theCaptainOfTheEnterprise Posted November 5, 2005 Share Posted November 5, 2005 You want me to hate you. Okay. I hate you. You can't be sorry for something that you are, or something you intend of doing. I'm not. I'm not sorry that I met you. I'm not sorry that I fell in love with you. I'm not sorry that I got hurt, and I'm not sorry that despite all that I'll never have you back. I'm not sorry that one of these days another one like you will come my way and the cycle repeats itself. Because that is REALITY. But when that time comes, I won't be sorry. And I'm not sorry that I fell in love with a woman who doesn't know how it is to love. I'm not sorry that despite your flaws, despite who you are, I still love you nonetheless. I'm not sorry that I cannot divert the affections I have for you to another who deserves it better because honestly you don't deserve it. And I'm not sorry that I give love, willingly. Because THAT'S who I AM! So there. I HATE YOU! Leave me be. Quote Link to comment
theCaptainOfTheEnterprise Posted November 5, 2005 Share Posted November 5, 2005 And what is it the Hands of Fate Do we love or do we hate Do we meld or segregate The souls meant to be together And what is it the Hands of Time Do we listen for the chime Do we let ourselves acclime Or do we wait forever And what is it the Hands of Providence Do we listen to the evidence Do we follow incidence Or do we pull the lever And what is it the Hands of Destiny Do we go with impunity Do we go with surety Or do we end it never... Quote Link to comment
theCaptainOfTheEnterprise Posted November 5, 2005 Share Posted November 5, 2005 To hell with you... But then again, NO. I know I'm going there and I don't want to see you... Quote Link to comment
creamrose Posted November 6, 2005 Share Posted November 6, 2005 I wish I can tell you the same thing,I wish I can make it easy for you;I wish things have been different,I wish I am still that person I was many years ago.Finding the missing pieceWill never guarantee you happiness.Do not wallow. No matter how you say you don't want to disrupt my life,You are.Things were better left unsaid.But then again, It is better to know the truth.Thank you. Quote Link to comment
Wyld Posted November 7, 2005 Share Posted November 7, 2005 How I wish I could do more to ease the burden on your shoulders. How I wish I could give you more than words. How I wish. But I cant so ... Ill leave you with this thought ... Im here for you. No matter what. You can count on that. :* Quote Link to comment
Barenaked-NoMre Posted November 7, 2005 Share Posted November 7, 2005 (edited) Are you really there for me like you said? Havent seen or heard from you in a LONG time. Seems otherwise. Edited November 7, 2005 by barenaked Quote Link to comment
dufus Posted November 7, 2005 Share Posted November 7, 2005 (edited) Im tired... i know you are too. just hold on. my kid's gonna be fine. Edited November 10, 2005 by dufus Quote Link to comment
Zerreit Posted November 9, 2005 Share Posted November 9, 2005 I never thought something like this can break a person emotionally and physically. I just hope I recover soon enough and well enough. I'm partly relieved, partly heartbroken, and overall sad... L Quote Link to comment
theCaptainOfTheEnterprise Posted November 10, 2005 Share Posted November 10, 2005 I tried to reason with myself. I did. But there's no turning back now. The road is already paved. The paint is dry. The tree has already fallen from its roots. What happened had to happen. It was not meant to be. Or so say you and me. And again, I look into the horizon, and I see the things about to happen. I weep, and smile, for though I know the things to transpire, I am helpless to prevent them. And the cycle repeats itself... Quote Link to comment
ink Posted November 10, 2005 Share Posted November 10, 2005 it was all too late... no matter how much i'd like you to know...i know it won't matter anymore...i've already shooed you away.... Quote Link to comment
Zerreit Posted November 10, 2005 Share Posted November 10, 2005 (edited) I'm going to show you the same courtesy. In fact, I'm raring to return the favor. Edited November 10, 2005 by Zerreit Quote Link to comment
smaug Posted November 10, 2005 Share Posted November 10, 2005 P, again you are walking the same ruinous path. you're here for a number of reasons, and THAT is one of those. you've lived a slacker's life, drifting to and fro. go grow a back bone, take responsibilities, sharpen those horns but control yourself. need i remind you the last time you unleashed your emotions? i can see that you are lonely, but you need not be desperate. i know that your itching for the good ol' days with the crew, the silent one among THAT ribald band although you said you outgrew that phase. you use words rarely but when your mouth opens, everybody listens. remember: this place is not like the old hunting ground. old customs and traditions are aplenty, but you have yours and you will counter and outmanuever, you always do but be careful. goodluck in whatever you will do. advance merry christmas! J Quote Link to comment
roxysnonie Posted November 11, 2005 Share Posted November 11, 2005 missin you much... the yearnin' and the longin', yet that time will come. till then, take care dearest! Quote Link to comment
Barenaked-NoMre Posted November 11, 2005 Share Posted November 11, 2005 So SAD to know what you've been up to lately. Hope you find what you're looking for. Quote Link to comment
theCaptainOfTheEnterprise Posted November 13, 2005 Share Posted November 13, 2005 For crying out loud, lay off the hors d'oeuvres. There's still dinner coming up and you won't have enough room in that gut of yours for it. And it's a hell of a good dinner waiting for you. Much like there is no more space left in your heart, because you've worn away most of yours with all those failed so-called relationships you've had. Quit it! You want to move on, and all you have to do is just tell the b-i-t-c-h to get the hell out of the way, so you'll have a better view of the horizon. Sheesh! You gave away your heart, but you still have a soul. Deal with it. I'm worn thin from your escapades. And I'm tired of cooking dinner. Quote Link to comment
gen_g Posted November 14, 2005 Share Posted November 14, 2005 im ok...so far...im managing.... Quote Link to comment
Barenaked-NoMre Posted November 14, 2005 Share Posted November 14, 2005 Mom, Sorry that I didnt get to see you off at the airport. Given the state I'm in ... I just cant be with you and see the sadness in your eyes where I'm concerned. Yes, you were here for 1 week and 3 days ... it's unfortunate that you saw the life I have. Nothing for you to be proud of. I know you've always had a rather low opinion of me. I dont know HOW or WHEN I can prove to you my worth. May the time come soon. A Quote Link to comment
heart100 Posted November 15, 2005 Share Posted November 15, 2005 I dedicate this site to all people that really loved....<{POST_SNAPBACK}> I'm looking for "heart", can anybody connect me. Thanks, heart100. Quote Link to comment
sweetpsyche Posted November 16, 2005 Share Posted November 16, 2005 i just learned about it todayim happy for ui really am why did i cry?well... it wasnt because u already have someoneit was because... I don't that's what it was...i think. Quote Link to comment
Apollo Posted November 16, 2005 Share Posted November 16, 2005 I HAVE LEARNED... I'VE LEARNED that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved....The rest is up to them.I'VE LEARNED that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back.I'VE LEARNED that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.I'VE LEARNED that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.I'VE LEARNED that there are people who love you dearly, but just don't know how to show it.I'VE LEARNED that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love.I'VE LEARNED that maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you've learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you've celebrated.I'VE LEARNED that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others. Sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself.I'VE LEARNED that no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn't stop for your grief.I'VE LEARNED that sometimes you have to put the individual ahead of their actions.I'VE LEARNED that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change.I'VE LEARNED that two people can look at the exact same thing and see something totally different.I'VE LEARNED that no matter the consequences, those who are honest with themselves get farther in life.I'VE LEARNED that no matter how many friends you have, if you are their pillar you will feel lonely and lost at the times you sometimes need them most.I'VE LEARNED that even when you think you have no more to give, when a friend cries out to you, you will find the strength to help.I'VE LEARNED that credentials on the wall DO NOT make you a decent human being.I'VE LEARNED that it's hard to determine where to draw the line between being nice and not hurting people's feelings and standing up for what you believe.I'VE LEARNED that money is a lousy way of keeping score.I'VE LEARNED that my best friend and I can do anything or nothing and have the best time.I'VE LEARNED that either you control your attitude or it controls you.I'VE LEARNED that it's not what you have in your life but who you have in your life that counts.I'VE LEARNED that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes. After that, you had better know something.I'VE LEARNED that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be.I'VE LEARNED that you can keep going long after you think you can't. Quote Link to comment
Apollo Posted November 16, 2005 Share Posted November 16, 2005 I Beleive ..... 1. I believe that life is there to enjoy.2. I believe crushes are there to crush hearts.3. I believe true love is there from the start.4. I believe you should give people chances.5. I believe you should treat people the same because you never know what they will do for you in the future.6. I believe that good things will come to people who work hard.7. I believe great things come to people who never give up.8. I believe silence will teach you something if you listen hard.9. I believe that the heart leads you in the right direction if you follow it.10. I believe friends are needed no matter who you are.11. I believe family should stick by your side.12. I believe God will help you if you believe in him and trust him.13. I believe drugs destroy.14. I believe sleep calms the soul.15. I believe the heart and soul are more important than looks.16. I believe trust helps the world go round.17. I believe love brings great things.18. I believe kids could teach adults a lot if adults would just listen.19.I believe pets are great because they listen and love you no matter what you look like.20. I believe you should always chase your dreams.21. I believe hope is something everyone needs.22. I believe you need to make time for fun.23. I believe music soothes the soul.24. I believe that money cannot buy happiness.25. I believe books can take you anywhere.26. I believe jokes have to be there to keep people sane.27. I believe people are special the way they are.28. I believe that true friends will last a lifetime.29. I believe that enjoying what you do will help you enjoy life more.30. I believe parents are more important than you think.31. I believe the sky is the limit.32. I believe you should shoot for the stars.33. I believe being loved and loving are two totally different things.34. I believe that you have to love yourself before you can love others.35. I believe records are made to be broken.36. I believe promises should be kept.37. I believe brothers and sisters are made to teach.38. I believe a simple smile can make anybody's day better.39. I believe that being popular is not the key to life.40. I believe in being nice to nerds because you might grow up and have to work for one. Quote Link to comment
Apollo Posted November 16, 2005 Share Posted November 16, 2005 Think of me Think of me as a cloud,Just passing by slowly and gracefully.Think of me as a flower,Sweet smelling and fragile.Think of me as a storm,Calm, but quick to thunder loud.Think of me as a raindrop,Transparent and cool.Think of me as the wind,As it blows you away.Think of me as a fool,For loving you so long. Copyrighted by Apollo. Quote Link to comment
misbyutiful Posted November 17, 2005 Share Posted November 17, 2005 ..magpapaalam na sayo ang aking kwarto Quote Link to comment
Apollo Posted November 18, 2005 Share Posted November 18, 2005 Pretty Girl I lie awake at nightSee things in black & whiteI've only got you inside my mindYou know you have made me blindI lie awake and prayThat you will look my wayI have akk this music in my heatI knew it right from the startOh my pretty pretty girl, I love You!Like I never ever loved no one before youPretty pretty girl of my mineJust tell me you Love me tooI need you my pretty AxxLet me stay beside you.I used to write your name and put it in a frameRight beside from my bedroom wallLet me Love you like no one has ever Love you.Oh my pretty lady I need youOh pretty Axx I do Love you.Let me stay beside youBecause I Love you! a poem for her... Hope she reads it... Quote Link to comment
Apollo Posted November 18, 2005 Share Posted November 18, 2005 I love you, not because I have to but because that is what I feel inside me.I love you because you opened your heart for me and I think you are wonderful.I love you with an open mind and heart.I love you because, I think you may be my soulmate.I love you because you are you........ Quote Link to comment
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