Barenaked-NoMre

April 11, 2005

Ate R,

Thank you for opening up to us last night. Am sorry that Ate N did that to you ... despite all you have done for her.

She is not that same person anymore. There is now a new priority in her life. Even her own daughter does not make the top of that list.

We will make things work ... for JDGH, mom/dad ... as long as we stick together ... through thick and thin.

I feel the same way ... only I know how Ate N can be ... you had to learn it the hard way.

I am here for you, always! I love you, Ate R!

A

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Ate N,

No matter how hard we pray for you ... only you can change and make your life better. It's sad that you've chosen someone else over your own family/blood.

We now pray that things will be better for your daughter's future. Unfortunately, that isnt with you. May mom bring her back home safe. JDGH is better off with us here in the Phil.

A

April 8, 2005

CPO,

I have cried my last tears for you ... last night just didnt work.

Good luck with your life. Thank you for being there during those 4 months.

I will definitely miss those moments we shared.

A

April 6, 2005

There have been times that I thought I knew ... yet the answers escape me.

I still have some things to clear out for myself.

Still floating ... meandering through life.

Am going with the flow.

I try to encourage people to join an organization which helped me improve my communication and public speaking skills ... now am not shy anymore but more assertive to meet people! ;-) Try check out www.toastmasters.org and locate a club to visit near your work/home area.

"Making effective communication skills a worldwide reality"

April 6, 2005

Dear Lord,

Help me realize that you have a purpose for me right where I am, whether happy or depressed, secure or frightened, well or ill, going forward or marking time. There is always something for me to learn, or something I can do for you, Lord. You can use me everyday of my life! Show me how, Lord, show me how.

Amen.

April 5, 2005

An old book ... graciously given to me by an MTC member here. ;-)

"The Eye of The Dragon" by Stephen King

April 4, 2005

A/Carlos,

Thank you for Sat. night ... was a real treat ... the merienda, movie, dinner and live band ... most esp. being driven home. ;-)

Am glad you didnt loose your way and got home safe. ;-)

Was good to meet you ... til next time. ;-)

A

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MPA,

Good you won that award for MTC! You looked GREAT! ;-) Can always have something like that with you ... in the privacy of a room ... ;-P

Let's celebrate SOON! ;-)

A

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I,

Weird how you ask ... and I answer. But when I ask ... you dont reply.

I should get past you ...

A

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C,

Waiting for you to CUM back ... will welCUM you with open arms and LEGS! ;-p

A

March 31, 2005

Dear Father,

Thank you that I wake up when I'm supposed to, so I'm able to get to work early and on time.

The time spent by the family at Manaoag was special. I felt Your presence ... hence, my tears. Many things have happened in my life and yet I was there before you.

I know these things happened the way they have because I need to learn, feel and grow.

May you always lead me towards the path you want me to walk on ... even though I may lose my way sometimes.

Take care of JDGH for us. I ask you to have your angels protect her from harm. We can only hope that Ate N mothers her adequately and appropriately. Only Easter Sunday wasnt a good example of that. Be with them.

A

March 31, 2005

Thank you:

* that I feel better than I did yesterday

* am learning new and interesting things with this new job

* that I have a job when so many others dont

* for letting me move on despite how I really want things with CPO

* for the good food that sustains me each day ... food at the caffeteria's GREAT and affordable! ;-)

* friends and family

March 31, 2005

To you ...

I still hope/wish to see/be with you again ... but you're busy with stuff.

I guess things have changed ... too bad.

I still miss you, despite meeting others. :-(

Am just trying to busy myself and hope to "trip" someone in the process.

A

March 29, 2005

JM,

Was surprised by your text ... no wonder you never replied to my textes, your no. changed. ;-P

Thanks for a nice dinner at Tienamen (?) last Monday ... interesting place to eat, hang and drink. I was filled up with the 2 dishes we ordered and Ice Tea. ;-)

I almost slipped when you asked me what I knew about you and JAL. Good thing I had my game face on. Else it would have gone elsewhere ... I wouldnt have known how to steer that topic of conversation. Man, JAL owes me an award ... for acting! ;-) Will have to tell her ... but I cant. I wouldnt know how to explain why I saw you. ;-P

Thank you for ... dessert as well. It was oh-so YUMMY! ;-) Mmmmm ...

When will I possibly hear from you again? Am just a text/call away ...

A

March 22, 2005

Thank you ...

* for we were able to get to and from Manaoag safe last Sunday

* that my 2 weeks pay will be credited today! ;-)

* for letting me be aware ... have the sense of gratitude ... knowing that You provide despite what we may think is impossible

* I am able to be ok with Ate R ... is nice to talk things over with her

* for the new job ... still adjusting ... hope this is a good opportunity ... I think so, am getting up early and making it on time for work ... despite a few hours of sleep

* that my niece was able to graduate last Friday ... we're all proud of her! I will miss her terribly ... :-(

* that I always have enough money for bus fare and lunch/merienda ... am able to get home

* for all the blessings! ;-)

March 22, 2005

Happy ... grateful! ;-)

Getting my pay credited to my ATM despite submitting the timesheet it a few days later than expected. Being new to the headhunter/contractor setup can be confusing.

Good that they thought of giving me my two weeks worth of work today ... instead of waiting for the next payday. Not my fault anyway of the wrong information given me.

Basta ... salamat po, Ms Eyyen! ;-)

March 7, 2005

Thank you for today ...

March 7, 2005

Father,

Thank you that I was able to wake early and get to the 1st day at work SUPER early!

May you blanket me with patience to do this ... despite what's going on in my head.

I need your strength.

Thank you that I was able to submit most of my pre-employment requirements ... so I will be able to receive my 1st pay via ATM. ;-)

A

March 7, 2005

CPO,

I am missing you.

I am no longer of interest to you ... I gather. That saddens me deeply!

So far, I cant say I've met anyone I can replace the dent you've made in my life. They cant replace the nice, decent, kind, sweet and generous man I've CUM to know. :-(

If you only knew ...

A

March 4, 2005

Lord,

Please help me get over this bothering flu i have now... i cough so often and i have a hard time breathing... please make me well...

Once again, I pray for you to give miss barenaked the chance to prove herself... even though I don't know her personally, I do believe in her... and that she's in need...

Please help her...

Amen. :hypocritesmiley:
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Father,

Again ... thank you for prayers from kind strangers but friends here on MTC. ;-)

The cries, pleas and prayers have been answered ... the LONG wait is over. Thank you for allowing me to be myself and enabling me to impress those people who interviewed me at ADB.

What I ask now is for the patience to learn, adjust and be able to cope with responsibilities required for the job.

Thank you for your guidance and protective hand as I went out into Manila yesterday to take care of my pre-employment requirements. That I was able to accomplish all I set out to do for that afternoon. ;-)

Use me as Your instrument.

A

March 4, 2005

Good ... much, much better than a few weeks/nights ago! ;-)

I feel like I've been given a good chance to prove my worth ... as a person and working professional.

March 4, 2005

Thank you, thank you, thank you:

* that I was able to sign my contact for that project in ADB ... only after 2 interviews. ;-)

* that I was able to renew my NBI yesterday, despite a change in location ... from Taft to Carriedo! What an adventure ... havent been to that part of Manila in SO long. ;-)

* for the good time KL and I had talking at Seattle's Best yesterday afternoon ... we shared some personal insights about love, relationships and MEN/creatures. ;-P

* that my stomach's better to a certain extent ...

* for the prayers, love and support of dear family, friends and acquaintances. ;-)

March 4, 2005

To my friends here and elsewhere,

It gives me comfort that you care and wish the best for me. I appreciate the thoughts and prayers.

The waiting has been LONG and tough ... but well worth it. ;-)

Good things *do* happen to people who wait.

Have just been to ANXIOUS, BITTER and ANGRY at the world.

I know what's important is to be grateful ... ;-)

Thank you!

A

March 1, 2005

Hello to the pipol here! ;-)