The Mail Box

[SamanthaJones]

 

i never thought it would end this way..

after all that we've been through

you assured me that it's still me that you long for..

and i believed in you..

and now that i've set you free

you go back to life that you once had

now tell me where's the love?

it's nothing but mere illusion

i don't need you explanation

it doesn't matter anyway

just for once stop lying

coz i won't buy that crap

we both know who she really is

and why she is here

so let me be..let me keep my silence

this is the last time that you'll hear from me

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Edited September 13, 2004 by samantha jones

[Leslie Garcia]

Honey,

 

I still long for the day i'll see a message in my room ... i hope someday you'll be able to read those hidden messages .... take care

 

M

Edited September 13, 2004 by Leslie Garcia

[Guest LovingSouL]

2 d 1

 

Mahal pa rin kita pero hindi ako magpapakatanga.

Mahal kita, kaya kailangang kalimutan kita.

Pero higit sa lahat, mamahalin ko ang sarili ko muna.

Mahal kita. Goodbye na!

Kahit mahirap man para sa akin

[Mayella]

sweetie,

 

today has been really tough on me.

thank you for being there and letting me know

that i can count on you always.

your words never fail to bring me comfort

in times like these.

you inspire me in so many ways.

 

yours always,

L

Edited September 13, 2004 by Mayella

[Mayella]

i hope you will understand me in time

and respect whatever decision i may come up with.

after all, it is my life that we are talking about here.

i have chosen this path because i am confident about it

and i have nver been more certain in my entire life.

the least you can do is be happy for me.

Edited September 13, 2004 by Mayella

[MHY®]

To 5-5 of mtc,

 

i love you still.. i thought i'm gonna love someone but u are still inside my heart.. i thought that i can make love with someone but still, u filled up my imagination.. i just can't let you go.. i'm trying to move on but deep inside, i'm in so much pain..

 

 

why can't you love me too, even a bit? :cry:

 

i love you dearly..

[Icee_1]

I love you, but you are no longer in love with me. It pains me to see that everything just comes down to feelings for you, that commitment is something foreign and unfathomable, and that to you love is the same as being in love.

 

I realize now that I have to love myself too; for how can I expect someone to love me, if I do not love myself? So now I know, I will have to let you go, find yourself, find what you want in life. In the meantime, I will also find myself, find my happiness, find my meaning in life.

 

If you are the one for me, then our paths will cross again.

 

Icee

[Magaling]

Dear God,

 

The past year has been a very difficult one for me. It still is. And the pain is showing no signs of going away. First I have lost a son in a most traumatic way. We have not come any closer to recovering from the shock when You decided you had to take away my dad too. Almost half of what used to be my family is gone in a matter of months.

 

Every place I go reminds me of life when they were here. I dream about them often. Sometimes I would wake up in the middle of the night searching in the darkness. Wishing I could be with them once again. And I cry with each time I remembrance knowing fully well that it might never be. They are gone forever.

 

Tell me there IS a heaven. Let me know that I would see my loved ones once again. For what would heaven be if the people I cared for so much won't be there with me? But what are the chances? The odds are stacked up against all of us making it there. You have created men and gave them free will only to make it very difficult, if not virtually impossible, for them to live up to Your expectations.

 

Do I doubt You? I don't know. All I know is the pain in my heart and the questions I've been lead to ask. A pain that stays with me from the moment I wake up in the morning until the time I get so tired at night and fall asleep. How can a loving Father bear to see his children go through so much pain? Free will? Then why do we have to ask You for anything if everything is up to us anyway? Are we really supposed to ask and hope to receive as the bible said so?

 

Then I shall ask You to give me the strength to carry this burden. For I am deep in pain and yet expected to be strong for what is left of my family. I ask You for faith. Faith that You are really here to take care of me and not just there waiting to punish me for my humanity. For hope. So my prayers to You may go well beyond just asking You not to take away whatever else I have. And love. That I can once again look up to You with more than just fear and pain in my heart.

 

Your son,

 

Me

[KristinLavransdatr]

avant que je vous aie laissé partir:

 

I am seldom asked the question “how did you know?” This, I think, is due to the fact that the people who surround me know the extent of what I can discern. I feel, so I speak. And when I do speak I do not mince my words.

 

If I am short of facts, I use intuition. But even the tiniest of facts present a mountain of discoveries. And I discovered quite a lot. Don’t ask. I won’t tell.

 

Dealing with you is like reading a book where the author has no monopoly of its interpretation. The author may say that my interpretation is wrong but that is not for him to say. Particularly so, when I’m reading it the Derrida way. And I just love deconstruction.

 

 

besides…

 

je sais juste.

[Icee_1]

I am sorry for being a burden and a nuisance; I will stay out of your way and will not bother you again.

[Z]

The moments tick away as my time here nears a close. Frustration, restlessness builds as I wait in self imposed isolation if only for everyone's benefit but then again, also for yours truly so it seems. I have always viewed this place as one huge comfort zone that threatens to draw me back to what was and what cannot be. I still answer to a higher calling, an irresistible force. I just pray I have handled myself responsibly for I can only give so much - you cannot give what you do not have - and I aim to have much. Ah, the ramblings of a convoluted mind.

Edited September 14, 2004 by Z

[Wyld]

 

strange, but im both scared and steady at the same time.

i know that so much will change.

so much will become undone by events of the past days...

but ... this much i know for sure.

i have never been more than ready to face life as it is now...

i have so much courage in my heart that i know...

i can look life in the eye and take what it dishes out to me.

 

i have to be strong. i will be strong.

 

even if i have to be strong by myself.

 

we both deserve nothing less.

 

it will be good for you and me dearest one...

 

i promise.

 

:heart: :heart:

Edited September 14, 2004 by WyldChik

[Icee_1]

What is it with me that draws me to the wrong men, or draws the wrong men to me?

 

What is it with me that pushes him away, and makes me withdraw into myself?

 

I do not understand, nor do I pretend to; no one else seems to understand as well.

 

Is this what is meant to be?

 

For whatever it's worth, I believe I will get through this, and when I do, I will be stronger, better, and more self-assured. Not the mouse of a person that I am now.

 

I believe that You will see me through, no matter what, and that You will not take me to it, if You don't think I can get through it.

[summersky07]

for u....

 

 

Its not the pale moon that excites me

That thrills and delights me, oh no

Its just the nearness of you

 

It isnt your sweet conversation

That brings this sensation, oh no

Its just the nearness of you

 

When youre in my arms and I feel you so close to me

All my wildest dreams come true

 

I need no soft lights to enchant me

If youll only grant me the right

To hold you ever so tight

And to feel in the night the nearness of you

[Grimace]

when i rise up from bed, i miss the crumpld sheets, i miss the smell of your aftershave..i miss your arms...oh gawd.......i miss it!!!