The Mail Box

[Wolf]

What's it in you anyway? I mean, we're from different worlds.

But you got me -- bigtime.

I really do not know what to make of this. I'm too damn old to be in this situation.

But having butterflies in my stomach whenever I hear your voice or get an SMS from you is not a bad thing to have.

 

...

 

Baby steps, baby steps... this is what I should do.

 

Still... you got me.

And I'm glad it's you.

[turi_guilliano]

The Letter I wished she wrote me...

 

The truth is...

 

...we're different. Two conflicting worlds. You have your life, I have mine.

 

You're the social butterfly and I'm the wildflower. You're the yin and I'm the yang.

 

When your glass is half full, mine is usually half empty.

 

As I struggle to construct the right sentence to say, you end it with a smile.

 

Life is sarcastically funny....we're similar.

 

Our hopes, our dreams. To love and be loved.

 

The want to raise a family one day, when we're ready.

 

To be content and find peace in life's simple pleasures.

 

With God taking a huge chunk between us....you have my heart. All of it.

 

Yet I failed to give you my complete trust that you will take care of it.

 

Sometimes, I am just waiting for the moment that you will break your promises so I could say "Ha, I was right!".

 

But all this time, I am the one you've proven wrong....yes, I lied.

 

Straight-faced with the guilt creeping way at the back of my head and into my soul.

 

I kept asking why I couldn't tell you everything in spite of your request for honesty. I don't really know.

 

Out of fear of being rebuked? The guilt-trip?

 

Maybe it's the conflict of it all. If there's no conflict, there is no drama....I love you.

 

You are my match. My other pair. My soulmate.

 

To me you epitomize the strong, sensitive man. Ever understanding. Ever patient. Ever loving. Ever forgiving....Despite my faults.

[Wyld]

nothing is ever more disappointing than to be judged by the one person whom you THOUGHT knew and accepted you.

 

yeah. you judged and found me guilty. all without a trial.

 

and i thought you knew me.

 

i thought wrong.

[batibut]

The Letter I wished she wrote me...

 

The truth is...

 

...we're different. Two conflicting worlds. You have your life, I have mine.

 

You're the social butterfly and I'm the wildflower. You're the yin and I'm the yang.

 

When your glass is half full, mine is usually half empty.

 

As I struggle to construct the right sentence to say, you end it with a smile.

 

Life is sarcastically funny....we're similar.

 

Our hopes, our dreams. To love and be loved.

 

The want to raise a family one day, when we're ready.

 

To be content and find peace in life's simple pleasures.

 

With God taking a huge chunk between us....you have my heart. All of it.

 

Yet I failed to give you my complete trust that you will take care of it.

 

Sometimes, I am just waiting for the moment that you will break your promises so I could say "Ha, I was right!".

 

But all this time, I am the one you've proven wrong....yes, I lied.

 

Straight-faced with the guilt creeping way at the back of my head and into my soul.

 

I kept asking why I couldn't tell you everything in spite of your request for honesty. I don't really know.

 

Out of fear of being rebuked? The guilt-trip?

 

Maybe it's the conflict of it all. If there's no conflict, there is no drama....I love you.

 

You are my match. My other pair. My soulmate.

 

To me you epitomize the strong, sensitive man. Ever understanding. Ever patient. Ever loving. Ever forgiving....Despite my faults.

<{POST_SNAPBACK}>

 

 

I wish I wrote this letter...and had the guts to give it to him... <_<

[Chito]

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Nyahahahahaha!!! :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil:

 

That's right, keep on hoping. It will drive you crazier, hahaha!

 

 

 

 

PS: No, PJ, I'm not talking about you this time.

Edited May 18, 2005 by Chito

[batibut]

Yes I was out tonight. I had dinner with my churchmates. I didn't tell you because I didn't think I needed to. So you want to know my schedule now? Why? Whatever happened to you just calling and saying, "Hey lets go out, I miss you!"

 

I miss you.

 

You call and we talk for hours, but I'd rather we were sitting on that bench and table you call your office looking out to the sea drinking beer and being quiet.

 

I miss you.

 

Who was it who said we were well suited? He's my new bestfriend...

[turi_guilliano]

i do not know you... you are nothing to me... you do not exist.

 

i gave all... and lost all... and now its time to help heal myself. i will be selfish fo now... bitter and cold.

 

pls do not call, do not say hi or ask my friends how im doing. i do not intend to be part of your world... so please stay out of mine...

 

soon i will love again. and it will be no different than how i loved before... for now at least, i must recuperate and rest... so until then...

 

i do not know you... you are nothing to me... you do not exist...

[LB]

i do not know you... you are nothing to me... you do not exist.

 

i gave all... and lost all... and now its time to help heal myself. i will be selfish fo now... bitter and cold.

 

pls do not call, do not say hi or ask my friends how im doing. i do not intend to be part of your world... so please stay out of mine...

 

soon i will love again. and it will be no different than how i loved before... for now at least, i must recuperate and rest... so until then...

 

i do not know you... you are nothing to me... you do not exist...

<{POST_SNAPBACK}>

 

my state five months ago :upside:

[Wyld]

i do not know you... you are nothing to me... you do not exist.

 

i gave all... and lost all... and now its time to help heal myself. i will be selfish fo now... bitter and cold.

 

pls do not call, do not say hi or ask my friends how im doing. i do not intend to be part of your world... so please stay out of mine...

 

soon i will love again. and it will be no different than how i loved before... for now at least, i must recuperate and rest... so until then...

 

i do not know you... you are nothing to me... you do not exist...

<{POST_SNAPBACK}>

 

 

inspired by this post.

 

dearest

 

i have no wish to be a stranger to you

but it seems to me as if you have become a stranger to me.

 

speak the word and i shall leave.

but til then i will try and make you see who and what i am.

 

i will make you understand i am not what others tell you i am

and that the printed word does not a person make.

 

but if inspite all that you choose their word over mine

then be gone.

 

leave and never come back.

let me move on and let me be me.

 

maybe someone else will see me

and appreciate me for the person i am

 

not the person

you wish me to be.

 

when that happens

you will no longer be.

 

and i will

be.

 

-kikai

[Wyld]

 

...isnt it disappointing that people judge you because of what they read rather than what they should know.

 

well, that's exactly what has happened. unbeknownst to me, avid followers have been speaking behind my back about my apparent ... wildness.

 

but isnt that a judgment call? an interpretation? while i agree that they are entitled to their opinions, i also contest that inasmuch as it is an opinion, it cannot be gospel truth.

 

the narrowness of some people's minds amaze me.

Edited May 19, 2005 by Wyld

[KristinLavransdatr]

hey, punk!

 

i should be disgusted. i should be enraged. i should be spewing invectives. i shouldn't even be talking to you.

 

but you got me. from where your charm comes, i do not know. i do not care.

 

and you know him. gawd! how you know him. you know him more than i do. i guess you really are a fan. he spent hours and hours telling me what he does, whom he knows, and they all just ended up as words, not remembrance. but you, you know everything about his world.

 

i will probably listen to him more when he talks about his music, appreciate his beat, and touch his hands the next time i see him -- the hands that you wished you had.

 

but, please, don't ask for his autograph.

 

i will be deeply hurt.

[TheGeneral]

you came out of nowhere...

 

complicated things for me...

 

i know it's not right but i can't help it...

 

i try so hard to resist temptation which you unknowingly offerred...

 

but don't worry, i say these 'coz i'm only human... and i feel.

 

but never did i let my emotions lord over me...

 

..you are safe with me. :hypocritesmiley:

[MHY®]

they say loving you is a big mistake, but how can it be so wrong, if it feels so right?

if ever i made a mistake, it's not that i love you... it's thinking that someday, u'll love me too :cry:

[KristinLavransdatr]

hey, punk!

 

i don't think i can still see you.

 

i took your place when you left for S- and became his friend.

 

his friendship is more valuable than your charm. he loves me and although i can't reciprocate, i cherish him like a little sister to her big brother.

 

no regrets, punk, no regrets.

 

i understand your not telling the truth. but even if you've been upfront, my decision will stay. M- is a good friend. and i can't betray his friendship.

 

no regrets, punk, no regrets.

 

y

[missmanners]

i hate being suspicious about the one person i've grown to love. but lately, these thoughts have been nagging and gnawing at my already fragile peace of mind. so tell me, friend, if i should set myself up for a betrayal. so i won't have to waste any more time, energy or effort to show you how much you mean to me and how much i appreciate your friendship. tell me, friend, if you're going to go back on your word. tell me if you're going to go ahead and ruin everything. tell me. to my face. i dare you.

[George Estregan Lives]

Happier now.

 

Thanks for the kiss that invited me back to your life.

[Barenaked-NoMre]

C,

 

The LONG 'wet' for you was truly worth it. ;-P

 

Am flattered that you chose to spend that time with me.

 

Thank you for giving me ALL of yourself.

 

Hope you had as much of a good/great time as I did! You know ... now you've topped my list. ;-)

 

Take care.

 

CUM back soon ... Mmmmm!

 

A ;-P

[Wyld]

 

This is for you. In time we will know if ... Shhh...

 

No rush. No shortcuts.

 

The One

Elton John/Bernie Taupin

 

I saw you dancing out the ocean

Running fast along the sand

A spirit born of earth and water

Fire flying from your hands

 

In the instant that you love someone

In the second that the hammer hits

Reality runs up your spine

And the pieces finally fit

 

And all I ever needed was the one

Like freedom fields where wild horses run

When stars collide like you and I

No shadows block the sun

You're all I've ever needed

Baby you're the one

 

There are caravans we follow

Drunken nights in dark hotels

When chances breathe between the silence

Where sex and love no longer gel

 

For each man in his time is Cain

Until he walks along the beach

And sees his future in the water

A long lost heart within his reach

 

 

 

[Barenaked-NoMre]

CPO,

 

For the nth time ... I've fallen into the trap of calling/texting you to no avail.

 

I have deleted your mobile no. from my unit.

 

Have cried my last tears for you.

 

Cant keep chasing you when you're obviously no longer interested.

 

Thanks, never the less.

 

Good luck to you!

 

A

Edited May 25, 2005 by barenaked

[Barenaked-NoMre]

you can even take me. all of me. if you're strong enough. if your will be so.

 

but then, i relent. as i am yours already.

<{POST_SNAPBACK}>

 

Please ... DONT!

 

He's M-I-N-E! ;-) Right, C? ;-P

[wjc-934]

amy my love my life this is for you...

 

 

If I Ain't Got You

 

Some people live for the fortune

Some people live just for the fame

Some people live for the power, yeah

Some people live just to play the game

Some people think that the physical things define what’s within

And I been there before but that’s life’s a bore, so full of the superficial

 

Chorus:

Some people want it all, but I don’t want nothing at all

If it aint you baby, if I aint got you baby

Some people want diamond rings, some just want everything

But everything means nothing if I aint got you, yeah

 

Some people search for a fountain

The promise is forever young

(You know) Some people need 3 dozen roses

And that’s the only way to prove you love them

Hand me the world on a silver platter

And what, what would it be?

With no one to share with no one who truly cares for me

 

Chorus:

Some people want it all, but I don’t want nothing at all

If it aint you baby, if I aint got you baby

Some people want diamond rings, some just want everything

But everything means nothing if I aint got you, you, you

Some people want it all, but I don’t want nothing at all

If it aint you baby, if I aint got you baby

Some people want diamond rings, some just want everything

But everything means nothing if I aint got you, yeah

 

If aint got you with me baby, ohh, ooo

Say nothing in this whole wide world don’t mean a thing

If I aint got you with me baby...

[sweetequila]

I just wish you know how much I miss you...

 

not just you..But YOU!...

 

I love you,...I love you,,,I love you!..

[Wyld]

ikaw talaga ang pinakamalaking sinungaling sa mundong ito!

 

OO IKAW NGA!

[Z]

Dearest E,

 

Thank you for finally placing things in perspective. Sometimes I feel it is far easier to extract oil from an olive than get you to answer a simple question. Funny how the simplest of truths are so difficult to do. I'll be seeing you soon.

 

Love,

 

E

[Z]

Dear Zerriet,

 

Roomie I cannot believe you are morbidly fixated on that girl! Are you searching for a doormat or something? Why bother? It isn't worth your time and energy but then again you may need some entertainment every now and then.

 

Warmly,

 

Z