teio Posted January 23, 2006 Share Posted January 23, 2006 a simple thought for you... true love only happens when you stop thinking about the "i"... and start thinking about the "us"... Quote Link to comment
LB Posted January 23, 2006 Share Posted January 23, 2006 to the best looking man i ever kissed, i dunno why i met you that night. i dunno why you stole me for a moment there when it is obvious that i am with him. i dunno why i had deserted him wholeheartedly in the midst of strangers. i dunno why i even bothered to speak while my desire was to be speechless in your presence. i dunno why i had to hurry in leaving when it felt just right to stay and savor our time. i dunno why i had to write it here knowing it is out of your reach. i dunno why my effors never suggested that i want to see you again. i dunno why i classify us as soulmates while my logic is firm on "fling." Quote Link to comment
LadyMariko Posted January 23, 2006 Share Posted January 23, 2006 Dear Boss: You suck! You are an idiot! You are stupid! Love,Mariko Quote Link to comment
LB Posted January 24, 2006 Share Posted January 24, 2006 rr, the date was great; totally unexpected though (yeah, i was effortless and smelled like ashtray). just a bit intimidated by your lifestyle. other details, close to perfect. come what may no, i don't love you yet Quote Link to comment
Sequenenre Tao Posted January 24, 2006 Share Posted January 24, 2006 L, Sinisira mo ulo ko. Mag-isa ka noong new year nun binati mko sa txt. Inaya mko na pumunta senyo, pumunta naman ako. Mag isa ka kse naiwan ka nila ate mo, mag new year sila sa zambales, hometown nyo. Pagdating ko sa inyo, awkward silence.Tapos tinanong kita ng walang kwentang tanong, “nasaan yun boypren mo? bakit ka mag isa?” Sabi mo nsa province. Sabi mo, haflbreed sya, kababata mo. Ansakit non, kse nun nsa south ako, alam ko, hinihintay mo din ako… an kulit mo, tanong ka ng tanong kun kelan ako babalik… Nag new year ka samin. Nagulat family ko kse nga, mag ex nlang tayo. Sabi ko, balik tayo sa dati, besprens. Cge, tuloy ang ligaya. ng magic sing pa nga tayo eh, kinanta natin yun theme song natin, Through the fire. Tapos Constantly kinanta mo, tapos Weak. Touch naman ako. Kwentuhan, tapos banat ka ng, “kun akala mo na tayo na uli, ayoko. Sobrang mahal ko tong taong to, wala akong balak na lokohin sya.” Ouch. Gusto ko na ma firing squad ng roman candle. prens? OK nayun kesa indi kita kasama. Flashback Robinson’s Place: noon tayo pa, ang swit swit natin, sa me escalator, pg pababa, always, one step lower ako syo, para makayakap ka sakin. Kahit mdami tao, nakayakap ka sa bakulaw, ok lang syo… swit natin eh…Balik sa kasalukuyan Same place 4 years later: escalor papunta sa mga moviehaus, eto ako, emote, sad puppy eyes, yuko, emote na ano batong kagaguhan ko? naramdaman ko na nag lean ka sakin, habang nakayuko ako, indi ko alam kun inaamoy-amoy mo lang yun ulo ko o i-kikiss mo ako, pag angat nag ulo ko nahuli kita... nagulat ka na nka smile tapos kabig ka ng "ANO BA YANG NASA BUHOK MO? GEL O SUAVE?" sabi ko gel, sabay tinarayan mo, am bilis ng mood shift mo! Alang kupas. Pero ngaun, indi ko maiiintindihan, dati kse, nababasa pa kita… tapos nilait mo yun porma ko. sabi mo indi mo mawari. ARRHGGG! The agony! Ano kaba? At least, sana man lang, dumistansya ka! Prens nalang tayo diba? Wrong signals? NASISIRA NA ULO KO SYO! Tumahimik nalang ako. Nood tayo ng movie, gusto ko enteng kabisote, kya lng cute na cute ka ke Tolits, kya magic kingdom pinanood natin. Syempre, lahat ng gusto mo, ibibigay ko … prenli date tayo, no holding hands, mo hugs, no kiss. mabait ako eh, ayoko magalit ka sakin... Tapos pinabili moko ng smart sim. Kasi po, smart user ka na, kaya tinatamad ka mag reply sa mga text ko. Bili naman ako. Ganun padin, tinatamad ka pa din mag reply. Pero aside from you, me nag tetex sakin mga wrong send, considering the fact na yun sim tsaka fone na gamit ko, exclusive sayo. Eto ako emote, text cge text, ang reply mo lagi, sorry, busy ako, twag ka maya, kse tulog muna ako, blah, yadda, yadda… pero pnabli moko ng smart sim para maka reply ka na kuripot ka… at ang masipag lang mag text sakin, yun weirdong wrong send sakin lagi na pinag aaply ako mag sikyo… naawa ako sa weirdo, sabi ko sa kanya, pare, sayan load mo, indi nakakarating sa sinendan mo. Sabi nya tama daw yun sinendan nya… bkit daw ako nakakuha ng mga msgs nya. Indi nako ng reply, wrong send padin lagi si weirdo. Nag sawa nko mg text/tumawag syo, di mana kita mkausap ng matino. Naalala mo nun sinabi ko sa txt na itatapon ko na tong Smart sim ko, nagpasalamat ako syo kse masaya new year ko, magkasama tayo madalas pero sana naman, indi mo ko na beuna mano ng kalungkutan tsaka inis ngayong 2006! Sa aktong tatangalin ko nay un sim, nag-ring yun fone ko. Si weirdo, nag miscol. Gagong yun, kapos siguro tao sa agency nila. A few days later, an sarap padin ng text ko syo, cge, text. Indi kita matiis eh. pero me reply ka sakin sakin na indi ko ma gets. "indi na tayo pede lumabas gaya ng gusto mo. indi na pde yun tulad ng dati. Pero Pg bumalik ka sa south, antayin mko. jan ako syo sa summer vacation, pero sagot mo lahat ha, hihihi." ansakit sa ulo ng text mo, ni reply kon nalang na "kaw tlaga, lahat ng gagwin ko para syo, sa future natin." nabuhayan ako, pero malabo padin. Tapos me nag text (celpon mo pa gamit). si ken daw cya yun boypren mo. mbait naman, na bad trip lang kse me nag tetext sa gelpren nya ng mga sweet messages. ok na, mabait naman eh, sinabi ko sa kanya na “MAHAL PA DIN KITA, kya lang, IKAW MAHAL NYA.” Maayos ang usapan. Mabit sya ka txt, so eto ako, ala na sa eksena. Kinabukasan. inaya mo ako mag date. neknek mo! malay koba na kaw nga si L, baka si ken ka, gusto mo lang ako bugbugin... pero L, umaasa ako noon na ikaw nga yon, kya lng, litong lito talaga ako. Parang mababaliw ako kakaisip… nag decide ako na wag nlang, baka mag away pa kayo ni ken… Alam mo, gusto ko talaga na makita ka, tapos kun ksama mo si ken at indi sya fictional, kakamayan ko sya. tapos masaya tayo lahat diba? YOU DESERVE SUCH A NICE GUY, sasabihin ko sa iyo. malaki mga atraso ko noon syo. tiniis mo ako isang, adelantado, arogante, makasarili. Yun mga ka babawan tsaka pagka kuripot ko noon, sakay ka lang, kahit indi bagay syo, kse alam ko mahal mo ako. Iniwan kita twice. Tapos kaw tong pupunta sakin, tayo uli. Indi lang two-timing gnawa ko syo, alam mo yun, tinanggap mo padin ako. Ngayon na naki pag break ka at obvious na ayaw mo na, ako tong mapilit. Siguro, yun ibang sinulat ko sa taas, iba point of view mo. imagination ko lang at me paliwanag ka. Madami na tayong pinag daanan. kun hindi lang tayo on and off, 6 years straight na tayo. Alam ko kse anjan ka lang, in love ka sakin, indi ka mawawala. Makapal talaga mukha ko, Sa kakapalan si weirdong wrong send, ina-assume ko na ikaw yun, at ina assume ko din na imbento mo lang si ken na amerasian… sana, indi na kita pinawalan, indi nging makitid utak ko, sana, mahal mo padin ako… ngaun, na realize ko, indi ko kaya na wala ka. Pag naging tayo uli, papakasalan na kita Mahal… -P- Quote Link to comment
Barenaked-NoMre Posted January 25, 2006 Share Posted January 25, 2006 I cant escape you ... I see your name in the oddest of places. I do miss you ... I cant recall having "dates" with the other MEN I've been with ... it was something else with them. With you ... it was that and MORE. I just didnt see YOU ... now I do. But ... Quote Link to comment
LadyMariko Posted January 25, 2006 Share Posted January 25, 2006 (edited) :cry: just when i'm starting to hate you, you do something nice. Edited February 22, 2006 by LadyMariko Quote Link to comment
chinits Posted January 26, 2006 Share Posted January 26, 2006 trust me, i know!! Quote Link to comment
gen_g Posted January 29, 2006 Share Posted January 29, 2006 oh well....im going to miss her....what will i be w/o her here...floating on air..passing life by...emptier maybe........;( Quote Link to comment
LostCommand Posted January 29, 2006 Share Posted January 29, 2006 (edited) I have worked late, through these last weekends, skipped many meals, partied hard, gone gyming, written much in many sheets and crevices, and boards, I am running away, full tilt. If I should stop, then truth would catch up with me! I am now near exhausted. I am only waiting for myself to finally give out and totally collapse, the last kilometer on the bike machine, the last ten repetitions of the weight set, and now these wee hours of the morning, using my last ounce of energy to make a few more decisions, finish a few more sentences, make out one more report, one last essay, I am tired and the awful truth is snapping at my heels I am about to tumble and fall and face the truth, and scream (The marble was so cold to the touch, even now, I jerk my fingers away) She is gone, truly gone Edited January 29, 2006 by LostCommand Quote Link to comment
Barenaked-NoMre Posted January 30, 2006 Share Posted January 30, 2006 D, You seem nice. Talking to you over the phone ... was wholesome. Yet, our textes werent. ;-) Anyway, hope to meet you soon. May I not be too taken by you. It's too soon for me, I think. I'm still trying to get over him ... Be patient with me. May we be friends ... w/o any of the sexual intonations. I'd like that. Seems we can even be biz acquaintainces too ... later on. We'll see. Til then. A Quote Link to comment
LostCommand Posted January 30, 2006 Share Posted January 30, 2006 I can not reach you now lady,Time, distance, and my own pride conspire,I told you, once, that all I had were words...I see you understood, Good night, and take care, C Quote Link to comment
Wyld Posted January 30, 2006 Share Posted January 30, 2006 Thanks for not even bothering to tell me that you would be gone for this long. Inspite of my best intentions not to be hurt, I am. It just makes me realize a whole lot of things. Not any of them good. But still... Silly stupid me. Quote Link to comment
Recommended Posts
Join the conversation
You can post now and register later. If you have an account, sign in now to post with your account.
Note: Your post will require moderator approval before it will be visible.