Ryla of Daje

myself. beacuse I’m fucking doing my best in life. every day, I’m so proud of myself. I hope you are too.

uh, not me. I might not be as beautiful as the people you know, but to me, attitude, skills, and looks leave the strongest impression. I’m not going to sugarcoat it, maybe if they’re talented I’d still look up to them, but if they’ve got nothing, sorry. nah. It’s hard to find that nowadays because some guys might be cheaters or something, but those are my standards. and I will never settle for less.

not always — sometimes our own heart works against us. for me, you should follow both your heart and your mind, and it really depends on the situation.

well, this didn’t just happen now, but even until today, every time I think about it, it still makes me smile. the clients I’ve encountered recently have been so kind. It feels different when you know they’re happy with your service—it really made me smile. I appreciate the people here who also appreciate me. thanks, guys. you know who you are. lately, you’re one of the reasons why, despite my stressful life and this line of work, I can still smile and enjoy this job.

well, I used to experience being attracted to guys who were taken, and I don’t know why. I kind of thought, “what if I were their girlfriend?“ LMAO. but I stopped. seriously, it’s not funny or cool. I immediately shut down that mindset and instead became friendly with guys without reading too much into how they treated me. I also had a lot of guy friends back then, and when I started socializing more with people—whether they were taken or single—I learned how to handle myself and how to take their actions or attitudes toward me. also, I’m not that kind of girl. back then, I was really decent. I didn’t have any experience with those things, I was just a little bit curious about it. but now, believe me, I hate people who know someone is taken but still flirt with them, using charm or looks to get their attention. shame on them.

they say the effective thing to do is to make them taste their own medicine, but for me, no. I don’t have experience with these things since I didn’t have a partner then or now, but I can say, their cheating will stop once you leave them and they realize what they did to you. when they see your worth. maybe they’ll change because they lost the one who truly loved them because of cheating.

ako ay overthinker

I miss doing the things I used to do when I was a kid. back then, I prayed to grow up already, and now I’m missing it and wanting to go back to being a kid. ....crazy

career. > ever since I entered the industry, I’ve chosen to prioritize myself and what’s best for me and my future. I’m not saying I don’t believe in love, but it’s just that no guy would want to be with a girl with this kind of job unless they’re benefiting from it or they don’t really love you. so I told myself, I’m not ready for that kind of thing yet. It’s not a great job, but it’s easy money and it was my way to save up. actually, I was able to save before, but unexpected life events happened and I had to come back to the industry. guys will always be there, there’s plenty of them. and if I don’t end up meeting genuine love, it’s okay. for now, I’m just focusing on my goals.

no one can beat your drinking sessions with friends/classmates back in college days. although I only finished up to second year college, but those were super memorable to me. FYI, virgin pa ako non ah. LMAO

..when you’re chill about everything, slayable ka parin. uhm when someone can sing and dance, a very talented one. that’s my definition of cool for me.

I won’t even get into that day, but I think my worst day was when my bag got snatched, including my wallet, phone, CC, and other cards. but here at work, my worst days are when I encounter clients who smell bad, especially their breath and private parts. sobrang malas lang. you’ll notice it with me if I’m quiet or suddenly say no kissing and lock down other things, it means I can’t handle the smell.

well, marami. if I drop the amount here, you’ll get stressed too.

money 💰, good sleep, bills paid, and delicious food.

I was about to get off because we were at my stop, but I was slow and didn’t realize I needed to hurry. when I got out, it was crowded and my sling bag got stuck in the door. It was so embarrassing, I didn’t know what to do, but thankfully someone helped me. (hindi na ako umulit after nyan lol)