TNT Hsia Posted October 9, 2006 Share Posted October 9, 2006 (edited) If I can change the world ... I'll just stick to changing myself na lang. Edited October 9, 2006 by TNT Hsia Quote Link to comment
bosorero Posted October 10, 2006 Share Posted October 10, 2006 If only I could turn back time. Quote Link to comment
malisyosa_ako Posted October 11, 2006 Share Posted October 11, 2006 IF KAPITBAHAY NYOKO DATI.. HND KA NKAPAG ASAWA KGAD.. :boo: Quote Link to comment
preacher Posted November 2, 2006 Share Posted November 2, 2006 If only I opened my eyes before it was too late, I never would have let you hurt me the way you did. Quote Link to comment
christinemerce Posted November 3, 2006 Share Posted November 3, 2006 If only I was born earlier...maybe he's totally mine now... Quote Link to comment
mitymike Posted November 3, 2006 Share Posted November 3, 2006 Hi guys! This topic really touched me... Currently, i have a wife and three kids... I'm 30, professional and very busy with work...Though i can clearly state that i'm happy with my life now, there is one question that keeps hounding me...And that would be my ex girlfriend from my late highschool and early college days...She has been off my mind since i married 7 years ago...But on the early part of this year, she suddenly went back into my conciousness...Several nights was i awakened with her image... For no apparent reason, i was dreaming of her...I can see only a face... without emotions, without any apparent movement...This disturbed me till now... For several days i made no move, obviously i was perplexed and paralyzed with the question why was she hounding me in my sleep...We have no communication for so long... Twelve years if i remember it right... But why? Why now?Then, i remembered... My sister told me way back that she tried to call me up in my old house, the house that i used to live before i was married...My sister said that she just came back from Japan, and when she arrived, i was the first people she called up... I never knew the reason... IF ONLY i called her up to say hello... My sister told here that i was already married... she never called up again.... When i can no longer bear the pain of anxiety, i tried to find her... Or to put it exactly, at first i tried to find out her number...I went to her cousin's place... There, i found out that her family still stays at their old house in taytay....I found the courage to call their house... Her mother was the one who answered the phone... She said that she was already married to a japanese national, though they have no kids yet... The day that i called, her mother said that she just arrived from japan... She was not there though, they went to the beach... After that, i never called up again... I lost her number, but i knew how to go their house....I never did find the courage to go there though... I was afraid, of what i would feel and see....For now i knew deep down, that i still yearned for her....That if i see her again, that feeling may surface and i know that it would be wrong... The big if for me was...IF ONLY i was not married when she came back, would we be in each other's arm? If only i could turn back the hands of time...I will bring this question for a very long time.... Quote Link to comment
badgurl06 Posted November 3, 2006 Share Posted November 3, 2006 if only i could be back in his arms again,then i can make him feel the love we knew back then Quote Link to comment
SoundWave Posted November 11, 2006 Share Posted November 11, 2006 (edited) magka-blockmate kami noong 1st year college. hindi ko sya masyado pinapansin. pero nirereto ako ng isa kong kaklase na ligawan ko sya dahil isa sya sa mga magaganda sa klase namin. ewan ko ba bakit iba ang niligawan ko. kaya lang nabasted ako. sinisisi nga ako ng kaklase ko ba't iba ang niligawan ko. balik tayo sa kanya. minsan, nakakasabayan ko sya umuwi. nililibre ko sya ng pamasahe. one time, tumawag sya sa bahay namin. gulat ako kasi di ko naman naibigay number ko sa kanya. nagkakaroon na ako ng hint na maaaring may gusto sya akin. okay, lumipas ang maraming araw na binalewala ko sya. after a year, lumipat ako ng ibang school. nagkita ulit kami sa isang mall. hiningi ko number nya. kaya lang hindi ko nagawang tawagan sya. hanggang sa nawala ko na ang number nya. lumipas ang ilang taon, nagkita ulit kami. nagkamustahan, pero di ko na yata nahingi ang number nya. lumipas ang panahon, ilan babae na rin ang nakarelasyon ko, pero hindi naman nagtatagal. naaalala ko sya kahit di ko na maalala pangalan nya. minsan naikukwento ko sya sa kabarkada ko tungkol sa mga babaeng pinalampas ko. gusto ko sana magkita kami ulit. pasakay ako sa loob ng fx nang bigla akong tinapik ng makakatabi ko. tuwang tuwa ako. akalain mo nga na nagkita kami ulit sa pangatlong pagkakataon. ililibre ko sana sya pero nauna syang nagbayad at ako tuloy ang nalibre nya. panay sya kwento tungkol sa trabaho at hiningi nya number ko kung sakaling kakailanganin ang tulong ko sa work nila. ako naman nag-iisip na heto na, hindi ko na sya pakakawalan. pero nung nagtanong sya kung meron na akong asawa, sabi ko wala pa. ako naman nagtanong. para akong nabuhusan ng malamig na tubig nang marinig ko ang sagot. may asawa na sya at 2 anak! parang may tumutusok sa puso ko tapos pinakita pa nya ang picture ng mga anak nya sa cellphone. hindi na tuloy ako maka-concentrate sa mga kinukwento nya. panay oo at konting reaction na lang ginagawa ko, tinatago ko na lang pangkalungkot ko. malapit na ako sa bababaan ko kaya nagpaalam na ako sa kanya. base sa mga kwento nya, sya ang tipo kong babae na gusto ko mapangasawa. pero huli na. naiinis ako sa sarili ko! nagsisisi tuloy ako.sana hindi ko sya binalewala. sana sya na lang niligawan ko noon... ngayon may gumugulo sa isipan ko.binabalak ko na i-text sya at ipagtapat ang tungkol sa kanya.gusto ko lang na malaman nya ang naging frustration ko.kaya lang nagda-dalawang-isip ako.baka kasi lalo lang mapasama at mapahiya lang ako. Merging SERENDIPITY thread with the IF ONLY thread... the premises of the two threads directly overlap... Edited November 11, 2006 by Wyld Quote Link to comment
sabaku_no_gaara Posted November 11, 2006 Share Posted November 11, 2006 if only id have.. enough sleep,... sarap sana magtrabaho sa umaga Quote Link to comment
loann_of_ynzal Posted January 25, 2007 Share Posted January 25, 2007 if only i can turn back time, although di ko naman pinagsisisihan dahil mahal ko baby ko, pero if only my baby belongs to someone else thats more deserving to have a baby, siguro magiging ok ang lahat para sa baby ko and to my family... Quote Link to comment
LoNeLy_BoY Posted January 25, 2007 Share Posted January 25, 2007 what if I wasn't the good guy other people thinks Quote Link to comment
Guest Cleone Posted January 26, 2007 Share Posted January 26, 2007 If only I'm filthy rich, i wouldn't allow him to go elsewhere... Quote Link to comment
^Tim^ Posted January 26, 2007 Share Posted January 26, 2007 If only I'm filthy rich, i wouldn't allow him to go elsewhere... A lucky guy he would be... might say....Hey Cleone... nice chattin wit u in YM... though twas long time ago... like last year... late 2006 though... If only we were strong enough, we should've fought for out love (me & an Fil-Chi ex-gf) years ago... Quote Link to comment
loann_of_ynzal Posted January 26, 2007 Share Posted January 26, 2007 What if di sya lier, siguro di nangyari lahat ito.... Quote Link to comment
maldita_overload Posted January 27, 2007 Share Posted January 27, 2007 i could have fought to keep you here with me. i could have begged and screamed and shouted... i could have made you see how we were such a perfect fit... you needed not turn your back on me, yet you did, but i could have grabbed you before you completely disappeared... if only i can turn back time, baby i'd fight like hell... i will love you forever, if only in silence... Quote Link to comment
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