The Mail Box

[Fire_&_Ice]

dear ******

 

it isn't easy for me to gather my thoughts together and write down whatever comes to mind but i think this is the best way for me to let you know how i truly feel. first, i want you to know that i don't want to ruin this friendship. it means so much to me. and i'm afraid that in doing so (telling you the truth), might push you away. i know it's not fair, but you have to know... i'm sorry! is it worth the risk? my answer is Yes.

 

i really like you a lot.... err.. no... actually, i'm falling for you. too fast? too soon? hard to believe? i can't help it. no, i don't need a shrink. i know what i'm saying. and i know it's consequences. so be it. i'm not good with words nor am i good in expressing my feelings... let's just cut the chase, i'm doing this coz i can't and will not tell you this in person. as the song goes "some things are better left unsaid."

 

sorry if i'm taking the coward's way of letting you know how i feel. but i'm quite sure you won't have a hard time seeing thru this mask, this avatar or this alternick because you know who i really am and how i am to you. i hope and pray that you find your safe haven that you call shangri-la in me.

[missmanners]

hhhmmm. i wonder why is it that so many of my so-called friends find it so easy to screw me over. i wonder if i was ever remiss in our relationship, that you find it so necessary now to turn my words and this whole situation completely topsy turvy. i am disappointed and drained and annoyed. i really don't want to have to play dirty in order to come out on top. i don't think you know who it is you're dealing with. seriously, sweetie.. you won't like me angry. and you'll regret opening your big, fat mouth in the first place.

 

stop talking to everyone and making it look like i'm ursula. all i've ever done is help you because i don't want you to lose your livelihood. because you're my friend. i even told you things i wasn't supposed to tell you because i thought you needed to know them in order to better your life. and now i'm the bad guy?! really. tell me how that happened?

 

and to think i even offered to have you room with me. no way am i gonna let you live under the same roof now. no way am i going to live with a liar and a backstabber and someone who i can't count on. i want to tell you all this to your face.. you're right there in the other room but i can't. but believe me, sweetie, when i can deal with the bother of confronting you with your bullshit, you're going to wish you quit this job.

[turi_guilliano]

Some people stay far away from the door

If there's a chance of it opening up.

They hear a voice in the hall outside,

And hope that it just passes by.

Some people live with the fear of a touch,

And the anger of having been a fool.

They will not listen to anyone.

So nobody tells them a lie.

 

Some people say they will never believe,

Another promise they hear in the dark.

Because they only remember too well,

They heard somebody tell them before.

 

Some people sleep all alone every night,

Instead of taking a lover to bed.

Some people find that's it's easier to hate...

Than to wait anymore…

 

Some people run from a possible fight.

Some people figure they can never win.

And although this is a fight I can lose,

The accused is an innocent man.

 

Some people hope for a miracle cure.

Some people just accept the world as it is.

But I'm not willing to lay down and die,

Because I am an innocent man.

 

Innocent Man

by B. Joel

[batibut]

Ok...this is it. Tomorrow will be the test. You don't know it yet, but I will take your breath away! But if things don't work out... Well, you are still (and will always be) my eternal sunshine. Sana may falling stars bukas no?

[Wyld]

 

dearest d.

 

you see right through me.

after all that was.

i am now...

no one.

 

you sure know how

to get your message through.

i get it.

loud and clear.

 

just a few more days.

 

-b

[silencio]

A,

 

I love you. I love everything about you. Even the way you get angry, though it really gets to me at times, still endear you to me. I just wish you'd look at me differently. Look at me as your beautiful future. I am trying to make it that way. Know that I am inlove with you, and that this love will forever be with me.

 

Me

[Wyld]

dearest d.

 

the smallest nod

the slightest whisper

the littlest of sighs.

 

all that is enough.

 

i ask for not a thing.

i certainly demand for naughtl

i yearn and i hope, though.

 

and that is enough.

 

for now.

 

just a few days more.

 

-b

[silencio]

A,

 

Hey.. I'm happy to hear that you are going to be ok. There are so many things I wish to do to baby you and to treat you like a king - but circumstances only allow for so much and there's not much I can do. Right now, I want to call you and whisper sweet sweet nothings to you, but I know you're asleep - so I won't disturb you. I know you need zero stress, so I'll try my best to just give you all the happiness I can give.

 

Me

[in_style]

to my source of joy,

 

that was another breakthrough!

u never cease to amaze me!

your understanding is sooooo incomparable.

 

thanks for the continuous reassurance.

thanks too for the patience.

i know its taking me forever to make the step.

its something i gotta get used to again.

better late than never, baby!

 

now i can sleep soundly knowing that

everything is in its order and moving smoothly.

thank you for taking care of me.

talk to you later. :heart:

 

 

 

-xtn-

[Guest PK_pang_alis_kati]

suddenly the sun shines brighter

the rain, refreshing

the thunder and lightning, calmer.

 

like a child, i hide in your arms

protected, sheltered and pacified

the nights no longer as cold.

 

grateful to the universe

for the streak of light that i have been given

a glimpse of joy, you are.

Edited June 24, 2005 by PK_pang_alis_kati

[Wyld]

dearest d.

 

the weekend looms

empty

vacant

dull.

 

nothing to look forward to.

no you.

no us.

nothing.

 

im going to get through this.

i did before.

i will again.

hopefully with a lesson learned.

 

just a few days more.

 

-b

[silencio]

My Bigbundle of Joy ( Tee hee)

 

Dinner was superb, but then again - every moment spent with you is a moment of pleasure.

 

How I look forward to spending forever with you. I love You

 

Me.

[sweetequila]

Je t'aime, je ne sais pas expliquer la solitude que je juge quand vous semblez oublier que j'existe,

j'estime que je cours toujours pour être près de vous et vous avez placé un espace ouvert pour entrer dans une direction différente. Je me sens que vous n'avez pas besoin de moi... mais j'exige toujours pour rester. Im désolé je ne peux pas vous laisser partir.

 

Σ'αγαπώ τόσο ... Είχα τη συνήθεια για να σκεφτώ ότι είμαστε αρεστοί πραγματικά. Θέλω να θεωρήσω ότι η αλήθειά του μέχρι αυτόν τον χρόνο

 

De o gosto, espero que ver-me -á também, vejo-me como parte da vossa vida e não simplesmente a rapariga que de -ter gostada e perdeu-as e gostou e esperou...und das Mädchen, daß Sie bereit sind, lassen go..and vergessen. Bitte forcieren Sie nicht, mich zu mögen. Soeben wollen Sie mich mögen... mit Ihrer Liebe, die wahr ist.

 

Θ*Αννε

 

ang hirap intindihin....pero ang ibig sabihin lang niyan..yung nararamdaman ko sayo...mahal kita.

[batibut]

I, (my sunshine)

 

I'm resigned...yes I will wait. Please make it worth the wait!

 

B

[KristinLavransdatr]

you know what i'm wearing right now? hot pink ballet shoes. white peasant skirt with embroidery of various shades of pink 7 inches off the hemline. thin strapped tiny top the color of my ballet shoes. my officemates said i look like some girl who has just stepped out from that crazy candy mag. real sweet.

 

i'm sure if you see me now, you'll mock me. such pretense. you'd love to snatch my mask, tear off my cotton candy shield, and show to the world that this candy stings. oh, does it still hurt? did i leave a mark? you'll be alright soon. like the other men before you.

 

i am a lesson you so deserve to learn. i am poison you so worthily have to take. i am your curse. be blessed.

 

and be happy i have given you a second look.

 

oh, go back to your fhm. be one with those who derive pleasure from fully-made up nudity. who sex up the magazine and leave its pages stuck to each other.

 

you're no loser. you're too much of a sissy to join a fight, a race, a game. loser at birth? no. you were born. that's your only contribution to the human race.