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to you.

 

no one has ever NOT understood me as much as you.

 

no one has ever accused me of so much UNTRUE stuff as you.

 

and yet. i let you.

 

that alone should tell you volumes.

 

yet it doesnt.

 

in fact it doesnt tell you a thing.

 

go figure.

 

-k

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to you.

 

no one has ever NOT understood me as much as you.

 

no one has ever accused me of so much UNTRUE stuff as you.

 

and yet. i let you.

 

that alone should tell you volumes.

 

yet it doesnt.

 

in fact it doesnt tell you a thing.

 

go figure.

 

-k

Love is a paradox..

 

It is a feeling that brings joy and pain at the same time.

It is one where one feels so secure and yet so vulnerable at the same time.

It is where one surrenders oneself to the feeling so that one would feel free.

 

Have patience cause a time will come when another paradox like you would feel the same way. :)

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My dearest Josh,

 

I was listening to the radio, trying to sleep, when the song you used to sing to me before suddenly came on. I froze and, as if on cue, my tears started falling. I feel compelled to write to you, my love, you who knew my heart and soul best, although I know never will you be able to read this.

 

Today is exactly eight months after you left. Your absence still pains me so much.

 

As I am typing this, I am talking to Ian. Remember him? He tells me what I feel is natural for someone who had loved so deeply. I should learn to forgive myself. I cannot change what had come to pass. I know I should do as he says; I really am trying. I am glad with the way things are turning out for me right now. I have experienced many happy moments even without you by my side. Still, I have not yet fully healed.

 

Here I am, the cry baby you loved to tease so much, getting sentimental once more. I know you never liked seeing me sad. I couldn’t help it. Sometimes the pain is just too intense it bursts forth like flood.

 

The void you have left can never be filled. Hard as it is, I am trying to keep a smile on my face, and courage in my heart. You have taught me that.

 

I miss you so much.

 

T.

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