Writings of the Heart

[Guest Vesper_]

I miss you

[J.A.S.O.N]

[clandestinecuddles]

Ive always wanted and tried to be somebody's "love of my life"

And until now im still striving for it. Hayy nakakapagod!!

[WitMystery]

Sometimes, love HAS to be logical.

[shhhhhh]

You're the thought in my dreams.

You're the vision in my eyes.

You're the sound in my ears.

You're the words in my mouth.

You're everything I need.

You're everything I want.

You're everything that makes me, me.

[JTKIRK66]

She promised me forever

It's almost been a year

That I lost my chance forever

She promised me forever in a soft whisper

Actually it was just a murmur

That, I will always remember

Like her birthday in September,

The concerts she attends every summer,

Her hair that smells like lavander,

And her eyes that burn like ambers,

When she flares up in anger,

Or when she told me we'll always be together.

That I'll always be her lover,

She promised me forever

When she said "I'll endure."

Damn me forever

For losing you forever

All I have now are memories that

Maker my nights longer

My days, even on the hottest day of summer seem so colder than any winter.

So l endure my days now hoping to forget her.

Cause like the song aptly says "because for me it isn't over..."

[shhhhhh]

"I have no idea how he knows when I need him. We can go weeks without speaking, and then,

when my blue moods threaten to turn black, he will show up and tell me my moods are

 

azure

indigo

cerulean

cobalt

periwinkle

and suddenly the blue will not seem so dark, more like the color of a noon-bright sky."

-Daniel

[private_1st]

found this from imgur: http://imgur.com/gallery/3Gppu...... i thought i might share it here.

[sharkymiketrot]

Just look at me like you never wanted me out of your sight and that you wanted to rip my clothes apart and go to fairyland with me.. The way you did before. This is sonething that I miss.

Edited May 1, 2015 by sharkymiketrot

[shhhhhh]

Reposting Katrina Tamondong's article , Dear Future Lover of Mine, I Hope I Don't Meet You Anytime Soon

 

Dear You,

 

I don’t know your name. I don’t know who you are or where you are or when we will ever meet.

I don’t know whether or not you are already in my life somewhere. I don’t even know if you exist in this lifetime.

I’d like to believe you’re walking this earth someplace, but sometimes I’m not sure if I even believe in the idea of fate and romance anymore.

Maybe you can save me from myself.

 

If you are in this lifetime and on this planet though, I hope I don’t meet you anytime soon.

I have a lot to learn and I will probably hurt you, because I don’t know yet that you are the one who will make me happy.

I’ve been through a lot. But while I wish you could have been there with me,

I know you will be proud of me because of how strong I turned out to be and all the things I made it through without you.

See, I had to be alone for a while so I’d know what I’m capable of.

And so I’d appreciate having someone like you more.

 

I like being single right now because all my time is mine.

I need to be single for a while so I will not regret not having this kind of freedom in the future.

When I’m yours, I’ll be completely yours because I had this time to be mine.

 

But sometimes I miss being in love.

There are days when I wish you can get here faster just so I can have the kind of love

that I’ve been waiting for since what feels like forever.

But I guess it’s better that you’re not here yet because I don’t know how to be with you right now.

I’ll probably say a lot of really stupid things and scare you away.

 

You won’t just the love of my life, you will also be my best friend in the world.

I’d always thought of all my old loves as best friends at the time, but I don’t think I ever really knew what that meant.

I love that I will be able to tell you anything and everything and know that you will be the one person in the world who understands.

 

We won’t always get along and we will more-than-possibly get into some really ugly fights,

but I know that in the end, we can make it through because nothing is more important than learning and growing together.

We are probably different people with diverse interests, and that’s a good thing.

We will make time for what is important to the other because we like making each other happy.

Of course, there will be things that we enjoy doing together.

We will spend some days curled up with a blanket and books or popcorn and a good movie.

Braveheart will always be a favorite between us, and reruns of FRIENDS will take up some of our lazy Sundays.

But we will spend most of our time going around the world together, seeing places we’ve only once dreamed of traveling to.

 

We both love to talk and laugh, and we will spend a lot of our time getting to know each other.

Even when we’ve been together 20 years, we will always find something new about the other or

reminisce about the people we once had to be to get there.

And while I will probably roll my eyes at your jokes, I will also smile just because it’s so cute how you tried to tell the punch line.

 

You’ve probably loved a girl (or more) before me, and that’s okay.

I’m sorry though if you’ve gotten hurt and I wasn’t there to make you feel better.

I’ve been in love before you, too, and I’ve also gotten my heart broken and feel like nobody could really understand.

It will take a long time before I can let anyone else in again, and maybe you feel the same way.

It will be better to find each other after going through all that, just so we will both know how to not take being in love for granted.

 

We’ve both become better people separately, something I will always be thankful for.

And because of all the pain we have to go through before we meet, we will both realize then that we deserve that happiness and we deserve each other.

I don’t know what you look like but I know you have kind eyes and a genuine smile.

I don’t know what you do for a living but I know that you will have time for me.

I don’t know you, but I know that you can give me hug when I’m down, hold my hand for no reason and kiss me just because you love me.

 

There’s a possibility though, that you don’t exist, and I’m writing this letter for no one.

But in spite of all the cynicism I’m entitled to, I have to believe that you’re out there somewhere.

I have to believe that all the heartache I’d ever had to endure will someday lead me to you.

I have to believe that God created you because He knew I would need you.

 

And while I know I’m a complete person on my own, I have to believe that someone like you exists,

someone who might not complete me, but can make life better.

More beautiful.

More colorful.

A man who can make me believe in love again.

 

I don’t know who you are or if I’ll ever find you, but I wish with all my heart that you’re out there, waiting, just like I am.

I know that someday I will find you.

In this lifetime, or the next, I will find you.

 

Yours (someday),
Me

[tog]

I was just here waiting for you..but I guess I've waited long enough

Thank you I think it's time for me to move on..

[Incest99]

3 years we kept it a secret but you said you had to move on, then i less that 2 months you got pregnant with that rebound person and you said you did that so you can forget me....i guess i have to accept the fact that you are the stronger person between the 2 of us

[Incest99]

3 years we kept it a secret but you said you had to move on, then in less that 2 months you got pregnant with that rebound person and you said you did that so you can forget me....i guess i have to accept the fact that you are the stronger person between the 2 of us...if i there is a one way trip to the moon id take it right now how can i forget all of this..

[shhhhhh]

i just want you. that's it.

all your flaws, mistakes, smiles, giggles,

jokes, sarcasm, everything.

i just want you.

 

 

[tog]

You saw my smile but have you heard me cry?

[caloy168]

everything happens for a reason...be strong...be positive...

[tog]

You said yes but do you mean it?

[glut_func]

Bago ka manligaw alamin mo muna kung meron kang mapapala sa gagawin mo bago ka mag effort. Walang silbi ang mag aksaya ng panahon at pera para sa taong type mo kung umpisa pa lang eh may kutob ka nang mapupunta lang sa wala ang paghihirap mo.

[Hari ng Spakol]

your love is like a sun, that lights up my whole world, i feel the warm inside.

[shhhhhh]

all i ever did is to love you, but why do i have to end up hurting?

i just want you to love me in its true meaning...

[VeteranoDaw]

Love should not be blind.

[Guest iyukitakahishi]

Insulted and humiliated me in public where everyone could see and read....

 

 

Ignored my apology which made me look even more foolish as if humiliating me in public wasnt enough...

 

 

Then you insulted me again....

 

 

And even justified what you did....

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

You hurt me.....

 

 

And friends dont hurt each other...

[shhhhhh]

you are one of the nicest people i met in this life and i tried to forget you..i swear i did

but thoughts of you keep haunting me..making it so difficult to get through sleepless nights

i have nothing against you, i can't be mad at you ...i was mad for what you did but not at you

i wanted to hate you but how? deep inside me, i long for you...

countless attempts of sending you a note "i miss you" led to 9 drafts

i can't be like this forever , yes, i do not have to be like this..

oh dear heavens, please make me forget...

[glut_func]

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[shhhhhh]

"I'm sorry, babe, but there's some things I have to say and I've only got a few moments left. I'm sorry for all the things I'll never give you. I'll never buy you another meatball sub with extra sauce--that was a big one! I'll never make you smile. I just wanted us to be old together; just two old farts laughing at each other as our bodies fell apart...together in the end by that lake in your painting. That was our Heaven, see? There's lots of things to miss: books...naps, kisses...and fights! God we had some good ones...thank you for those. Thank you for every kindness. Thank you for our children...for the first time I saw them. Thank you for being someone I was always proud to be with. For your guts. For your sweetness. For how you always looked, for how I always wanted to touch you. You were my life. I'm sorry for every time I ever failed you....especially this one."