The Mail Box

[G T]

i do feel the same kaya lang it cant be the same as before. as you told me, you do understand.i may not be saying it but im doing the same things i did before.you are special my dearest and you know that.

[Wyld]

I never do ask for much.

 

I just want what was.

 

Not a fraction of it.

 

Not even the acts.... just some of the phrases.

 

Thats all I will ever have.

 

Will you deny me that?

[roxysnonie]

 

repost ko lng...as a sign of reconfirmation!

 

for you!

 

... i offer my arms to catch you when you fall,

to keep you warm whenever your cold.

 

... i offer my ears to listen to whatever troubles you.

 

...i offer an earnest shoulder for you to cry on.

 

...i offer my mind and its thoughts for whatever you may have use of it for.

 

...i offer friendship or whatever that evolves along the way.

 

aba dami na itong "special offer na to ah!"...

 

 

kidding aside, i will try to keep the good impression you have of me, and yours with me!

 

 

[jennybaby]

Why

 

Can I just tell you why I wanna hurt you so much?

Why I make fun of everything you say

And act like every deed you do is stupid

Why nothing you do seems to be okay

 

Can I just tell you why I wanna hurt you so much?

Why I say things to make you cringe

And act like you’re worthless s**t

Why on embarrassing you, I binge

 

It’s cos you hurt me, and hurt me still.

Cos you loved me here and left me there

You made promises that you never will fulfill

And I go berserk whenever I see her

The girl that makes us all feel ill

 

Can I just tell you why I wanna hurt you so much?

Why I try to fight the butterflies in my tummy

And look away when I see your face

Why I pretend you never were with me

 

Can I just tell you why I wanna hurt you so much?

Why I smile and laugh and party

And act like I don’t need you in my life

Why, when I see that with her you’re not happy

 

That is why I wanna hurt you so much

So that she can be what I want to be

So that you can never feel the hurt that I feel

And all I ever will be is just a blurry memory

 

It’s cos you hurt me, and hurt me still.

Cos you loved me here and left me there

You made promises that you never will fulfill

And I go berserk whenever I see her

The girl that makes us all feel ill

 

[KristinLavransdatr]

my mentor was impressed with the character sketch i made of you. and that you need only be in a plane and there'll be a story. you don't need a plot; you are the story.

 

but the gaps didn't escape her. how can i present your entirety without exposing my being? those i kept to myself meant to protect us.

 

and now, only the 5 years worth of e-mails and chatlogs and that one recorded interview are left with me. the strength is gone and so is the will.

 

perhaps i will take her suggestion more seriously and write a play on balweg instead.

Edited January 19, 2006 by KristinLavransdatr

[LB]

i never thought that it could be this year.i am so nervous.of course,i am excited.though,my tongue might not function well.i hate their eyes on me.i am sure to make the conversation as casual and relax as possible.but deep inside,my nerves would be palpitating.yeah,this is it.the moment we waited for.only world war 3 could stop it from happening.help me God.

[G T]

thanks for understanding. you're still my dearest indeed.

[Wyld]

Nothing changed.

 

Really.

 

Not on my end at least.

 

And if you say nothing changed on yours...

 

Let it be then.

Edited January 19, 2006 by Wyld

[missmanners]

i'm surprised with how much i miss you. i'm surprised with how much of a shameless sap i've become. i'm surprised because this time last week, who were you to me?

 

i fought off instinctively when you said "you wanted to take care of me." what does that mean exactly? i've been taking care of myself for so long i don't know how that feels to let go completely. to surrender. to say i need help. to say i need you.

 

i'm awash with emotiions i'm not sure i want to have.

 

but i do miss you. my small bed feels empty without you. even meals where you're not eating where i can see you taste less delicious, feel less nourishing. and with figaro stuck at the vet's, the house feels even emptier, colder. i wake up so often during the night. unlike when you're around and i only wake because i feel you rustle beside me.

 

i miss your smell. the smell that's so you. the smell that sticks to my hands when you leave. that i get a whiff of when my nose is pressed to the sheets. i miss you staring at me while i drift off to sleep. i miss you laughing at me. mocking me. delighting in me.

 

tonight will be difficult to get through again. i wish it were tomorrow already.

[teio]

you caught me by surprise with your message on the bulletin board addressed to me... thanking me for that poem i posted on my blog... telling me how you liked it...

 

if you only knew... that the poem reflects my true emotions towards you...

[carameloncake3]

sorry, if you think that i turned you down. honestly, i wanted to be your friend. i know that personality and other talents do matter more that the physical. there is a chance for us to be more than this in the future. today is just not the time. i am sorry if you are hurt. that is the not what i have in mind.

[LadyMariko]

i want you back.

[curian]

There are certain things that can never be recovered no matter how hard we try but still... i always believed i can defy fate, i still want to be with you but you have to help me help you. i do not dream without you... i gave you my surrender... and in the process, destroyed my monumental pride. now i want your surrender, i want you, i want your love and attention as you conceded i deserve. please...

[Wyld]

Ambaduy ko. Nanonood ako ng TFC tapos nadinig ko tong song na to kinanta ng MYMP. Actually themesong ata to ni Juday at ng bf nyang cutie. Pero na alala kita.

 

Nakakainis. Ambaduy ko. Pero na alala kita.

 

Sasabihin mo na naman you dont deserve this. E bakit ba? As far as im concerned, you do. Wala ka nang magagawa non.

 

So ikaw, oo ikaw... Para sa iyo to.

 

Ambaduy ko talaga. Pramis.

 

 

NO ORDINARY LOVE

 

This could have been just another day

But instead we're standing here

No need for words, it's all been said

In the way you hold me near

I was alone on this journey

You came along to comfort me

Everything I want in life is right here

 

'Cause this is not your ordinary

No ordinary love

I was not prepared enough

To fall so deep in love

This is not your ordinary

No ordinary love

You were the first to touch my heart

Made everything right again

With your extraordinary love

 

I get so weak

When you look at me

I get lost inside your eyes

Sometimes the magic is hard to believe

But you're here before my weary eyes

You brought joy to my world

Set me so free

I want you to understand

You are every breath that I breathe

 

This is not your ordinary

No ordinary love

I was not prepared enough

To fall so deep in love

This is not your ordinary

No ordinary love

You were the first to touch my heart

Made everything right again

With your extraordinary love

 

From the very first time that we kissed

I knew that I just couldn't let you go at all

From this day on, remember this:

That you're the only one that I adore

Can't we make this last forever

This can't be a dream

'Cause it feels so good to me

 

This is not your ordinary

No ordinary love

I was not prepared enough

To fall so deep in love

This is not your ordinary

No ordinary love

You were the first to touch my heart

Made everything right again

With your extraordinary love

 

Edited January 23, 2006 by Wyld

[gen_g]

hmmmm..im just chilling...feeling the breeze, the sights, the sounds.....