The Mail Box

[Mayella]

sweetie,

 

i know you're going through a tough time and i understand you perfectly. i wish there was something i could do to ease your pain and relieve you from your torments. you know that i am always here for you as you have always been for me. be strong.

 

L

[Z]

Dear F,

 

My heart goes out to you and the realities and truths you face. Mourn to your hearts content in the moments that seem to slip by and cloud not the future with the sorrow and anger that rage within. You have friends nearby when you are ready to breach this quagmire. Some are but an arms breadth away, others faceless yet equally concerned to lend a hand. Have faith for he walks with you always.

 

Sincerely,

 

E

Edited September 8, 2004 by Z

[Guest LovingSouL]

Sometimes I still can't help but to be in pain and in agony

Eveything about him still lingers

 

My mind says move on

But heart is weak to let go

 

Help me please... help me

I want to end this pain and torture

 

I know I can make it

But will you be there beside me as I fight my battle?

[roxysnonie]

 

a bad feeling stirs

 

i just hope im wrong, and i mean really wrong.

 

sigh... :cry:

[Wyld]

dearest...

 

youre back.

please dont be.

not yet.

im not ready.

im not able.

 

and yeah.

 

im not willing.

 

not yet.

 

-nina

[roxysnonie]

 

a bad feeling stirs

 

i just hope im wrong, and i mean really wrong.

 

sigh... :cry:

 

i know when im wrong, and there's no shame in accepting the wrong one has done...

 

i apologize for this! T'was uncalled for...

[Z]

Dear K,

 

What is it with going back and forth, retracting a truth, an expression? What is it you fear so much? There is no right and wrong when responsibly expressing oneself. Hiding behind so many minds will only take you so far. The only thing to really fear is fear itself. Take care of yourself - life is what you make it.

 

Regards,

 

E

[Zerreit]

You don't know who I am and what I can do to you. This time you are messing with the wrong girl. Stay away you cheap, ugly whore!

Edited September 8, 2004 by Zerreit

[Z]

Dear I,

 

This is something short and sweet and hopefully not too cheesy. Thank you for the unexpected yet pleasant surprise. Today, like the days past, is a good day yet more so with the confirmation of my journey back home. I may be preempting myself here but thank you for allowing me to celebrate and share this joy (then again I'm also quite hungry for having missed lunch). Looking back, God is truly good.

 

Regards,

 

E

[moonflower]

 

H,

 

 

hi! I am thinking of things, trying to envision it in my mind if it will be something good. Right now I really do not know ...

[gen_g]

i wonder when my head or brain will "EXPLODE"...heheheheehe....

[KristinLavransdatr]

no apologies.

Edited May 1, 2005 by KristinLavransdatr

[moonflower]

palibhasa lagi kitang naalala u take it for granted na andito pala ako. u take it for naught na minsan siguro kelangan ko rin maalala mo kahit konti. andito na nga ako di pa mapansin, pano pa kung wala?

sad but true. pero tama naman sila, tigilan na yang expectations na yan. bakit kasi ang kulit ko diba? i only have myself to blame.

sometimes miracles happen, but will it happen to me?

[moonflower]

 

 

sorry is all I can ever say and I am afraid it is not enough for all that I have said and done.

[moonflower]

i am so confused between the things that I want but a bigger part of me wants to be supportive and understanding to you...to give you the best. and when i don't understand you or when I complain, i feel I am waging a war with myself and the very thing that I care for. I feel pain for every harsh blow I give you and it is what tells me I should not be doing this to you. It tells me how bad it is. Therefore, I should stop subjecting you to my whims, insecurities, and for the brat that I am. A minute into being one and I feel so bad already. I told you, the brat in me weakens with the thought of you. Andthen the real me comes outand it knows only one thing....that it wants you to be happy.