Writings of the Heart

[RED2018]

Nakikinig ka rin kaya ng mga kantang hindi mo alam pero gusto mo kasi may nagsabi sa yong cool yun?

 

Minsan susubukan ko naman maging kontrabida sa sarili kong buhay. Kasi yung mga kontrabida ang nagpoprovide ng forward movement, yung bida kasi reactive lang.

 

nagkakarera na naman ang mga hinuha sa utak ko. Tapos nauubusan sila ng kalsada. Papunta sila sa sari-saring direksyon. Parang ‘yung utot na tinapat mo sa electric fan-gumaganti.

 

Kaya kumain ako ng adobo. Para maalala ko yung pakiramdam nang nag-aagahan sa umaga ng inulam kagabi. Kasi parang ganun yung nararamdaman ko. Yung natikman mo na dati tapos natikman mo ulit pero mas masarap na...

[B@tman]

Just the very thought of you gives me strength; however, the agony of not being able to hold you or have you is torture. The pain of not being able to know what it is like to hug you is hell. It feels like drowning in hellfire but incapable of dying. If only you...

[pedroz]

Things are not what it looks like.. before you speak.. know all the facts ..or you will make a fool of yourself and loose the woman of your dream.

[Flirtpool]

Who falls for who depends completely on the person. If there are a hundred people, there are a hundred ways to love... There never is one absolute form of love.

[sweeney_todd]

Tanong ko sa aking sarili, tama ba ang lahat ng ito?

Pag nagkamali ba ibig sabihin wala ka ng tamang nagawa?

Hindi ba pwedeng may nagawa ka pa rin na tama kahit nagkamali ka?

Paulit ulit, ilang beses, tuloy tuloy. Mag iisip nang sagot, pero walang mamutawi.

 

Mananahimik sa isang tabi, walang ngiti sa mga pisngi.

Kukuha nang sigarlyo, mag sisindi, titingin sa malayo, sabay buntong hininga.

Matitigilan nang ilang sandali, tatayo sa kinauupuan. Maglalakad nang nakayuko.

Ganito na lang ba palagi, hinahanap ka. Hinahanap pa rin, nakatingin sa mga bituin.

 

Epekto ba ito nang iyong pag alis? Ano bang meron ka at tila ako’y naligaw.

Nawala ang daang sinusundan. Daang nagtuturo papunta sa iyo. Naglaho na.

Hindi na nakapaglagay ng tanda, para maalala ang ruta patungo kung nasan ka.

Paliku-likong kalsada, paikot na mga daan. At sa dulo’y ang puso mong aking asam.

 

Ayaw kong mapagod, hindi ako dapat mapagod. Uupo muli sa isang tabi. Iisipin ang iyong ngiti.

Aalalahanin ang matamis mong boses, ang banayad na galaw nang ung buhok sa hangin.

Ayaw kong malungkot, nais kong maging masaya. At kahit sa mga ala-ala mo akoy magkakasya.

Sana makita ka nang muli, bigkas nang aking isip. Sana andito ka na sinisigaw nang puso ko.

Edited November 27, 2015 by sweeney_todd

[shhhhhh]

something worth sharing from an unknown source:

"Don’t do that. Don’t wish you were in another skin, that you were another person; someone prettier, someone thinner, someone with lighter skin or darker skin.

You are you. And nothing can be more special than your individuality. You is sacred, you is one-of-a-kind, you is you. No one can be you.

Love who you are and the world will love you back just the way you are."

[bobikafett]

hindi ko sigurado kung andito ako dahil mahal kita, o dahil walang iba.

[Flirtpool]

to be your friend was all i ever wanted, to be your partner was all i ever dream

[john max]

I'll love you .. no matter what your past maybe .. it's only because of who you are

[sOin2you]

Minsan naisip ko sana hindi na lang kita nakilala... Na sana hindi na lang kita nakausap at nakilala... Na sana kinaya ko pigilan ang sarili ko.

 

Pero kapag sumasagi sa isip ko yun, nagsisimula nanaman maging masmatimbang yung pagmamahal ko sayo. Sabi mo noon masyado lang ako nadadala or mawawala din yan. Dalawang beses mo sya sinabi sa akin. Sana nga ganun na lang kadali. Sana pagkasabi ko nun sa sarili ko mawala na rin agad.

 

Sinubukan ko naman, pero hindi kinaya eh. Hindi mawala at hindi nawala. Ayaw mawala. Hanggang sa hinayaan ko na lang. Nung sinubukan ko na magpaalam sayo para umpisahan nang dumistansya, ayaw mo naman pumayag. Sabi mo magtatampo ka pag lumayo ako ng walang paalam o kaya kapag hindi na ako bumalik.

 

Hindi ko tuloy alam kung ano ba talaga ako sayo para manatili pa ako. Hindi ko rin alam kung tama pa ba na manahimik na lang ako at lunukin ang lahat at ituloy pa din na magpanggap na hindi ko kaya maging kaibigan lang sayo. Na sa tuwing kausap kita ay higit pa sa kaibigan ang turing ko sayo. Na lahat ng sinasabi ko sayo ay may kasamang pagmamahal. Pagmamahal na higit pa sa isang kaibigan.

 

Natatakot ako na pag sinabi ko ulit itong nararamdaman ko, baka sabihin mo nanaman na wala ito at nadadala lang ako. Masakit din kasi ibig sabihin nun hindi mo nararamdaman at nakikita sa akin na kaya kong makaramdam ng ganito. Sana pagkagising ko bukas wala na sya. Para sa mga susunod na araw hindi na ako ulit iiyak pa. Para sa mga susunod na araw hindi ko na kelangan pa timbangin ang mga sinasabi ko sayo. Para hindi na kita mahalin pa ng higit sa isang kaibigan.

Edited December 1, 2015 by sOin2you

[shhhhhh]

"Will u wait for me? I mean till the time im back to my own self..time when its all over and time when im ready to be hurt again, by you for the nth time"

[john max]

I hope it's just .. you and me baby

[clandestinecuddles]

Ang hirap nyan, meron ka nang iba!!!!

[EL_PY]

dami humuhuGOAT sa thread na to a.

[john max]

" let me wait for you .. I know in my heart I love you .. but please don't take too long .. because my heart feels the pain and might die along "

[Tito Dadi]

People Seldom Said I Love You, but when they I Love You, the love has just passed or the love has just laid down, but when I say I Love You, always remember that its just the beginning...

[sweeney_todd]

the place was astounding, the food was great

the booze is everywhere and everyone is having a good fair

i was standing by the corner, feeling so incomplete instead

i wish you were here, i wish you are by my side

you have nothing to say, you have nothing to do

just stay beside me like we always used to do

[Viola]

Hey F,

 

If you back off again, I don't think I can take you back the next time. Because I will be running as far away as I could. You have to make a decision. Do you want me in your life or not? You can't keep on backing off. I want to be in your life, but Im not saying if you don't want me to.

 

I hope this time you are staying for good. Because another change of heart from you will have me packing my things, changing my number and moving to a different city just to stay away from you. because God knows you have this effect on me. you keep on pulling me back in.

[BettyConfidential]

Thank you for breathing fire and love back into this lifeless existence.

Thank you for caring.

Thank you for being you.

[xyther]

#whogoat

#whogoat

[EricP01]

If only.. if only... i have you with me

[sweeney_todd]

these past few days, i choose to stay silent

bury my self in this pool of laziness

i'm not quite sure why, but i wanted to talk to you

though not this way, i'm hoping there's another way

i wanted to be by your side, do you wished it too?

you are on my mind, am i there too?

 

alam mo na kung sino ka..

Edited December 21, 2015 by sweeney_todd

[B@tman]

There are moments that whenever I close my eyes I see your ravishing face and there are times that I couldn't get you out of my head. I need you so badly because you bring light to my darkness and you're that person who can make me neutral. Yes, it is always been you. Nobody but you.

Edited December 22, 2015 by Sherl0ck

[*Jessie*]

“We may be just two different clocks, that do not tock in unison.”

― Lang Leav, Love & Misadventure

Edited December 25, 2015 by *Jessie*

[B@tman]

Thanks for tonight. You were wonderful. Same time, next year. See you around.

Edited December 25, 2015 by Sherl0ck