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Things are slowly falling into place. Thank you for being there and for waking me up from my deep slumber. I've learned to think twice before jumping blindly and letting myself fall into something that I'm not prepared to. But I've also learned to let unexpected things happen and finding things I never searched for.

 

I know I've made a lot of mistakes along the way and here I am like a sponge trying to absorb everything and anything that life teaches me. I can say that I am now truly happy and comfortable with who I am. The bitterness of failures, hardships and tears makes life sweeter and makes smiles and laughter lovelier to see and hear (yeah, I think I wrote that before).

 

And yes, love kita forever kahit alam kong delusional ka. You know very well that Carlo Munoz will never be yours. :lol: :evil:

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diyosa kong jowa,

 

pasensiya na at busy ang diwata mo...

 

maraming trabaho...

 

wish ko lang andito ka na rin para anytime, pwede tayo meet..

 

i know you understand, still i want to explain.. :D

 

as much as i wanted to spend time with you when you're here... i can't nowadays..

 

sorry..

 

bawi ako next time..

 

PROMISE!!! my treat! :thumbsupsmiley:

 

Love you most! and yes... i appreciate you too.. as much as you appreciate me.. :)

 

 

diwata mong jowa... :hypocritesmiley:

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u,

 

i know what you're going through...we've talked about your situation many many times already.

even without telling me what you really feel, i can read it in your eyes and feel you.

i wont get tired reminding you "ingat ingat lang" and "you deserve the best".

 

just a warning though, i'll slap you to stop you from what you're doing if i have to, not because i want to but because i care about u.

whatever happens, im just here for you..and you know that. :* *BIG HUG*

 

me

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You said you admire me and love me because I'm strong and independent

If you only know how I draw my strength from you.

And just hearing your voice makes everything better

Would you still think I am that strong independent woman

you fell in-love with?

Will you fall out of love with me if you knew I cry myself at night

thinking and worrying about you?

 

I want to tell you all the things that are going wrong but I can't.

I want to tell you I need you home. I want you home.

And that I"m not as strong as you think I am.

But you might think of me as weak and not the independent

strong woman you married.

 

I hope you'd still love me when you see that I do worry about you

and I can't shoulder everything and that I do need you.

And it's you that gives me strength.

And I wouldn't know how to go on with my life without you.

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It starts with one thing

I don't know why

It doesn't even matter how hard you try keep that in mind

I designed this rhyme

To explain in due time

All I know

Time is a valuable thing

Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings

Watch it count down to the end of the day

The clock ticks life away

It's so unreal

Didn't look out below

Watch the time go right out the window

Trying to hold on, but didn't even know

Wasted it all just to watch you go

I kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart

What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when

 

I tried so hard

And got so far

But in the end

It doesn't even matter

I had to fall

To lose it all

But in the end

It doesn't even matter

 

One thing, I don't know why

It doesn’t even matter how hard you try, keep that in mind

I designed this rhyme, to explain in due time

I tried so hard

In spite of the way you were mocking me

Acting like I was part of your property

Remembering all the times you fought with me

I'm surprised it got so far

Things aren't the way they were before

You wouldn't even recognize me anymore

Not that you knew me back then

But it all comes back to me in the end

You kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart

What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I

 

I’ve put my trust in you

Pushed as far as I can go

And for all this

There's only one thing you should know

 

in the end it doesn't even matter

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honey, whatever we have now (i think there is a term for that - friendship)....is indeed special.

but let's keep it at that.

the last thing that i need right now is to fall, deeply and painfully, again.

i've had it with men who flirt around.

i believe i deserve someone better next time.

and i believe that you believe the same.

 

:*

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Pare,

 

di ko alam kung paano i-explain sayo na hindi mo puwedeng

gawing pag-aari ang isang tao.

Kung babakuran mo siya ng ganyan,

makakasiguro ka ba na ang pinapakita nya sayo

ang totoo niyang pagkatao?

 

Ngayon kung alam mo naman na ganun,

at pinagpipilitan mo pa ring angkinin ang tao,

hindi mo nga siya makikilalang lubos,

at di rin niya malalaman ang pakiramdam at responsabilidad

na dala ng sarili niyang desisyon na sumama sayo.

 

gusto mo ba nun?

 

ako ayoko ng ganyan.

 

bahala ka sa buhay mo.

 

good luck pare. pakiss nga :*

 

:wacko:

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i've gone tired of writing letters..

Letters that were never sent..

but this seems to be the only way to keep myself reminded of how things strike me..

of how they made me feel.. and of how incapable of me to let my feelings known.

incapable coz i just keep the letters.... in my head... embedded in my heart..

instead of being told..

holding back, somehow, became my most special talent..

trying to rationalize all the time.. to the point of, sometimes, i myself have already forgotten what i really feel.

how i really feel..

and i don't even understand the point of writing this one at all..

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Sometimes I tend to think why am I at the right place at the right time, saying the right words, doing the right things for my patients (residents & consultants too) but not for myself or my loved ones. Sometimes I'm there too late or worse, I was never there at all. It's just hard because some things happen not because you wanted them to happen that way but because of chance and circumstance.

 

After all these years, I guess you never really did try to understand me at all.

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