Writings of the Heart

[Guest KT3]

I cannot give you a warm embrace

When you're in the arms of another.

 

I cannot give words of love to you

When he's closer to your ears than a whisper.

 

I cannot give you my soul

When what you wanted was more than I could offer.

 

But I will give you freedom

Because to see you happy is all that I desire.

 

- KT03

[shhhhhh]

from the song , Photograph...

 

When I'm away, I will remember how you kissed me
Under the lamppost back on Sixth street
Hearing you whisper through the phone,
"Wait for me to come home."

[daphne loves derby]

its a beautiful morning

these glaring sunshine is glowing

my eyes, still sleepy and itching

saw a glimmering light, with your face showing

the colors of the sky, the birds humming

the cool breeze that is so relaxing

its like waking up and seeing you at my side

can this dream of you and me forever be set aside?

ahh, this feeling gives me hope

with breakfast in bed and your arms like a rope

tight hugs and sweet long kisses

pls. take me away from this overdue sadness.

you are my sunshine.

will your shine in me be forever now?

[RED2018]

PAKWAN

Kinagat, nilawayan
Alat ng balat, nalasahan
Biniyak, binuka
Munting butil naka-bulaga
Inangkin
Kinain

Balat ay isinantabi
Pagka't wala na siyang silbi

Itinapon kapagdaka

Sa basura

Matapos lawayan

Ang pakwan

[jelly bean]

If only I could turn back time.. If only I could...

[RED2018]

ANG ‘L’ SA MGA TULA

 

piping saksi

nananahimik na gripo
at lababong malinis
sinampa ng paupo
malay nya'y tumalilis

 

hawakan mo sana
at alagaan
kahit matigas
pakaingatan

halikan mo sana
kung pwede paliguan
isubo mo man
at laro-laruan

panggigilan mo sana
at dalawang kamayin
bilisan mo lang sana
at baka mabitin

 

pulang pula
hapit na hapit
ang suot niyang
mabulaklak na damit

itinaas niyang dahan dahan
at sumungaw ang langit
ang tamis ng awitan
ang pantalon koy humapit

 

sa dibdib mong mayaman
di ako makahinga
napupugto na ang buhay
di ko pa alintana

 

ang saplot mo’y kay init
saksakan ng linggit

pagyuko't pagtuwad
naghe-hello ang langit

 

langit bumuka
lumiwanag ang buhay
kulot na buhok

bumungayngay, iaalay

 

ang bayag kong nagungulila
sa haplos ng 'yong dila
hanggang kailan magtitiis
sa kanyang pangangamatis?

 

 

ang bikini nyang di buhol
kulay itim at asul

pagtanggal nito’y

nandun ang mga buhol


nagsalang ng cd
saka pinatugtog
nagsuot ng cd
saka ipinasok

 

 

[shhhhhh]

"in my next life, i will make sure i will find the way to your heart..."

[Guest Vesper_]

Hey, you never fail to disappoint me. Thank you for making it easy for me.

[daphne loves derby]

Are you happy now?

That all you said was happening,

that I was left there hanging,

that you thank me for letting it go,

that im just so stupid to just know...

Are you happy now?

That all the memories had faded,

and everything that has happened to you and me are dead,

that you enjoy watching me suffer,

that from now its still you i want to surrender..

So are you happy now?

That you always use my past to defend your decision,

that i cant do anything but to watch it without a reason,

that your so perfect and true in anything you say and do,

that again to show everyone how bad i am for you...

Then are you happy now?

That you say ill be ok, ive been here before,

that it doesnt matter to you how i feel and more,

that you just want to end everything, pretend that nothing happened,

that you didnt even try or think what will it be if it ends.

Finally, are you happy now?

That every thought of you still remain here,

that you stole an important part of me, something so dear,

that im buried with this blinded hope of you and me finally together,

that i will remain dreaming this nightmare of you forever....

Are you happy now?

[Guest KT3]

In the vast expanse of Time's past

And in the infinity of its future,

I find myself in this fleeting moment

With you.

 

It will definitely not last

As Time never allows such leisure

To fools like me whose hearts lament

For you.

 

But this instance will be forever cast

Into molds of boundless rapture

Knowing my life is no longer insignificant

Through you.

[BettyConfidential]

What on earth did I think about all the time before you?

[layman37]

wish i could undertand.

wish i could explain.

wish i could unravel.

 

oh i tried, definitely.

 

but still find myself...

 

longing for more

[mjane74]

There should be no what ifs...

only choices and decisions.

 

Not for a distant future

but today and tomorrow...

 

A choice was made.

It was a wrong decision...

But one has to live it..bear it...

There can be no more what ifs.

[jelly bean]

I believed in forever.... Until I met you.

[Mang.J]

It's been a while. Ngayon ko lang uli naaalala yung panahon na pwede lang umiyak, maglabas ng sama ng loob habang salo ako ng mga kamay mo. Yung puwede bang magalit ako, magtampo sa mundo, sumigaw, itanong kung bakit ganito ang nangyayari sa buhay ko, tapos hihimasin mo lang ang mukha ko, at tititigan mo ako ng may ngiting makakapagpalimot sa akin ng lahat ng problema, lahat ng sakit, lahat ng tampo, at isang ngiting makakapagsabi sa akin na magiging okay lang ang lahat. Alam ko na marami kang gustong sabihin sa akin pag ganoon, pero hindi mo masabi. Sana alam mo na ipinagpapasalamat ko na kahit hindi ka man biniyayaan ng kakayahang masabi ang nararamdaman mo, ramdam na ramdam ko ang lahat ng mga bagay na gusto mong sabihin sa pamamagitan lang ng haplos mo, titig mo, at ngiti mo.

 

Pero salamat sa lahat. Nakangiti ako ngayon at alam ko ang lahat ng problema ng mundo, kasama na ako, ay hindi mo na problema ngayon. Kung nasaan ka man, magiging ok lang naman ang lahat, di ba?

[sharkymiketrot]

One hour is all that I have

To look at you and smile while it lasts

 

One hour is all that you need

To feel me and listen to what my heart sings

 

Now I realized that an hour is not enough

How I wish I could have lived another life

So I dont have to worry about time

And prove to you how badly I want you to be mine

 

I dont know if we would ever get to see

What is true and what if its not meant to be

But I will take my chances even if its an hour that is all I have

[Blood Master]

You make me happy
You fill my world with hope
You’ve changed my life
In ways you’ll never know

You have a special way
Of making me feel
More valuable than I believe I am
Your soft and gentle smile
Speaks to my heart
As if you truly understand

When something is on my mind
Or weighs heavy on my heart
You always seem to know
What I want to say
Before I ever start

When I just need to talk
To sort through my emotions
Or to clarify my thoughts
You listen with ease and devotion
And I no longer feel distraught

I’m so lucky to have you in my life
Every day that you’re with me
Is another day that I’m thankful
And so incredibly happy

[B@tman]

I confess that my staff who looks like my ex. A beautiful and clever woman that possesses an ample bosom. She was bitching around the office blaming me for being too strict and pushy and I was also frustrated for how she behaved during heated discussions. Few months have passed and she's beginning to get comfortable with me but I can still sense a bit of shyness and awkwardness for what she did to me, though I didn't take it personally. She is a strong-willed, competitive, young woman who knows what she wants, enjoys challenges and able to shine under pressure. Despite possessing a strong outward demeanor, she is gentle, warm and compassionate in the inside.

[B@tman]

Our project is about to conclude and you'll be soon leaving my team for another. You'll be working with a new team for a different project. I relished the time we had with the team and the challenges we had encountered along the way. During her first few months, she was hysterical about how I ran things in my department and were antagonistic about the appointed tasks you received. Things turned out fine when the project began but her bullheadedness persisted and thought that she hated my guts. Suddenly I had an epiphany and realized that she just wanted to be appreciated. I frequently asked myself whether she was suffering from ADD but I guess was wrong. Frankly speaking, she is one of my best staff and it was a pleasure to have her in my department and would like her to work with me again. My staff were responsible for the success of my department and for that same reason why our department remained competitive.

 

In a few weeks, she will be transferred to another department for a different project and probably spend the rest of her career in that department.

 

My staff will always remember you.

[blow_gobi]

Have it your way. I'll leave you alone for now.

 

I hope that later on you will be able to see with your eyes and not with your heart and things will be back to where it was before.

[be0wulf]

I get lost whenever I look in your eyes. But what I really find irresistible are your elegant clavicle and the smooth curve of your neck.

[sweeney_todd]

we had something most people wished

we had a clear understanding

we had mutual feelings

but in the wrong time

we couldnt do anything

we tried to accept it

but everytime we fail

[hannibal smith]

you will always be a part of me

 

in my heart, in my mind, and in soul

 

no matter what happens to us

 

even if our story does not end like a fairy tale like we both wished for

 

even if our story sounds like mushy lyrics of a jukebox song

 

in my heart you will always belong

[B@tman]

You are a rare jewel of great value.

Edited September 11, 2015 by Sherlock007

[femcasanova]

All kinds of relationship should be intersubjective...

 

We treat other fellow human beings as subject.. not an object.

 

No one is supposed to be used up nor be a user.

 

Nowadays it's a matter of using and consuming someone's energy and then vanish like nothing happened.

 

In that case then we should go back to what Plato believes in "we're not supposed to be here" that our life is just an accident....

 

.....

 

I value therefore I exist!