The Mail Box

[Wyld]

I long to be the balm that eases your pain.

 

The arms that hold you tight at the end of the day.

 

The smile that welcome you home, wherever we might be.

 

I long to be sand to your surf, forever meeting...

 

I long to be stars to your sky, that we may always be together.

 

Always.

 

-urC

[missmanners]

you are funny in your uncertainty. for sure, there are still feelings there. i see it in your eyes, feel it in the way you steal caresses. you beckoned me to sit by you the other day and i refused. it is funnier still the vindication i feel when i can say 'no' to you like that. point blank. no excuses.

 

the problem with this situation, i suppose, is that i am certain now... unlike before... where i wasn't sure what i wanted. and if there's anything the past year has bought me, it's the certainty that i don't deserve to go back to the shithole that you put me in.

 

i'm kind of confused, though, with what's going on between you and that lying-two-faced-bitch-i-used-to-call-a-friend. but whatever it is, i hope it works out. she looks like she wants it to. never mind what you look like. but, really. i mean it. you deserve some peace... and it should come if you let it.

 

and as for me? i'm resoundingly happy. and it's not because it's killing you that i'm ok. it's not because this time it seems you want to crawl back. it's because i just really, truly, genuinely am happy. and that's a very, very good thing.

[missmanners]

i miss you. :*

 

i was kind of sad we couldn't talk on the phone but i also felt guilty that i woke you up. tomorrow is another day, i suppose. i can hear your voice then. besides, that's only five hours from now.

[Lipstick]

A few hours after Yesterday

A few hours into Today

and a few Hours until the break of a Tomorrow

 

My Gift,

 

It is raining, an auspicious omen. The sound of the rain serenading me outside the window would not let me sleep and I willingly surrendered to the thoughts of you to come.

 

Shhh, they are watching us. The words are freer than they have ever been. They are happy like me. They are envious like me. They singe with lust like me. But unlike me, they do not have you.

 

Am walking home now. After we embrace, we shall bathe.

 

Tu m'embrasse.

 

-L-

[black cat]

Hey,

 

It was nice talking to you again. After all these months of being wary of you.. countless sleepless nights.. finally, it's over. I could breathe again. I could smile again.

 

I know you're happy now.. I'm really glad.

 

See you next life. :hypocritesmiley:

 

BC

[LB]

i'm sorry for lying. i won't give it back. why? because it belongs to me now. its just a minute consolation for all the bad times. i don't hate you though. still, the thought to letting you get it depresses me. so, i'd rather not. you're going to hate me, don't you? well, its useless to ask. i know you'll freak out.

[KristinLavransdatr]

waaaaah! this is exactly how i lost her... jeeeze... and i saw the film after we broke up. i should ask though, were you doing it on purpose? i mean knowingly to shooo him away?

<{POST_SNAPBACK}>

yes, on purpose. there were no other ways. he was just too perfect and i wasn't ready for something that was too beautiful. the realtionship wasn't something that just grows by the day. it was something inexplicably wonderful, inhumanly right at the onset. and that was really, really scary.

 

and my friends crucified me for it. but, i'm forgiven now. today, i only have to deal with regrets and ...yeah...the what ifs.

[Wyld]

I have no words... just a longing for your touch.

 

I have no words... just a desire to hear from you.

 

I have no words... just love in my heart.

 

All for you.

 

Always.

 

-urC

[jumpman23]

I want to be the witness to your life.

 

Witness your joys, your sorrows.

Witness the success, the disappointments.

Witness the big things, the mundane things.

 

You won't ever have to say that you are unnoticed. I will be there to notice you. You won't ever have to be unwitnessed. I will be your witness.

[Wyld]

 

In the words of Hootie and the Blowfish...

 

Yeah, Im tangled up in blue

I only wanna be with you.

You can call me a fool

I only wanna be with you.

 

That just about says it all....

 

Always.

 

-urC

[Nightwatcher]

HI G,

 

There are things better left unsaid, and there are feelings better left unexpressed. The past few days have been hellish and the flames of an unextinguished fire have been leaving 3rd degree burns inside me...

 

But I'm back now...healed...and will stay for good.

 

Just me,

 

R

[Guest simply_miss]

Dear Mr. D

 

I won't wish for riches but I wish you success in everything you do

I won't wish for fame but instead I pray that you'll find wisdom in every situation you face in life

I won't wish you any kind of material thing for I know you are easily satisfied with the things you have in life now

 

Instead, I pray for health so you can be with the people who loves you and cares and to have you around anytime they want

I pray for healing intenally so you can experience joy and happiness in your heart

I pray that you'll have more motivation and patience to face life's challenges

And most of all I pray that you will still be the guy that we've come to know in the coming years to come

 

....Thanks for being such a wonderful person that you are....

 

Am just here always,

 

simplymiss

[best_X_girlfriend]

no picture in your wallet

 

no picture in your friendster account

 

not introducing me as your gf

 

simple gestures and yet you're not doing it. or you dont want to do it.

 

because people or your "friends" might know you're in a relationship

 

and now you're telling me that i should feel secure?

 

how can i?

 

if everytime we'll bump into one of your friends, you'll forget to introduce me

 

if everytime you'll meet new "friends" you'll try to shun me away from the scene

 

if everytime your exes would contact you, you'll hide them from me

 

you're proud of me?

 

 

 

 

you're the only person who made me feel im unpretty

 

you're the only person who made me feel so INSECURE

 

you're the only person who committed nth infidelities

 

you're the only person who made me feel so inferior compared to your "friends"

 

 

 

-RJ

Edited July 25, 2005 by best_X_girlfriend

[black cat]

Dear R,

 

Know what I'm glad that you're back to your old self.. no more geeky stuff ha? Pero alam mo, I felt panicky when you said that when you find that someone who will make you happy, I'll be the first to know. Ewan. :hypocritesmiley:

 

Kulit,

G

 

PS - parang may mali sa grammar ko ano.. gets mo naman di ba? ok na yan. hehehe

Edited July 20, 2005 by black cat

[Wyld]

Sweetest

 

No worries.

Ill never get tired of waiting.

Sorry I fell asleep...

I guess I was tireder than I thought.

Or... I couldnt wait to sleep

So I can be with you in my dreams.

 

Always.

 

-urC