The Mail Box

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Me... fool... all my life

 

Me...lover...hater...

 

Slave to you

 

Freedom within reach

 

cold to the touch

 

freedom unreal

 

freedom lifeless

 

no meaning in that freedom

 

Love...lust...all

 

mine to bear

 

While life jeers

 

Or so I think

[forbidden]

 

If fair is the word then i would not have treated you that way...that night. when you carried my bag , you did more than carry my bag. you gave me the room to move, for my eyes to wander. you let me looked around ...you let me looked at you and not see you. you let me be who i am that night...sad and longing. longing for someone else. you let me kiss you and you responded with so much passion... when the only passion moving in me was pain and confusion. and you followed me..you came after me though i wanted to be away from you. i wanted to break free from you, but you so stubbornly followed me. and then you tucked me in your arms, you let me lie down on the soft cushion, and you caressed me. you took effort in giving me warmth. and I hated it at that time, and as you touched me it came to the point when I could only look up the ceiling and wondering how I could not feel a thing when you have the genuine skills of a lover. As you said, you let your instincts guide you. when i was pushing you away, tired and not wanting to talk why, you just held me. you hugged me and touched my back...though I could hardly remember. I hardly wanted to think about it. I feel I wasn't fair to you but you said it was okay. You knew where the line was drawn and you accepted it.

 

But it all dawned clear on me in the morning light...and I wanted to make it up to you. And I did. I made love to you...in the clear afternoon light.. and Imatched your passion. And I kissed you ...and I held you tight. And you touched me...you still touch me. I asked what if i fall in love and you said you will always be here for me...you will always be my friend. You said it would be better because lovers may come and go, but friends won't. And you said the only reasons you won't be able to come when I need you are your family, work, and I guess... her. The woman you so love. It made me wonder...why do I often meet

someone who wants to get ladi with me ... but not someone who will love me? When will I ever be that special woman that though a boyfriend will cheat on me I will always and only be the recipient f such words as " I love her and she means so much to me." That girl, that though a man has traveled so many oceans and have seen so many beautiful women, will still be the one to receive the guarantee from the guy that "I will come back to see you again. " So, what is fair? Is this fair? I guess fair is a relative word. And this time, I think that you deserve your fair share to be with her. As she deserves to have a fair share of you. I dare say you are not being fair to me...but the truth is you are. I knew where the line was drawn and I must accept it.

 

 

to my friend, you have fun today. You may be a pain in the butt, but you are my pain in the butt.

:cool:

A tear for you, LM...

 

The chasm is deep, but hope remains that we can fill it. :heart:

[sheila70]

Baby,

 

I'm really, really sorry :cry: :cry: :cry:

 

Please understand, I've been through a lot

 

I love you

 

Believe me, I really do

[Guest kizmet]

sweetp,

 

hey sis. how are you? sorry i haven't been around lately.

 

kizmet,

 

miss you sis. hope you guys are ok.

 

lustfulbitch,

see you later. we'll have tequila and vodka and everything else. except smokes. i promised someone i'd quit.

 

to my FRIEND,

I CHOOSE YOU. BUT FOR THE RECORD I AM REALLY MAD AT YOU!

hi lord... miss you too.. c yah around!

[shrike]

hi lord... miss you too.. c yah around!

KIZMET !!!!!

mwah !

it's been a loooooong time sis.

[Guest kizmet]

KIZMET !!!!!

mwah !

it's been a loooooong time sis.

yah... nice to be back!!

 

miss ko mtc.. grabe!!!

 

teka teka...

 

miss you sis sweetp :*

[drEVILmba]

:cry:

What am i to do now. Parang lalo nalang gumugulo ang buhay ko.

 

Everytime nalang na solve ang isang problem an even bigger one appears.

 

Ithink it would be best to take time off. But my workplace would suffer. maybe i should wait until everybody is 100% back and ok bago mag leave of absence. buti nalang may thread na to makahinga ng konti.

[Guest kizmet]

Can you tell me how to let go...

 

You were always there for me to pick me up when I fall... you cried with me when i had my first broken heart.. you push me to the top... you were always there when I'm christmasing alone... you taught me how to make may baby stop crying...

 

It's so painful.. but I know I have to let you go....

 

I miss you ma!

[Guest the_eight_of_orbs]

Dear Thread-starter,

post lang ako ng songs ha? di ko na talaga mahanap yung thread for this eh....

 

Thank you! :*

 

 

COME WHAT MAY

Moulin Rouge

 

Never knew I could feel like this

Like I've never seen the sky before

I want to vanish inside your kiss

Every day i'm loving you more than this

Listen to my heart, can you hear it sings

Telling me to give you everything

Seasons may change, winter to spring

But I love you until the end of time

 

Chorus:

Come what may

Come what may

I will love you until my dying day

 

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place

Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace

Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste

It all revolves around you

And there's no mountain too high

No river too wide

Sing out this song I'll be there by your side

Storm clouds may gather

And stars may collide

But I love you until the end of time

 

Oh, come what may, come what may

I will love you, I will love you

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place

[Guest the_eight_of_orbs]

last na po...

 

One Day I'll Fly Away

Moulin Rouge

 

I follow the night

Can't stand the light

When will I begin to live again

 

One day I'll fly away

Leave all this to yesterday

What more could your love do for me

When will love be through with me

Why live life from dream to dream

And dread the day when dreaming ends

 

One day I'll fly away

Leave all this to yesterday

Why live life from dream to dream

And dread the day when dreaming ends

 

One day I'll fly away

Fly fly away...

[shrike]

u know 8, i was just humming the song from memory para i post yung lyrics. i watched the movie again (for the Nth time) last sunday. then i saw your post.

 

the song got stuck on my head since kc feel ko yung words nya.

 

 

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to MY FRIEND.

di ko na isusulat. naunahan na ako ni Yumminess 8 !

wish time will come na we could sing this song together.

 

Seasons may change, winter to spring

But I love you until the end of time

 

[Zorro]

when the lady gets too hot to handle....

friends.... tell me what will you do.....

[lord_rochester]

eight,

 

i think the one day i'll fly away fits me.

 

to you,

 

i know what you mean. wish i could spend my whole life in your arms.

[sweetpsyche]

Dear Thread-starter,

post lang ako ng songs ha? di ko na talaga mahanap yung thread for this eh....

 

Thank you! :*

Dear Maam 8,

ok lang po. in fact i love that song too.. heck i love the movie hehe

 

Kizmet, i miss u too sis...

tagal mo nawala ah hehe..

 

sweetp

[Guest the_eight_of_orbs]

Dear Maam 8,

ok lang po. in fact i love that song too.. heck i love the movie hehe

 

Kizmet, i miss u too sis...

tagal mo nawala ah hehe..

 

sweetp

marami pong salamat!

[Guest the_eight_of_orbs]

eight,

 

i think the one day i'll fly away fits me.

 

to you,

 

i know what you mean. wish i could spend my whole life in your arms.

bitter-sweet noh?

 

haaaay...

[litoz888]

In addition to being a brilliant military mind and feared ruler, Napolean Bonaparte (1763 - 1821) was a prolific writer of letters. He reportedly wrote as many as 75,000 letters in his lifetime, many of them to his beautiful wife, Josephine, both before and during their marriage. This letter, written just prior to their 1796 wedding, shows surprising tenderness and emotion from the future emperor.

 

 

Paris, December 1795

 

I wake filled with thoughts of you. Your portrait and the intoxicating evening which we spent yesterday have left my senses in turmoil. Sweet, incomparable Josephine, what a strange effect you have on my heart! Are you angry? Do I see you looking sad? Are you worried?... My soul aches with sorrow, and there can be no rest for you lover; but is there still more in store for me when, yielding to the profound feelings which overwhelm me, I draw from your lips, from your heart a love which consumes me with fire? Ah! it was last night that I fully realized how false an image of you your portrait gives!

 

You are leaving at noon; I shall see you in three hours.

 

Until then, mio dolce amor, a thousand kisses; but give me none in return, for they set my blood on fire.

[Guest the_eight_of_orbs]

to you, who-must-not-be-named...

 

IF I EVER LOSE MY FAITH IN YOU

Sting

 

You could say I lost my faith in science and progress

You could say I lost my belief in the holy church

You could say I lost my sense of direction

You could say all of this and worse, but

If I ever lose my faith in you

There'd be nothing left for me to do

 

Some would say I was a lost man in a lost world

You could say I lost my faith in the people on T.V.

You could say I'd lost my belief in our politicians

They all seem like game show hosts to me

If I ever lose my faith in you

There'd be nothing left for me to do

I could be lost inside there without a trace

But every time I close my eyes, I see your face

 

I never saw no miracle of science

That didn't go from a blessing to a curse

I never saw no military solution

That didn't always end up as something worse,

But let me say this first

 

If I ever lose my faith in you

If I ever lose my faith in you

There'd be nothing left for me to do

There'd be nothing left for me to do

If I ever lose my faith

If I ever lose my faith

If I ever lose my faith

If I ever lose my faith in you

[Guest the_eight_of_orbs]

my body aches, yearning for you... my heart bleeds, with thoughts of losing you... my soul grieves, each moment we're apart...

 

OFFICIALLY MISSING YOU

Tamia

 

officially missin you....

 

hmmmm...mmmmm.......

 

All I hear is raindrops

Falling on the rooftop

Oh baby tell me why’d you have to go

Cause this pain I feel

It wont go away

And today I’m officially missing you

I thought that from this heartache

I could escape

But I fronted long enough to know

There ain’t no way

And today

I’m officially missing you

 

(Ohhhh) can’t nobody do it like you

Said every little thing you do

Hey baby say

stays on my mind

And I, and I, I’m officially

 

All I do is lay around

Two ears full tears

From looking at your face on the wall ( face on the wall)

Just a week ago you were my baby

Now I don’t even know you at all

don’t know you at all

Well I wish that you would call me right now

So that I could get through to you somehow

But I guess it’s safe to say baby safe to say

That I’m, That I'm officially missing you

 

(Ohhhh) can’t nobody do it like you

Said every little thing you do

Hey baby say

stays on my mind

And I, and I, I’m officially

 

Well I thought I could just get over you baby

But I see that’s something I just can’t do

From the way you would hold me

To the sweet things you told me

I just can’t find a way

To let go of you

 

It official

You know that I’m missing you

oohhh Yeah yes

All I hear is raindrops

ooohhh yeah

And I’m officially missing you

[lord_rochester]

bitter-sweet noh?

 

haaaay...

definitely.

[Zorro]

...came to realize there so much life outside.

makes me no time to play...but have fun.

[lord_rochester]

8,

 

why the songs?

do you know that i can relate sa lahat ng songs na yan???

 

hmmm.... you can read minds no? you can read my mind!!!

 

or same boat lang tayo... hmmm

 

yan na namang boat na iyan eh.

[sophia]

for you...........

 

There I was

Waiting for a chance

Hoping that you'll understand

The things I wanna say

 

As my love went stronger than before

I wanna see you more and more

But you closed your door

Why don't you try

To open up your heart

I won't take so much of your time

 

 

Maybe, it's wrong to say please love me too

'Coz I know you'll never do

Somebody else is waiting there inside for you

Maybe it's wrong to love you more each day

'Coz I know he's here to stay

But I know to whom you should belong

 

I believed what you said to me

We should set each other free

That's how you want it to be

 

But my love went stronger than before

I wanna see you more and more

But you closed your door

Why don't you try to open up your heart

I won't take so much of your time

 

 

Maybe, it's wrong to say please love me too

'Coz I know you'll never do

Somebody else is waiting there inside for you

Maybe it's wrong to love you more each day

'Coz I know he's here to stay

But my love is strong

I don't know if this is wrong

But I know to whom you should belong

 

 

Edited January 6, 2004 by sophia

[litoz888]

RONALD REAGAN'S LETTER TO WIFE NANCY

 

Aboard Air Force One

 

March 4 1983

 

Dear First Lady

 

I know tradition has it that on this morning I place cards,  Happy Anniversary cards on your breakfast tray.  But things are somewhat mixed up.  I substituted a gift & delivered it a few weeks ago.

 

Still this is the day, the day that marks 31 years of such happiness as comes to few men.  I told you once that it was like an adolescent's dream of what marriage should be like.  That hasn't changed.

 

You know I love the ranch but these last two days made it plain I only love it when you are there.  Come to think of it that's true of every place & every time.  When you aren't there I'm no place, just lost in time & space.

 

I more than love you, I'm not whole without you.  You are life itself to me.  When you are gone I'm waiting for you to return so I can start living again.

 

Happy Anniversary & thank you for 31 wonderful years.

 

I love you

 

Your Grateful Husband

 

Ron

[cedric_errol]

this experimental journey is becoming disturbing for me....