KristinLavransdatr Posted March 31, 2005 Share Posted March 31, 2005 (edited) yesterday i flung all of life's lessons into the bin. i destroyed the cloak of experience and wore nothing but the truth, naked as it has always been described. i closed my eyes, took a harrowing breath and knocked at your door. i did not prepare a speech. i did not come prepared at all. no smart moves. no cotton candy smiles. no baby breaths. i only had a lousy line that said "..." and i was happy. and i didn't care what other women would say or think about this girl who was once already a woman. Edited May 2, 2005 by KristinLavransdatr Quote Link to comment
swtsexythng® Posted April 1, 2005 Share Posted April 1, 2005 R, been in a swirl of dates and events... and to a dinner with you... thought i was finally able to move on...only to find out...after all these time... it is still you.. don't even start to ask why and how...coz' i've been beatin' my brains out...in trying to find the answers to the same questions... funny thing is...i don't wanna be back with you...not with the man that i'm seeing..that is you..i love you..yes...but i miss the man you were...when we were...i long for the man that you were..when we were... now that you're with another her...the feelings are still the same..though i can sound cool and at easewhen we're together...inside i'm hurting...and slowly dying...everytime i see your pics..at that other site..my throat constricts... all i could think of was..what could've been...if you gave it another chance..what could've been..if you were willing to work it out.. all i could think of was..i'm still hurting..until when i don't know.. but i surely want this to stop..but i don't know how... i love the man i've come to know..when we were together...and to see you back in your old self..makes me miss that man more and more...perhaps you've gotten scared then??of the person you've become?perhaps it wasn't really you..but i can tell you this..that man made me feel magic is real..maybe that's why until now...i feel like i've finally found magic..and i've lost it... if only i can shut that site down..but oqing to the fact that it has hundreds of thousands of patronizers...i'll just dream on...besides..it's my own dumb self..who always itches to visit your link..and hers...to look at the pics...until they're blurred by my tears...when will this stop??please lord.. let this stop.. :cry: Quote Link to comment
Barenaked-NoMre Posted April 4, 2005 Share Posted April 4, 2005 (edited) A/Carlos, Thank you for Sat. night ... was a real treat ... the merienda, movie, dinner and live band ... most esp. being driven home. ;-) Am glad you didnt loose your way and got home safe. ;-) Was good to meet you ... til next time. ;-) A_____________________________________________________________ MPA, Good you won that award for MTC! You looked GREAT! ;-) Can always have something like that with you ... in the privacy of a room ... ;-P Let's celebrate SOON! ;-) A_______________________________________________________ I, Weird how you ask ... and I answer. But when I ask ... you dont reply. I should get past you ... A_____________________________________________________ C, Waiting for you to CUM back ... will welCUM you with open arms and LEGS! ;-p A Edited April 4, 2005 by barenaked Quote Link to comment
Wyld Posted April 4, 2005 Share Posted April 4, 2005 you have hurt me again.but i say no more.i hope my resolve stays firm.i hope i dont falter. it happened before, with me in the center...its happening again, with me in the sidelines.its ironic how life can get,what goes up, must come down. and so it has. all the way down.buried deep. never to resurface. goodbye. Quote Link to comment
LB Posted April 4, 2005 Share Posted April 4, 2005 when you agreed to my proposition to cease it, that was our end. i am sorry if i am being unfriendly for we were never that since time immemorial. we were lovers. now, we are strangers same as the song. how can you expect me to tell you that i am fine actually doing great with a new guy (i guess the news already reached your ears). i never want to hurt anybody's feelings. as far as i can remember, i told you that book 2 is an impossibility. please, let me go far away from you. no hurt feelings, i swear. stop contacting me. again, i loved you. like christ said and i quote "it is done." Quote Link to comment
batibut Posted April 4, 2005 Share Posted April 4, 2005 ano ba? asan ka na ba? lampas isang buwan na ha! ano ba kinaaabalahan mo? showbiz ka na talaga! sige magpatagal ka pa...d na kita hihintayin! Quote Link to comment
devil_lance Posted April 5, 2005 Share Posted April 5, 2005 I see there's no similar topic yet about this one. May mga gusto ba kayong pa-hagingan ng inyong nararamdaman? Anger, Admiration, Love or kahit ano para sa kapwa MTC Member? Post it here malay mo baka mabasa nya Note: You don't have to indicate who or for whom, bawal dito ang away Quote Link to comment
TheGeneral Posted April 5, 2005 Share Posted April 5, 2005 There are times that you have to close your door my dear friend... and you will see that new doors will open for you. You have your whole life ahead... live it... leave the past behind. You have the right to be happy... we all do. I'll guide you if you want to... :hypocritesmiley: Quote Link to comment
Misteriosa Posted April 5, 2005 Share Posted April 5, 2005 (edited) please don't let hatred dwell in your heart.... have a room for understanding... much more for forgiveness.. you will never be happy unless you'd free yourself from grudges.... live a happily life my dear.... Edited April 5, 2005 by Misteriosa Quote Link to comment
TheGeneral Posted April 5, 2005 Share Posted April 5, 2005 You mesmerize me... I take effort communicating with you...but lately I could see you're just a typical yuppie lady, with black skirts, spaghetti tops, and Marlboro Lights... just like the others... no offense, i see you as a fine young lady... but you're sense of fun and social life are ideas i share barely a decade ago... - the bar, dinner, movies, and stuff... i've been there... done that. i live a simple and reclusive life now. Quote Link to comment
Misteriosa Posted April 5, 2005 Share Posted April 5, 2005 we may not have met but you've already touched my life that very instance i heard your voice over the phone. thanks for being nice my dear sweet friend Quote Link to comment
TheGeneral Posted April 5, 2005 Share Posted April 5, 2005 Getting acquainted with you could cause a lot of stir... I may be accused of pedophilia, cradle snatching, or statutory rape. But technically, all of these accusations will be baseless... as you are already 18. I see no age barrier in having friends, and having that in mind, I chose to open up and level with you. I am very appreciative of the warm response you've manifested... accepting to let me in your life... to know you. Do not be afraid my child... I offer nothing but an elderly brother's concern and love... :hypocritesmiley: Quote Link to comment
TheGeneral Posted April 5, 2005 Share Posted April 5, 2005 Being nice is never prejudicial... you choose noone, but everyone. All my life I have been a true friend for countless of persons, trying to help people...some of which I don't even remember their names now. But it's what makes me happy... it fulfills me. To the extent of my limitations, I will continue to be a friend to all those who are willing... and never think of bringing back the favor... as I expect nothing. Seeing you happy is all I need. Quote Link to comment
Misteriosa Posted April 5, 2005 Share Posted April 5, 2005 if there's one thing i'd regret... it would be letting you go... and keeping my silence about the matter... i should have told you how i felt the moment you said that there was a problem.... but i didnt care to listen..... forgive me please.... Quote Link to comment
devil_lance Posted April 5, 2005 Share Posted April 5, 2005 I miss a friend like you, you're not frequenting the board anymore samantalang dati isa kang MTC addict Lie low ka na ba? Why? May iniiwasan ka ba or busy ka lang talaga? I hope you realize namimiss ka ng MTC, naming mga friends mo. Take care and Good luck sa lahat ng iyong plans sa life. Quote Link to comment
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