Icee_1 Posted October 11, 2004 Share Posted October 11, 2004 Pooh, Things are starting to look up for me. Thanks for being there, and for being with me during my low times. Maybe I'm starting to be happy because I am starting to accept things, or maybe because I have a friend such as you. Be patient with me, ok? Always, Icee Quote Link to comment
ukyo_batusai Posted October 11, 2004 Share Posted October 11, 2004 To my ever dearest Tenga, My only piece of advise to have a sound relationship is to leave each other alone. Don't be overly concerned. Don't try to domineer them, Let them be independent. Let them do what they want. You think you can understand that? but yeah, there are some reasons to be suspicious. Like if your girl friend walks in the room with a condom on her head then you know you may want to ask a few questions but other than that try to trust the individual. If it doesn't work out, you know what? f**k them! Let them drop dead from some weird desease. And die. You're better than that and you don't have to validate yourself through another person's life. Every individual is an island and can be an island. You do not need a signifacant other to live life. So stop seeking something that isn't there and move on. S****r! Quote Link to comment
wjc-934 Posted October 11, 2004 Share Posted October 11, 2004 Wala nang Ulan Dumilim ang langit, bumaba ang lipad ng mga ibon at nagising ang mga bulaklak. Matagal ko nang nakakasalubong ang ulan pero ngayon ko lang nakita ang tunay nitong anyo. Iba-iba ang mukha ng ulan, bawat luha ng ulap, bawat tawa ng hangin, may istoryang tinatago. Ngayon lang ako napatitig sa ulan simula nang nagpaalam ka. Hindi lahat ay gusto ang ulan, at isa na ako dun. Naalala ko pa nung sinabi mo sa akin na makikita mo ang lalaking mamahalin mo sa ulan. Ironic ‘di ba? Ang lalaking makikita mo sa ulan ay ayaw ng ulan. Kahit ako ay napaniwala sa iyo. Pinilit ko ang aking sarili na patunayan ang mga sinabi mo pero huli na nang nalaman ko na hindi ako ang lalaking iyon. Ilang araw pa lang ang nakalipas pero nami-miss na agad kita. Ikaw lang talaga ang babaing minahal ko nang tunay. Marami ngang isda dyan pero kakaiba ka, ikaw ang isdang gusto ko. Sa mga mata mong ipagpapalit ko sa mga bituin, sa buhok mong tila ang gabi’y maliwanag, at sa ngiting kahit ang mga diyosa’y maiingit. Alam kong hindi ko naparamdam sa iyo ang tunay na pagmamahal. Totoo ngang may kulog at kidlat ang ating relasyon, ang lahat nang iyon ay dahil sa akin. Ginawa mo ang lahat para hindi tayo kumalas sa isa’t-isa. Nagpapasalamat ako kahit nasaktan kita. Sa mga text messages na hindi ko nireplyan at sa mga tawag na aking binaliwala, nagtiyaga ka pa rin. Hindi pa rin ako nawawalan ng pagasa. Alam kong ang mga salitang binitawan mo nung gabing iyon ay bunga ng galit. Hindi dapat kita binitawan, nagpumilit pa dapat ako, nagpaapekto pa dapat ako sa sakit, dinagdagan ko pa sana ang pagmamakaawa. Dahil ngayon ay hindi pa ako kumbinsado wala ka na sa aking mga kamay. Hindi dapat ako ngayon nag-iisa. Natatawa ako ngayon sa aking sarili, saka lang ako naghahabol kung kailan wala ka na. Kung kailan unti-unti nang tumitila ang ulan. Saka ko lamang nalaman ang tunay nitong halaga, kung kailan na ito maglalaho. Tunay ngang nasa huli ang pagsisisi. Ngayong ko lang pinansin ang ulan, ngayon ko lang din ito nagustuhan. Hindi dahil sa walang pasok at sa lamig ng simoy ng hangin, kundi sa mga matatamis na alaala na hatid nito... Quote Link to comment
discountorder Posted October 12, 2004 Share Posted October 12, 2004 To: Met-Met We never had the chance to talkbefore you got married,I still think about you. Quote Link to comment
roxysnonie Posted October 12, 2004 Share Posted October 12, 2004 ei, sorry for the unannounced arrival. i saw and felt the anguish you are going thru, and i cant do much to ease your pain coz...but everytime i sit down and think of you, a prayer is said, to ease the pain, the suffering, to get back your health, calm your restless mind and find peace, not the kind you negatively wished demit! peace that takes away the stress of life. oh yeah, you'll say, that easier said than done, and it's true, it has to be worked on, by yourself, amongst true friends and loved ones, together this can be achieved. dearest, i feel your pain, your angst and frustrations, hopefully, slowly we'll try and unravel , untie the knots that troubles you... with your permission, of course! Quote Link to comment
freelicker Posted October 13, 2004 Share Posted October 13, 2004 Just when you thought you were at the top of your carreer, then they change all the rules and you get bumped off!!! I wonder why is life so unfair? Quote Link to comment
LovenFaith Posted October 13, 2004 Share Posted October 13, 2004 (edited) for you...you know who you are...! you're an ass-hole f**king dork...!after what you did to us with peter, you still have the gutsto wish me "get well soon"?go to hell...! we'll just wait for the karma you've cursed usand throw it back to you...!i don't need your prayers, hypocrite...!you're the most stupid person we've ever knew in our whole lives...!stop bugging us, will you...?if you're man enough, you'll accept our decision...GET OUT OF OUR WAY...!!!don't try to befriend us coz after all that stupidities you've done, YOU CAN NEVER BE OUR FRIEND...!!!i've given you all the chances in the world but you think it is endless...well, i'm sorry...we're too fed up of you...if you have nothing to do,JUST GO TO HELL.......!!!!!!! jessie ong Edited October 13, 2004 by jessiebaby Quote Link to comment
LostCommand Posted October 13, 2004 Share Posted October 13, 2004 I close the day again, to slink off to my lairs once more. Another night in retreat, sleeping lightly, watchful, waiting, listening. The delicious footfalls will not come tonight. Save only in my dreams. I await the tomorrows yet to come. LC Quote Link to comment
Raintribe Posted October 13, 2004 Share Posted October 13, 2004 I am too nearfor him to dream of methere is no oceanholding up the flightof wind Quote Link to comment
TOA Posted October 13, 2004 Share Posted October 13, 2004 Ok let me say something ... THE night has a thousand eyes, And the day has one; THE light of a bright world dies, When day is done. The mind has a thousand eyes, And the heart has one; But the light of a whole life dies When love is done. Quote Link to comment
roxysnonie Posted October 13, 2004 Share Posted October 13, 2004 (edited) whoa! hey... thats enuf! sorry, my fault, i care eh... ...so shoot me! Edited October 21, 2004 by roxysnonie Quote Link to comment
barog Posted October 14, 2004 Share Posted October 14, 2004 They say that you truly fall in love only once in your life twice fi you're lucky. I guess I'm lucky that I met you. You're the one I think of every night and day and I hate myself for loving you this way. Because by loving you I also gave you the power to hurt me. No person in this world can hurt me more that you can. I love you. I hate you. Good bye Quote Link to comment
Leslie Garcia Posted October 16, 2004 Share Posted October 16, 2004 Honey, Musta ka na? I wasn't getting in touch kasi baka maistorbo kita ... i once called but what did i get in return? a cold reply ... i didn't know you started editing ... you could have at least informed me so i did not bother you that day ... i wanted to be there for you but you were pushing me out ... i wanted to reach out but you are ignoring me ... i wanted to be an inspiration for you but i think im just a hindrance to you ... tell me if you wanted me out of your life ... i'll gracefully do so if that would make you happy ... yeah i wasn't even welcome i forgot sorry for that ... you take care ... im just around if you want to reach out ... M Quote Link to comment
Zerreit Posted October 16, 2004 Share Posted October 16, 2004 (edited) Stay out of my way you social-climbing gold digger! I can see through you! We all can! My family does not need you. Keep your mouth shut and keep your fake American accent to yourself! No one in my family wants to hear whatever you have to say, you old hag! You have no right to meddle with family affairs! You are not family! You never will be family even if you die trying! Just because you're older doesn't mean you deserve to be respected! I will never ever respect you! If you mess with me and my family's affairs, I swear to God, it will be the last thing you do! Edited October 16, 2004 by Zerreit Quote Link to comment
LostCommand Posted October 16, 2004 Share Posted October 16, 2004 The winter months have come again. These times I used to haunt my spiritual home at cold, cold North Luzon. Unknown places with names like Palanan, Bontoc, and Pulag, dots in the map of a green exotic island bordering the deep Pacific. Hours of driving offroad trucks, crossing rivers with no bridges, crawling up mountains with no roads, only trails, impassable to the fat, noisy tourists in their cars. You and I would drive in convoy, the heavy diesels of our trucks revving up and down in synchronicity, the manual transmissions shifting in unison, the mudpits and boulders tackled with the same aggressive driving techniques. Do you remember how we would hurtle along the dusty, dangerous, bandit-ridden wilderness, breaths smoking in the chill air? The clouds at the Cordillera mountain peaks, the crashing blue surf of the wild Pacific coasts... do you remember how we thought of buying some property there, facing either oceans or heavens, alone, above, and beyond this vulgar, tiresome world? Do you remember how we would select secure areas, shut down the engines, and sleep inside the big trucks for the night, the uninhabited lands about us a perfect inky black, the stars, oh the glorious immortal stars, blazing by the thousands, their eternal beauty forever unreachable, forever a mystery! Do you remember, my sweet? You have left. I have remained. I will remember. Always. -Felix Villaflor IV Quote Link to comment
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