chiquezee

"Fever"

Never know how much I love you, never know how much I care

When you put your arms around me, I get a fever that's so hard to bear

You give me fever - when you kiss me, fever when you hold me tight

Fever - in the the morning, fever all through the night.

Sun lights up the daytime, moon lights up the night

I light up when you call my name, and you know I'm gonna treat you right

You give me fever - when you kiss me, fever when you hold me tight

Fever - in the the morning, fever all through the night.

Everybody's got the fever, that is something you all know

Fever isn't such a new thing, fever started long ago.

Romeo loved Juliet, Juliet she felt the same

When he put his arms around her, he said "Julie baby you're my flame"

Thou givest fever, when we kisseth, fever with thy flaming youth

Fever - I'm afire, fever yea I burn forsooth.

Captain Smith and Pocahontas had a very mad affair

When her Daddy tried to k*ll him, she said "Daddy-O don't you dare"

Give me fever - with his kisses, fever when he holds me tight

Fever - I'm his Missus, Oh daddy won't you treat him right.

Now you've listened to my story, here's the point I have made:

Chicks were born to give you fever, be it Fahrenheit or Centigrade

They give you fever - when you kiss them, fever if you live and learn

Fever - till you sizzle, what a lovely way to burn.

What a lovely way to burn.

What a lovely way to burn.

Let's Get It On

Marvin Gaye

I've been really tryin', baby

Tryin' to hold back this feelin' for so long

And if you feel like I feel, baby

Then come on, oh, come on

Whoo, let's get it on

Ah, babe, let's get it on

Let's love, baby

Let's get it on, sugar

Let's get it on

Whoo-ooh-ooh

We're all sensitive people

With so much to give

Understand me, sugar

Since we got to be

Let's live

I love you

There's nothin' wrong

With me lovin' you

Baby, no, no

And givin' yourself to me can never be wrong

If the love is true

Oh, babe, ooh, ooh

Don't you know

How sweet and wonderful life can be?

Whoo-ooh

I'm askin' you, baby

To get it on with me

Ooh, ooh, ooh

I ain't gonna worry, I ain't gonna push

Won't push you, baby

So come on, come on, come on, come on, come on, baby

Stop beatin' 'round the bush, hey

Let's get it on, ooh, ooh

Let's get it on

You know what I'm talkin' 'bout

Come on, baby, hey, hey

Let your love come out

If you believe in love

Let's get it on, ooh, ooh

Let's get it on, baby

This minute, oh yeah

Let's get it on

Please, please, get it on

Hey, hey

I know you know

What I've been dreamin' of

Don't you, baby?

My whole body is in love

Whoo

I ain't gonna worry, no, I ain't gonna push

I won't push you, baby, whoo

Come on, come on, come on, come on, come on, darlin'

Stop beatin' 'round the bush, hey

Gonna get it on

Beggin' you, baby, I want to get it on

You don't have to worry that it's wrong

If the spirit moves you, let me groove you good

Let your love come down

Oh, get it on, come on, baby

Do you know I mean it?

I've been sanctified

Hey, hey

[Girl], you give me good feelings, so good

Nothin' wrong with love

If you want to love me

Just let yourself go

Oh, baby

Let's get it on

Missing You

John Waite

Every time I think of you

I always catch my breath

And I'm still standing here

And you're miles away

And I'm wondering why you left

And there's a storm that's raging

Through my frozen heart tonight

I hear your name in certain circles

And it always makes me smile

I spend my time

Thinking about you

And it's almost driving me wild

And there's a heart that's breaking

Down this long distance line tonight

I ain't missing you at all

Since you�ve been gone

Away

I ain't missing you

No matter

What I might say

There's a message

In the wire

And I'm sending you this signal tonight

You don't know

How desperate I've become

And it looks like I'm losing this fight

In your world

I have no meaning

Though I'm trying hard to understand

And it's my heart that's breaking

Down this long distance line tonight

I ain't missing you at all

Since you've been gone

Away

I ain't missing you

No matter

What my friends say

And there's a message that I'm sending out

Like a telegraph to your soul

And if I can't bridge this distance

Stop this heartbreak overload

I ain't missing you at all

Since you've been gone

Away

I ain't missing you

No matter

What my friends say

I ain't missing you

I ain't missing you

I keep lying to myself

And there's a storm that's raging

Through my frozen heart tonight

I ain't missing you at all

Since you've been gone

Away

I ain't missing you

No matter

What my friends say

Ain't missing you

I ain't missing you

I ain't missing you

I keep lying to myself

Ain't missing you

I ain't missing you

I ain't missing you

I ain't missing you

I ain't missing you

I ain't missing you

Ain't missing you

Oh no

No matter what my friends might say

I ain't missing you

MD -

I'm trusting that by now, you can face any tipping point, point blank. In a couple of months, you shall have to face it alone. Do not let me down then. I defied the second floor for you.

- MC

Someone Like You

Van Morison

I've been searching a long time

For someone exactly like you

I've been travelling all around the world

Waiting for you to come through

[chorus]

Someone like you

Makes it all worthwhile

Someone like you

Keeps me satisfied

Someone exactly like you

I've been doing some soul searching

To find out where you're at

I've been up and down the highway

In all kinds of foreign lands

[chorus]

I've been all around the world

Marching to the beat of a different drum

But just lately I have realised

The best is yet to come

[chorus]

I hope this is enough to explain myself....

Nice to meet you anyway

Gavin DeGraw

I don't want to get too close

I don't want to get too close

You see this isn't where my head is

If you knew me I'm not like this

But I just found someone special

And that's really something special

If you knew me

Nice to meet you anyway.

I believe you're very fine

Still I haven't got the time

Cause I just found someone special

And that's really something special

If you knew me

Nice to meet you anyway.

And the sky opened up

With the soil of the sun

Dreaming of my true love...

I don't mean to be so strange

But my life just took a change

Cause I just found someone special

And that's really something special

If you knew me

Nice to meet you anyway.

And the sky opened up

With the soil of the sun

Dreaming of my true love...

So before this goes too far

Let me tell you what you are

You're amazing, I'm attracted

But I'm terribly distracted

And I'm trying to be verbal

And I'm back into this circle

Cause I just found someone special

And that's really something special

If you knew me

Nice to meet you

Nice to meet you

Nice to meet you anyway

Nice to meet you anyway

Nice to meet you anyway

Nice to meet you anyway

Nice to meet you anyway

Had this song been composed then, I would have dedicated this to you. Surely, you would have done the same for me.

But that was an eternity ago, and there is simply no space for regrets anymore.

And the feeling has long been gone.

Still, today, ages ago... for you.

Goodbye My Lover

James Blunt

Did I disappoint you or let you down?

Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?

'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,

Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.

So I took what's mine by eternal right.

Took your soul out into the night.

It may be over but it won't stop there,

I am here for you if you'd only care.

You touched my heart you touched my soul.

You changed my life and all my goals.

And love is blind and that I knew when,

My heart was blinded by you.

I've kissed your lips and held your head.

Shared your dreams and shared your bed.

I know you well, I know your smell.

I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.

Goodbye my friend.

You have been the one.

You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer but when I wake,

You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.

And as you move on, remember me,

Remember us and all we used to be

I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.

I've watched you sleeping for a while.

I'd be the [father] of your child.

I'd spend a lifetime with you.

I know your fears and you know mine.

We've had our doubts but now we're fine,

And I love you, I swear that's true.

I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.

Goodbye my friend.

You have been the one.

You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.

In mine when I'm asleep.

And I will bear my soul in time,

When I'm kneeling at your feet.

Goodbye my lover.

Goodbye my friend.

You have been the one.

You have been the one for me.

I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.

I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.

MVTF/9704

I Can't Make You Love Me

written by Mike Reid and Allen Shamblin

as performed by Bonnie Raitt

Turn down the lights

Turn down the bed

Turn down these voices

inside my head

Lay down with me

Tell me no lies

Just hold me close,

don't patronize

Don't patronize me

Cause I can't make you love me

if you don't

You can't make your heart feel

something it won't

Here in the dark

in these final hours

I will lay down my heart

And I'll feel the power

but you won't

No, you won't

Cause I can't make you love me

if you don't

I'll close my eyes

then I won't see

the love you don't feel

when you're holding me

Morning will come

and I'll do what's right

just give me till then

to give up this fight

and I will give up this fight

Cause I can't make you love me

if you don't

You can't make your heart feel

something it won't

Here in the dark

in these final hours

I will lay down my heart

And I'll feel the power

but you won't

No, you won't

Cause I can't make you love me

if you don't

I'm yours

Jason Mraz

Well you done done me and you bet I felt it

I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted

I fell right through the cracks

and now I'm trying to get back

Before the cool done run out

I'll be giving it my bestest

Nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention

I reckon its again my turn to win some or learn some

I won't hesitate no more, no more

It cannot wait, I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me

Open up your plans and damn you're free

Look into your heart and you'll find love love love

Listen to the music of the moment maybe sing with me

I like peaceful melodys

It's your God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love love

So I won't hesitate no more, no more

It cannot wait I'm sure

There's no need to complicate

Our time is short

This is our fate, I'm yours

I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror

And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer

But my breath fogged up the glass

And so I drew a new face and laughed

I guess what I'm saying is there ain't no better reason

To rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons

It's what we aim to do

Our name is our virtue

I won't hesitate no more, no more

It cannot wait I'm sure

There's no need to complicate

Our time is short

This is our fate, I'm yours

Well no no, well open up your mind and see like me

Open up your plans and damn you're free

Look into your heart and you'll find love love love love

Listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me

I like one big family (2nd time: I like happy family)

It's your God-forsaken right to be loved love love love

I won't hesitate no more

Oh no more no more no more

It's your God-forsaken right to be loved, I'm sure

Theres no need to complicate

Our time is short

This is our fate, I'm yours

No I won't hesitate no more, no more

This cannot wait I'm sure

There's no need to complicate

Our time is short

This is our fate, I'm yours, I'm yours

Guess I'm Falling For You Lyrics

Michael Buble

When I look into your eyes

I see sunshine

The coulds are blown away

I hope you're here to stay

'Cause I've got me needing more of you

Guess I'm falling for you

You walk away

My eyes caress you

Then you turn and smile

You've caught me thinkin' of love with you

Guess I'm falling, I may be falling for you

Since I met you days are brighter

Life's uneven loads are lighter

When I hear you whisper the words I long to hear dear

Now I look into your eyes

I'm lost in knowing that you are all I want

My need for you is growing

Guess I'm falling, I think I'm falling for you

Think about falling for me too

If I lay here

If I just lay here

Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

... C

For no particular reason......

Do I Need A Reason

by D' Sound

Today when I saw you

I knew it was just like the first time

When you met my eyes I came close

And I felt like the first time

To hold back my fear

and feel you so near

I’ve never been this far before

To hold back my fear

and feel you so near

I’m scared of falling into deep this time

Do I need a reason to tell you why

I’m singing you this song

Do I need a reason to show you that

I know where I belong

Whenever I am weary I lean on

this feeling that I have

I am so much stronger now

Thankful, yes I am

Today I’ll renounce them,

the doubts and the fears I’ve been nursing

I’ll fly like a moth to the flame

and I’ll feel like the first time

To hold back my fear

and let you come near

I’ve never been this far before

To hold back my fear

and let you come near

I’m afraid of losing and still I go

Just this:

Every night before I retire to bed, before I let go to frolic in the sands of dreams, I anchor to reality and process everything that slips to my mind.

That is the most eerie part of my day, when demons crawl out and ghosts haunt. It is the bloodiest part of my day, when I wield swords with reason and my thoughts bleed with contemplation. It is the most insane part of my day, most surreal, yet most logical, when and where truth, fact, and reality distinguishes themselves from one another. It is the busiest part of my day, when I sift through images and illusions and dissect lies and deceptions. It is the most fulfilling part of my day, where I achieve what I want, I find what I seek. It is the most vulnerable part of my day, where I say what I ought not, do what I must not, decide what I should not....

Then I let myself slide to dreams and visions of what ifs, what were, what are and what may be.... In search for peace and rest.

In the morning, the golden rays and chirps of birds bring calm. I awake with fresh hope, with new faith, with different sentiments from the night before. It is the other most vulnerable part of my day, where I say what I ought not, do what I must not, decide what I should not....

So which must be believed, what I said during the darkest of night, during the most turbulent time, when I exhausted all my faculties? Or what was said in the morning, after alighting from the mirage of sleep, after getting a perceived rest and peace, when I have yet to start the routine of function, and have yet to welcome reason?

Even I am confused, most of the time.

Tsk.

C.

I hate it when you call.

There is a 9-hour difference between us and 4am chill notwithstanding, you wake me up. What for? You know I always end up biting my tongue, holding back myself from spewing acid, but failing every second that you stay on the other line. Why do you even bother calling to ask how I am? Sometimes I think it is exactly because you know I will bite that you make it a point to hear every sh*t that I say. Perhaps that makes you feel you are paying for all the sins.

You may not be aware but you leave me vulnerable to bitter memories of betrayal and distrust after every conversation. Only you can leave me raw that way. And f*ck, you still get away with it.

I know it has not escaped you that after all the years of complete dedication, faithfulness, and loyalty to you, I now feel I am incapable of trusting another man. Damn you. I can't even go on a week of feeling happy. You have to ruin it for me by bringing back reasons why I have been hammering my head with three things all these time - protect, preserve, survive.

You really, really have to get out of my life. Now. And it really doesn't matter that no one has ever had the courage to stay and wrestle with me and my complexity, until now. I don't really care if it takes time to find that person who will surpass you in every aspect, at least I will know he is more than worthy to have me. One lesser cannot survive. And you, of all people, know that and I know that is why you f*cking feel confident that I will remain without any man beside me for another lifetime. Guess what? I believe otherwise.

You are not the only man alive. You are not the only exceptional man alive. You are not the only extra ordinary, brilliant, passionate man alive. I have met a dozen after you. Its just that nobody dared stay, or linger... But I have hope, and I have faith. One day, he'll fly my way. And he will not betray me like you did. For now, true, I have none, and maybe for a long time I will have no one, but that doesn't mean I will take you back. Only a dog goes back to its vomit.

True, I am not even close to trusting again, as I keep proving that in general, men have a hard time making themselves trustworthy. I am not giving up on myself, though. I will get to that point where I will finally stand still and have peace in my heart about finding the right one, finally. I don't care how long it takes. I will get there.

I have always strived to preserve your integrity, by keeping to myself the reason why I cannot walk down the aisle with you. I will continue to do so. Just please, get out of my life. There is simply no room for you, but in the archives of my heart. I have sealed that a long time ago, and the only things that seep out are dusts, molds, and mites.... I cannot even recall anymore how it feels to kiss you, or how it was to make love to you... Fragments of images stay, but the experience has left me.

Please go. Let me be. I wish to be happy, too.

C.

Ok, I admit. It was stupidity on my part to have let down guard. Now I know. You must be laughing at me every single day I fell for that. Can I go now?

Aha! You must be falling...

Where towers loom above me...

Here I am Lord, you know exactly where. As I traverse the road, be the light that shall guide my path. I know not how I am to finish the journey, on my own, but with you beside me, I shall be able to get to the other side, maybe wounded, but alive.

Here is my heart, Lord. You know exactly what it contains, every secret, every mystery, every truth and every lie... I surrender it to you and nobody else. I ask that you protect it, to not spare it from the crucible of fire, instead, that you will provide me the courage to go through the flames.

Here are my dreams and ambitions. You know exactly what they are and what they are worth. Apart from you I am nothing. Without you I gain nothing, I achieve nothing. Be with me in all my endeavors, for it is for your glory that I strive to do these things.

Here are my transgressions. You know exactly every filth. Wash me clean and make me whole. That I may come closer to you and though unworthy, be deemed righteous through your Son.

All these I lay before you, through Christ. AMEN.

scattered. body at work. mind elsewhere....

floating...

It is surprising how small the world is apparently becoming. Yes, I have met your father during one of my sorties far down south. Admirable man. I haven't seen idealism and practicality so intricately woven in a man of his age. To know first hand that it does actually work is inspiring, to say the least. I still have the magazine he "autographed" for me... Do send him my regards.

I met your brother as well. I was told he was being groomed to take over, but he immediately downplayed the talks and said he was more intent in pursuing his career as an M.D. That he has a sister and another brother who is more suited for the office. He must have been referring to you.

The beach your family owns is beautiful. We had a "feast" of inihaw under the pale moon, waves crashing against rocks, high-level talks half-shouted against the howling wind that is rarely seen in that part of the archipelago, unless you are beside the pristine sea. (The variety of fish harvested by your men were immaculately fresh. I believe the market for that outside your territory is big.) Even the two dozen armed security did not ruin the beauty of the night. It was too bad you were not there. It will be some time before I return to the northern part of the deep south. My schedule has been filled to the brim with OOCTs than IOCTs. If ever it is within the islands, it will be northward, to the mountains. But I am looking forward to meeting the heir to the dynasty...

Yes, I know of the fighting in Siocon which lasted for nine days, including two days of mopping up operation. It is amazing that about 95 percent of the officers and men of the battalion had no experience in combat. They have to be commended. When the marching orders were given, no one hesitated. The battalion showed they were ready for war. How many can actually claim that in this life that we live?

I was told by one soldier that the heavy volume of fire that met them made them freeze cold in their tracks. Baptism of fire for them, literally. But when even just 10 percent of the troop opened fire, that was enough to trigger others to join the fray. One Captain who had his first combat against the Huks in Central Luzon said that when you have the heart to fight, others would instinctively follow. Like a triggering mechanism, perhaps.

Firing at the enemy takes more than guts. You must know that, I am certain.

I agree with most of what you have written, from combat to combat. On one hand, we have seen enough blood and gore. I have not let go of my idealism, unfortunately, but it continues to serve its purpose and I have been fortunate enough to do some killings without too much blood. The ninja way. Slip the blade right through, pull out, and not a drop of blood. Clean swipe.

Perhaps one day we shall meet. Perhaps with the season at its peak, the opportunities are endless. Perhaps. But officers on the field, always. I can never remove my armor, my shield will always be up. Always.

-C

For you.

It felt like springtime on this February morning

In the courtyard birds were singing your praise

I'm still recalling things you said to make me feel alright

I carried them with me today, Now

As I lay me down to sleep

This I pray

That you will hold me dear

Though I'm far away

I'll whisper your name into the sky

And I will wake up happy

I wonder why I feel so high

Though I am not above the sorrow

Heavy hearted

Till you call my name

And it sounds like church bells

Or the whistle of a train

On a summer evening

I'll run to meet you

Barefoot barely breathing

It's not too near for me

Like a flower I need the rain

Though it's not clear to me

Every season has its change

And I will see you

When the sun comes out again

- sophie b. hawkins

I continue with my conquests, save for that which can't be conquered. I will not lay claim to what is not mine, or that which refuses to be mine, by choice or by fate, though I may desire as much as having one belong to me. I go on about my day, not searching, knowing it is I that shall be found.

- C

It had been a couple of perfect days.

Breakfast in bed...

Sushi for lunch with excellent white wine

Under the soft and warm golden rays

Amidst shadows passing by, which I did not even notice

Palms up, outstretched arms,

privileged enough to receive from your overflowing well of reason.

Flattered that you even listened to some of mine.

Fingers intertwined...

Walking side by side...

The scent of red, and the scent of blue

Beautiful image of two

Fate smiling, as if knowing

Dinner of the finest lamb chops

Exotic Arabian smell notwithstanding

As long as one was there with the other...

And then a nightcap

Overlooking the majestic view

Discussing inches of errors and

What can be so right

Ending the day the way it was started

Flesh on flesh

Skin to skin

Heart

Soul

Unmasked.

And so a mark of distinction is stamped

on that day

and days.

Perfect.

Sincerely,

me

From Soul

to Soul:

One thing you have to keep in mind: the tides change every two weeks. You are too smart to drown.

In 1876, they said that the telephone has too many shortcomings to be seriously considered as a means of communication.

In 1974, Margaret Thatcher expressed that it will be years, and not in her life time, before a woman becomes the Prime Minister.

In 1977, Ken Olson can't see any reason why anyone would want a computer in their home.

Things evolve. As do people. Or else you're dead. Theory of Dynamism.

Learn from mistakes. You can't change the past, but you can ruin the present by insisting on the failures of the past you should leave (have left) behind.

You get my point?

- C.