The Mail Box

[sinnerman]

Smashing-Pumpkins's Lyrics - Disarm Lyrics

 

 

Disarm you with a smile

And cut you like you want me to

Cut that little child

Inside of me and such a part of you

Ooh, the years burn

 

I used to be a little boy

So old in my shoes

And what I choose is my choice

What’s a boy supposed to do?

The killer in me is the killer in you

My love

I send this smile over to you

 

Disarm you with a smile

And leave you like they left me here

To wither in denial

The bitterness of one who’s left alone

Ooh, the years burn

Ooh, the years burn, burn, burn

 

I used to be a little boy

So old in my shoes

And what I choose is my voice

What’s a boy supposed to do?

The killer in me is the killer in you

My love

I send this smile over to you

 

The killer in me is the killer in you

Send this smile over to you

The killer in me is the killer in you

Send this smile over to you

The killer in me is the killer in you

Send this smile over to you

 

all I can offer is a smile for now to you girl

[litoz888]

Franz Liszt (1811-86) was a Hungarian-born child prodigy who grew up to become one of the most influential composers of the 19th century.

By the age of six he was displaying exceptional musical ability. He gave his first concert at the age of 9, and by 11 had published his first piano piece and performed in Vienna before some of Europe's most eminent musicians. He had two great loves in his life, Comtesse Marie d'Agoult, and later Princess Carolyne Sayn-Wittgenstein. A man of strong religious feeling, passion, and intelligence he ended his life as a cleric in minor orders, dying at 74 at Bayreuth in Bavaria.

 

December 1834

 

Marie! Marie!

 

Oh let me repeat that name a hundred times,

a thousand times over;

for three days now it has lived within me, oppressed me,

set me afire.

I am not writing to you, no, I am close beside you.

I see you,

I hear you...

Eternity in your arms...Heaven, hell,

all is within you and even more than all...

Oh! Leave me free to rave in my delirium.

Mean, cautious, narrow reality is no longer enough for me.

We must live out lives to the full,

our loves, our sorrow...!

Oh! you believe me capable of

self-sacrifice, chastity, temperance

and piety, do you not?

But let no more be said of this...

it is for you to question, to draw conclusions,

to save me as you see fit.

Let me be mad, senseless

since you can do nothing, nothing

at all for me.

It is good for me to speak to you now.

This is to be! To be!!!

[sweetpsyche]

Forbidden,

hi there. nice to see u back hehe

mmmm i wonder.....

to whom that letter is intended for? hehe..

 

seeyah around

 

sweetp

Edited January 7, 2004 by sweetpsyche

[sweetpsyche]

manunulat,

 

nabasa ko lahat ng istorya mo..

lalong tumaas paghanga ko sayo

nakita ko mga litrato...

ang ganda talaga ng ngiti mo...

nakita ko masaya ka..

natuwa namn ako para sayo.

kakaiba ka talaga..

kaya lang ang sakit..

kasama mo yung mahal mo...

maraming beses nang naitanong sa akin

maraming beses ko na ring tinanong ang sarili ko

ano nga ba ang gusto ko sa lalaki.. ang lagi kong sagot

hindi ko alam... ngayon sa tingin ko.. alam ko na..

apat na titik lang pala ang kailangn - IKAW.

makilala mo kaya ako?

mahalin mo din kaya ako?

 

nagbabasa

[Guest the_eight_of_orbs]

8,

 

why the songs?

do you know that i can relate sa lahat ng songs na yan???

 

hmmm.... you can read minds no? you can read my mind!!!

 

or same boat lang tayo... hmmm

 

yan na namang boat na iyan eh.

because i am madly, foolishly in-love with a wonderful person and i can't bear the sorrow of losing him... it's such a bitter-sweet situation... i never will regret getting myself into it.

 

I love, therefore I AM

[irshes]

Good for you, 8

 

LC.. I weep with you.

[lord_rochester]

8,

 

good for you. the year started nice pala for some of us.

[shrike]

to LEIA

 

maybe its intuition

something you just don't question

like in your eyes, i see my future in an instant

and it goes i think i found my best friend

 

i know that i might sound a little crazy

but i believe

 

i knew i loved you before i met you

i think i've dreamt of you every night

i knew i loved you before i met you

i've been waiting for you all my life

 

there's just no rhyme or reason

only a sense of completion

in your eyes i see the missing pieces

i think i've found my way home

 

i know that i might sound a little crazy

but i believe

 

i knew i loved you before i met you

i think i've dreamt of you every night

i knew i loved you before i met you

i've been waiting for you all my life

 

--- savage garden

 

JEDI KNIGHT

[shrike]

to LEIA

I'll be your dream, i'll be your wish, i'll be your fantasy

i'll be your hope, i'll be your love, be evrytin' that you need

i love you more w/ every breath

truly madly deeply do

i will be stronger and be faithful coz i'm counting

on a new beginning, a reason for living

a deeper meaning ... yeah

 

i wanna stand with you on the mountain

i wanna bathe with you in the sea

i wanna lay like this forever

until the sky falls down on me

 

and when the stars are shining brightly on the velvet sky

i'd make a wish unto heaven and make me want to cry

the tears of joy for all those pressures and uncertainty

they are surrounded by the protection of the highest powers

in lonely hours when tears go down on you

 

i wanna stand with you on the mountain

i wanna bathe with you in the sea

i wanna lay like this forever

until the sky falls down on me

 

oh can you see it baby

don't have to close your eyes

coz i'm standin' right before you

all that i need is you !

 

-- savage garden

 

JEDI KNIGHT

[Guest kizmet]

Dear Maam 8,

ok lang po. in fact i love that song too.. heck i love the movie hehe

 

Kizmet, i miss u too sis...

tagal mo nawala ah hehe..

 

sweetp

yah.. something happened ....

 

but anyway... i'm back!

[sophia]

Fly me to the moon

and let me play among the stars

let me see what spring is like

on Jupiter and Mars

 

in other words

hold my hand

in other words

darling, kiss me

 

Fill my heart with song

and let me sing forever more

you are all I long for

all I worship and adore

 

in other words

please be true

in other words

I love you

 

Fill my heart with song

and let me sing forever more

you are all I long for

all I worship and adore

 

in other words

please be true

in other words

I love you

 

Edited January 7, 2004 by inosente_ako

[diskette]

my prince,

 

you are my all-purpose guy. when i wake up and start to think, there is morbid dread of what's to come, and life has become increasingly common, i am taken over by this image of you. because you are appropriate for every passing minute. i cannot look at anything without searching my memory for your arm. so i can pull you closer. yes, my dear, i am impoverished when you're not in my thoughts. yes, it torments me not to read your beautiful words. please do not disappear. not ever somewhere where i cannot follow your footsteps. or all my hours and awakenings are sorrowful.

 

i don't know how to live, to continue to move in one straight line, when you're not around to make my heart glow. i shall be scarred. resisting the flow, unable to ever be appeased. i shall be incapable of ever being happy again. denying my spirit and right to life.

 

so dear prince, even when your feet take you in directions unnecessary for my function, when you find yourself deprive of heart, please be kind and not show arctic indifference. do not seize back your affection because it will only measure the intensity of my pain.

 

 

your princess diskette

Edited January 9, 2004 by diskette

[bettinasophia]

J,

 

Things didnt work out between us because thats what you wanted. You had it your way and you left. The damn stupid thing about it is that you promised so many times that you would never leave me. I hate you for breaking your promise, for making me look like a fool, for hurting me in so many ways you'll never understand. Most of all, i hate you because i STILL love you.

[449239]

CAN LOVE EXIST…?

 

Can love exist without holding your hands or putting my arm on your shoulder?

 

Can love exist without embracing each other and kiss you on your forehead?

 

Can love exist without kissing each other but only say “Good morning,” “Good night,” “How are you” or “What’s up,” and “Are you fine / OK”?

 

Can love exist with someone you shared most of your life even your innermost desire, your plans in life and your family?

 

Can love exist without sex, without those actions that might provoke of doing it?

 

Can love exist without saying “I love you” but you can see it in actions, the ways I care for you, and the ways I used to put into actions the meaning of love as far as I know the meaning of love?

 

I believe that love can exist without these actions even the word itself that we want to say it everyday. I believe that such love can exist in such a way that people can express them as far as the meaning of love is concern. Maybe I am afraid to say those words but later on will have a hard time putting into actions. For me, it is much better to put it into actions and let them label it as love or whatever what comes up on their mind. There are many kinds of love but the highest form of love is that when you give or show your love to someone, that you don’t want something in return. And if you love a certain person you should know him/her first not that by saying “I love you” and after this “I am going to know you more.” It’s like when you love your God Almighty, you must read His words in the Bible because that’s His story. And so with the one that you love, you must know him/her well before saying those very precious words. And we must learn from our past experiences that it will not happen again. Time is gold, life’s too short and a waste of time if you spend your entire life to a wrong person.

 

 

FROM THE DEEPEST THOUGHTS OF:

449239 – Every man dies, not every man really lives.

- When you paint a dragon, you paint his skin; it’s difficult to paint the bones. When you know a man, you know his face, but not his heart.

[litoz888]

The novels of F. Scott Fitzgerald (1896 - 1940) perfectly captured the spirit of the 1920s. His best-known novel, The Great Gatsby, made him an instant success and subjected both Fitzgerald and his wife, Zelda, to intense publicity. Much of that attention was negative, dwelling on Fitzgerald's battles with alcohol and Zelda's mental breakdown. It is evident in this letter, written just before their marriage, the extent of their devotion to each other.

 

 

Spring 1919

 

Sweetheart,

 

Please, please don't be so depressed -- We'll be married soon, and then these lonesome nights will be over forever -- and until we are, I am loving, loving every tiny minute of the day and night -- Maybe you won't understand this, but sometimes when I miss you most, it's hardest to write -- and you always know when I make myself -- Just the ache of it all -- and I can't tell you. If we were together, you'd feel how strong it is -- you're so sweet when you're melancholy. I love your sad tenderness -- when I've hurt you -- That's one of the reasons I could never be sorry for our quarrels -- and they bothered you so -- Those dear, dear little fusses, when I always tried so hard to make you kiss and forget --

 

Scott -- there's nothing in all the world I want but you -- and your precious love -- All the material things are nothing. I'd just hate to live a sordid, colorless existence -- because you'd soon love me less -- and less -- and I'd do anything -- anything -- to keep your heart for my own -- I don't want to live -- I want to love first, and live incidentally -- Why don't you feel that I'm waiting -- I'll come to you, Lover, when you're ready -- Don't don't ever think of the things you can't give me -- You've trusted me with the dearest heart of all -- and it's so damn much more than anybody else in all the world has ever had --

 

How can you think deliberately of life without me -- If you should die -- O Darling -- darling Scott -- It'd be like going blind. I know I would, too, -- I'd have no purpose in life -- just a pretty -- decoration. Don't you think I was made for you? I feel like you had me ordered -- and I was delivered to you -- to be worn -- I want you to wear me, like a watch -- charm or a button hole boquet -- to the world. And then, when we're alone, I want to help -- to know that you can't do anything without me.