irshes Posted January 23, 2004 Share Posted January 23, 2004 Tazmanic, You brought me to this forum. Look at what you did to me, you Chem Eng'g freak! You told me we should've met when we were both still in U.P. We could've hung out a lot. Played hooky and gone to SM North. Had Beef with "ek" at that Thai Canteen, BBQ at Beach House.. Mang Jimmy's, Trellis... Fishballs, kwek kwek and that cheese turon I love so much from CASAA. Spend afternoons at the lagoon. Watched the Lantern parade together. Chased those ass-baring frat boys (I still have the raw footages!). Crawled home drunk from Sunken. Had alcohol-induced hair cuts at Krus na Ligas. Enjoyed each other's company, to our hearts' content. But no, ang tanda mo na kasi.. graduate ka na, freshie pa lang ako I think what happened is better. See what we ended up as? Two perverts, now at the opposite sides of the city Lovers come and go. Friends could be forever You are one hell of a person, and I love you to bits. Kisses,Irshes Quote Link to comment
sniper69 Posted January 24, 2004 Share Posted January 24, 2004 baba, dont know what's happening.. i guess im the one who's falling.. 1<2 Quote Link to comment
irshes Posted January 24, 2004 Share Posted January 24, 2004 They shouldn't. Yet they do.Your words wound me so. T. Quote Link to comment
diskette Posted January 24, 2004 Share Posted January 24, 2004 what do you want from me? we've been apart 4 long years and you want to see me again. why? please stop calling. i don't know what to say to you. i don't know what is happening in your life now. our common friends think you are happywith your model-girlfriend. you tell me you're not. i don't knowwhat to believe. all i know is, i'm over you. i've moved on.the other night, you said you've never stopped loving me.you said, you still love me very much. WHY? i don't want to start over. i'm in love with someone else now.please don't make me say that to you. i don't want to hurtyour feelings. Quote Link to comment
Switlass Posted January 24, 2004 Share Posted January 24, 2004 Dear, Something funny happened today. Remember how we used to marvel at how magical our way of meeting was? How we had no connection, except for that one special occasion..we both knew that things would have been different had your dog been bitchy that night.. Or had you not seen your friend.. Remember how you felt really lucky and blessed that you were where you were the night we met? Well today I saw an old friend. We chatted for awhile. He told me about this guy he wants to introduce to me, only he's giving him time to 'heal'. You see, this guy recently broke up with his girlfriend, and though it's been awhile, he's still not ok. I asked them why they broke up. I even asked if there was a third party involved. My friend said no. She was too young he said, and he knew it was only a matter of time before she left. I was quiet. He further added that his friend really loved the girl, and now he even feels the need to run away becuase everything is shouting her name. I was thinking..Bullshit. If he loved the girl, he wouldn't have let her go. Oh well I said. Life. He said we would be perfect for each other, and he feels somehow, he should intervene and arrange for something, just in case the stars haven't decided if we should meet. And then he said.. "Donna Jean B. -----" He was beaming, saying it sounded great... And I wanted to die right then and there. But i didn't. You see, I knwo that we still hav one more chance of meeting again. But on the day OUR friend decides that we should meet, I will be far away. No Mercy my love. I didn't get any. Dee Quote Link to comment
diskette Posted January 24, 2004 Share Posted January 24, 2004 you called again using a different number. how clever! how many of your numbers have i blocked? i've lost count.i would have appreciated your persistence a long time ago.but now..... and why do you employ your friends to contact me andconvince me to give you another chance? please leave me in peace. i don't want to have to gothrough another heartache with you. i loved you then. but life is now, and it's without you. Quote Link to comment
irshes Posted January 24, 2004 Share Posted January 24, 2004 The house is quiet. Everyone's in bed. I staggered in. Showered in aquarium light. Fumbled with my keys. Five minutes. Didn't wait to get to my room. Unclasped the unwanted bracelet. Stripped to the skin. Left a trail of clothes - lipstick, perfume, sweat and alcohol. Walked buck naked across the living room. Not a soul stirred from their slumber. Not knowing how I suffer. Dragged myself to the bathroom. Cold, cruel water. Like your kisses, it awakened my senses. The only different is that latter set me on fire. "I am in it, but the bed is empty." How I miss you, my love. Has it been only 3 months? It feels like a million years. Still, I live. Lord, I am drunk. T. Quote Link to comment
RoadPizza Posted January 24, 2004 Share Posted January 24, 2004 C, I guess you're feeling smug right now. It's so easy for you to lie, isn't it? Hopefully, it will make you happy. . . just don't count on it happening. Goodbye. F Quote Link to comment
archer_dude Posted January 24, 2004 Share Posted January 24, 2004 (edited) It's been a long night for me...as usual. Yet the thought of what happened between us bumped into my mind once again, even though I'm all worn out and tired... I ask myself why? can't find the answer...Coz I thought I had erased everything in my mind...but I guess no. Most of the time, unconsciously the thought still lingers... Maybe because we left an "unfinished business". Now everytime I think about what happened I ask myself why I did it. I should've left you alone in your own world and me minding mine as well...It could've been better that way for the both of us. But then again feeling that kind of happiness deep inside is worth all the pain and the trouble that I've come acrossed. Like what they say things happen for a reason, but in our case our paths crossed all of a sudden without any reason at all... I grabbed the opportunity not knowing what I'm going into. Yet my decision is firm as you showed all the signs that we are going to have a fairy tale ending. I had created a very beautiful scene in my mind for the two of us, I was just waiting for you to turn it into reality. But all of a sudden in the middle of things you left me hanging...I had no idea that you'd go the other way around... So I gave up. I went away. I thought it was just not meant to be... but you're so unfair you could've given me even just an idea as to why you did that and as to why your decision turned out to be that way...But no you didn't care about my feelings. After God knows how long, after I had forgotten everything that happend, after being able to find my way to my own little world and after gathering enough strenght to move on... A friend of mine told me he bumped into you and you said to him you've been looking for me after all those years...Why? why just now? When everything has been put into place for me. And most especially when everything's too late. Too late. What if we were wrong about each other?What if you were really made for me?What if we was `sposed to be together?Would that not mean anything?What if that was `sposed to be my house that you go home to every day?How can you be sure that things are better?If you can't be sure your heart is still here with meStill wanting me Now that could be my carThat could be my houseThat could be my baby boy that you're nursingThat could be the trash that I always take outThat could be the chair that I love to chill inThat could be my food on the table at the end of the dayHugs and the kisses, all the love we makeWhat the hell do you expect me to say?What if it's really `sposed to be this way?What if you're really `sposed to be with me? Edited January 24, 2004 by archer_dude Quote Link to comment
silentrage Posted January 25, 2004 Share Posted January 25, 2004 You almost ruined my life. But I guess I'm partly to blame too, for allowing you to do so. I have found my peace now and I've began to realize, maybe, just maybe, you were destiny's way of showing me that heaven and hell are not places we'd go to in the afterlife. They are places we live in now, created by the decisions and the choices we make. I hope you make your own heaven. It's not easy to live in another hell, after the one we've just been through. Quote Link to comment
sweetpsyche Posted January 25, 2004 Share Posted January 25, 2004 (edited) dear will it hurt you if i say.... its too late now? :cry: justme sorry. Edited January 25, 2004 by sweetpsyche Quote Link to comment
JohnCastle Posted January 26, 2004 Share Posted January 26, 2004 (edited) The worst thing about realizing my mistakes is that it maybe too late to rectify them. I just wished that before things started to worsen, I should have watched my actions and did the right things. But then again, it's only when I lost that touch and I lost the grip that I knew I was gone for the dogs to chew on, the horses to kick and the monkeys to spit upon. Wishing you the happiness that you have been looking for and never found in me. Though we may have moved on our own ways, and though I have shown I have become cold, deep inside you're still the only one. Let that pain and hurt remain inside me to constantly remind me where I have gone wrong...... Edited January 26, 2004 by JohnCastle Quote Link to comment
irshes Posted January 26, 2004 Share Posted January 26, 2004 Everybody's got somethin' They had to leave behind One regret from yesterday That just seems to grow with time There's no use lookin' back or wonderin'How it could be now or might have been Oh this I know but still I can't find ways To let you go I never had a dream come true Till the day that I found you Even though I pretend that I've moved on You'll always be my baby I never found the words to say You're the one I think about each day And I know no matter Where life takes me to A part of me will always be with you. Somewhere in my memory I've lost all sense of time And tomorrow can never be 'Cuz yesterday is all that fills my mind There's no use lookin' back or wonderin'How it should be now or might have beenOh this I know but still I can't find waysto let you go I never had a dream come true Till the day that I found you Even though I pretend that I've moved on You'll always be my baby I never found the words to say You're the one I think about each day And I know no matter Where life takes me to A part of me will always be with you. You'll always be the dream That fills my head, Yes you will, say you will, you know you willOh baby You'll always be the one I know I'll never forget There's no use lookin' back or wonderin' B'cuz love is a strange and funny thing No matter how I try and try I just can't say goodbye I was going through my things last night. I saw a letter from you dated January 26. A letter written four years ago. Pretty face. Ticking bombs and dynamite. Guessing games and sweet dreams. You never liked seeing me sad, my love. Today, I smile for you. T. Quote Link to comment
MODERATOR Alex_Corvis Posted January 26, 2004 MODERATOR Share Posted January 26, 2004 Butterflies in my stomachWhat will happen i do not knowButterflies in my stomachdeym Quote Link to comment
MODERATOR Alex_Corvis Posted January 26, 2004 MODERATOR Share Posted January 26, 2004 I open my eyes while dreamingand my vision of you starts fadingI pray that you woudn't stop believing,Wait up, coz my horizons and changing. Quote Link to comment
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