G T Posted January 5, 2006 Share Posted January 5, 2006 first post. (ulit). scared.nervous.excited.mixed feelings. Quote Link to comment
Wyld Posted January 5, 2006 Share Posted January 5, 2006 I think its you but im not sure. I hope its you but I dare not hope. Perhaps it IS you... then again maybe its not. I dont want to think anymore. Quote Link to comment
Guest temperamental Posted January 6, 2006 Share Posted January 6, 2006 J, why don't you give me a chance to love you? R Quote Link to comment
G T Posted January 6, 2006 Share Posted January 6, 2006 my dearest,nice to be chatting with you again.miss you much.ingat.have a nice weekend. Quote Link to comment
Wyld Posted January 6, 2006 Share Posted January 6, 2006 (edited) For however long. In whatever way. As long as its you. Im happy. Edited January 6, 2006 by Wyld Quote Link to comment
gen_g Posted January 7, 2006 Share Posted January 7, 2006 im surfing at undeciding...going with flow...generally living normally but then questioning as to where it will all lead to.... Quote Link to comment
kookai_01 Posted January 7, 2006 Share Posted January 7, 2006 ei beyb, i'm still missin you... and loving you... so much that it hurts... i'm so sorry. Quote Link to comment
Guest temperamental Posted January 8, 2006 Share Posted January 8, 2006 D, I enjoy talking with you.I enjoy "harrassing" you I can proudly say that I have mastered the art of multi-tasking because of you. Thanks for making my nights livelier.Thank you FRIEND R P.S. Now, don't you go about asking me who the hell D is Quote Link to comment
missmanners Posted January 9, 2006 Share Posted January 9, 2006 i found it hilarious when you said you were jealous of someone i'd never even met. i wanted to laugh at you and hug you at the same time. i wanted to tell you not to worry because i'm really not interested. but the truth is, i don't think that's the reassurance you need to hear. i think you need to hear that i'm falling for you too. that i feel wonderful being around you. that painting that stupid ceramic bowl with you was the most fun i've had in ages. that staying in bed with you doing nothing and staring at the ceiling is sometihing i'd rather do than be at a really loud party getting sloshed. that i really appreciated you being home, waiting for me and then not complaining when i just crashed into bed, dizzy and drunk. but i'm not ready to tell you all that. i have a lot of things to figure out. a lot of memories to bury. a lot of issues to resolve. and you've said i like complicating things but that's just the way i am. i just hope that when i've figured things out, you'll still be around. because if there's at least one thing i'm sure of now, it's that i do want you around. Quote Link to comment
Zerreit Posted January 10, 2006 Share Posted January 10, 2006 I'm at that point again wherein I'd have to make another decision that can make or break me. Do I have what it takes to become a leader? To be followed and to set an example? I don't know..... I think I'm a bit hesitant to take the next step. Maybe I need a little more push. Maybe I need to convince myself a bit more that now is my time to shine. It's my time to show what I'm made of. It's in the blood anyway. Why is it that everything seems more difficult the moment life presents you with a lot of options? Quote Link to comment
G T Posted January 10, 2006 Share Posted January 10, 2006 pasensya ka na. di ako nakasagot agad sa PM mo. ngayon lang kasi nag log on ulit. nasa byahe ulit.cebu tonight then back to manila tom.may kasama ako. i'll visit the site once possible. o, eto kiss mo. baka sabihin mo naman nakalimutan ko ulit.mwahhh.hehehe. Quote Link to comment
Wyld Posted January 11, 2006 Share Posted January 11, 2006 Why does it feel as if you see me as nothing more than an amusement. That was not so before. Are you telling me that much has shifted since? Quote Link to comment
G T Posted January 12, 2006 Share Posted January 12, 2006 the feeling is still the same. siguro its more of how frequent are we communicating right now. may mga times na misinterpreted kasi actions ko eh. bottomline, you're still my dearest. Quote Link to comment
Wyld Posted January 12, 2006 Share Posted January 12, 2006 So much left unsaid.Im a bit hesitant to trust what my heart tells me.I dont know what to think. Quote Link to comment
KristinLavransdatr Posted January 13, 2006 Share Posted January 13, 2006 (edited) michael, after almost five years. could anything be more surreal than the anticipation, the expectation of the old familar? how do i write in words a mosaic of feelings, a catastrophe of time not ticking forward? where do i locate the senses that refuse to acknowledge a present reality in suspended wonder? who computes the warmth from your hand to my palm, the abnormality of white heat that turned to orange numbness? i am a wreck in time, smithereens in space. what you do to me is what i would do to myself if i were a goddess. PS: i apologize for the old words that refuse to sound new. Edited January 13, 2006 by KristinLavransdatr Quote Link to comment
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