visualize

any future for the both of them,

so they went their own ways there and then...

 

Heartbroken, the guy agreed.

But when he regains his confidence,

he worked hard day and night,

slogging his body and mind

just to make something out of him....

 

Finally with all these hard work and the help of friends,

this guy had set up his own company!

You never fail until you stop trying.

 

One rainy day,

while this guy was driving,

he saw an elderly couple sharing an

umbrella the rain walking to some destination.

Even with the umbrella,

they were still drenched.

It didn't take him long to realize

those were his girl's parents...

With a heart in getting back at them,

he drove slowly beside the couple,

wanting them to spot him in his luxury sedan...

 

He wanted them to know that he wasn't the same anymore;

he had his own company, car, condo, etc.

He made it!

 

Before the guy can realize,

the couple was walking towards a cemetery,

and he got out of his car and followed...

 

and he saw his girl,

a photograph of her smiling sweetly as ever at him from her

tombstone

and he saw his paper cranes beside her...

 

Her parents saw him.

He asks them why had this happened.

They explained,

 

she did not leave for France at all...

She was ill with cancer...

 

She had believed that he will make it someday,

but she did not want to be his obstacle!!...

therefore she had chosen to leave him.

 

She had wanted her parents to put his

paper cranes beside her,

because, if the day comes when fate brings him to her again...

he can take some of those back with him..

 

The guy just wept...

 

The worst way to miss someone

is to be sitting right beside them

knowing you can't have them.....

hope you would understand...

 

Find time to realize

that there is one person

who means so much to you,

for you might wake up one morning

losing that person

whom you thought meant nothing to you...

 

.... all i ask and want is for a chance for you to trust and accept

me for who i am and for you to see that everything i do i just do it

for you because i truly love you with all my heart and soul...

Edited January 14, 2004 by alex_corvis

[Guest the_eight_of_orbs]

i just might stop drinking for a while.. i might even hibernate for a few days...

 

heaven knows how much quiet-time i need now... all these emotions are sucking all my energy...

[Alex_Corvis]

Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to,

doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

Once you have loved,

you will always love...

For what's in your mind may escape

but what's in your heart will remain forever

[Guest the_eight_of_orbs]

sweet reunions

healing wounds

clearer laughters

tender sighs.

 

sweet reunions.

[Guest the_eight_of_orbs]

Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to,

doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

Once you have loved,

you will always love...

For what's in your mind may escape

but what's in your heart will remain forever

Yes. bliss. forever.

[shrike]

forever

nothing is forever

forever is nothing

nothing

[Guest the_eight_of_orbs]

forever

nothing is forever

forever is nothing

nothing

heh!

 

dun ka sa forever thread humiret nyaaan!

 

nibabasag mo trip ko ha?

[shrike]

namfotek. minsan nga lang ako maging senti. pau uwiin pa ko.

 

mwah ! yumminess 8

[Guest the_eight_of_orbs]

namfotek. minsan nga lang ako maging senti. pau uwiin pa ko.

 

mwah ! yumminess 8

in fairness, i like the play with words.

[bettinasophia]

J,

 

she will never come back to you.. not after what you did to her. its best if you just let her go and get yourself a life... napapagiwanan ka na nga panahon.. everybody has moved on.. ikaw nandiyan ka pa rin...

[irshes]

One look.

Your eyes.

I am lost.