The Mail Box

[misbyutiful]

psst

 

i had dream that you were here with me standing by my side saying those three words that meant everything to me. I know that dream will come true, and until that day I am waiting here for you

 

margret

[misbyutiful]

i keep thinking its gonna get easier, but it just doesn't. it just gets more familiar.

[misbyutiful]

u know who you are

 

I'm in love with you, I think.

I've given you more than what I've given him.

But I guess that's something you'll never see.

I know that's something you don't take that seriously.

There's just so much on my mind,

I wish I can tell you.

But I'm so afraid to lose this friendship,

That I'd rather pay the dues.

I think about you all the time.

I try to stay indifferent and optimistic.

I try not to be clingy or pessimistic.

But this pretence is killing me,

Can't you see? My heart is breakin'.

Don't you know you're the one who can make me smile?

Don't you see you can take away my frown?

That's probably something you'll never know.

Even if you do, "who cares?" I do.

What am I to you really?

I really wish to know.

 

[Leslie Garcia]

Honey,

 

Im happy ... because you are happy ... please don't change ... im missing you terribly ....

 

M

[Guest the_eight_of_orbs]

X

 

I miss you. Madly, I do.

Like a young girl, my cheecks warm up with every thought of you.

Still I long to be with you.

My heart skipped a beat when i heard your voice.

It was maddening to know that you read my last letter AGAIN.

I can't explain it... all i know is that i love you still.

 

praying for you always,

 

D

[gen_g]

argh...................cramming galore...............and etc......later...

[drEVILmba]

Jersey

 

Na flatter ako talaga kagabi but at the same time sumakit ang tabi nang puso ko...... sabi ko nga sa iyo di lang tayo nagaabot siguro nga di tayo para sa isa't isa. sana naman eh maging sibil ka pa rin sa akin. kahit na si G.B. na ang kasama ko sa ngayon

[drEVILmba]

G.B.

 

 

Nahihirapan na ako. Sabi ko nga sa iyo eh di ko parin sagutin ang tanong mo. Tapos for me to be unable to help you out in your present problem eh hurts me hard and deep even my manhood.......

 

 

Always been telling you that its not you and there is nothing you can do. Satisfying me to the point of tiring me may hinder and not help the problem..

 

 

Hopefully I can make a decision soon....

[Guest cool_k@reem]

Baby's black balloon makes her fly

I almost fell into that hole in your life

And you're not thinking 'bout tomorrow

'Cause you were the same as me

But on your knees

 

A thousand other boys could never reach you

How could I have been the one?

I saw the world spin beneath you

And scatter like ice from the spoon

That was your womb

 

Comin' down the world turned over

And angels fall without you there

And I go on as you get colder

Or are you someone's prayer

 

You know the lies they always told you

And the love you never know

What's the things they never showed you

That swallow the light from the sun

Inside your room, yeah

 

Comin' down the world turned over

And angels fall without you there

And I go on as you get colder

Always someone

 

And there's no time left for losin'

When you stand they fall

 

Comin' down the world turned over

And angels fall without you there

And I go on as you get colder

All because I'm

Comin' down the years turn over

And angels fall without you there

And I'll go on to bring you home and

All because I'm

All because I'm

And I'll become

What you became to me

[LostCommand]

Lady,

 

I have long ago accepted that to fall in love madly is not to be my lot nor my joy, nor my hurt. Destiny and circumstances do not permit. And never did I seek to take others down this same cold path as mine.

 

My lady, I can not return your total, loyal, and selfless love with the depth and intensity that it deserves. Nor can I even fake doing so, for you and I are of the same order and so demand the same high respect, politeness, and truthfulness from each other.

 

With hurt embedded deep in my heart I must bid you goodbye, that you would not hope and seek anymore a future with me, that you may turn away from a fantasy and a delusion of what can not be.

 

I pray hard that with the passing of the seasons, you will sense that I was right. I pray even harder that after the passing of a few short years and the etching of a few more lines on our faces, we can smile and converse together again. Under the warm sunlight, faces to the cool breeze, minds understanding even before speech completes. As we have been for many years before.

 

We can dream, yes, but dreams can not always be us, or at least, not in this present lifetime.

 

I go now in sorrow. But not in despair.

 

- Felix Villaflor IV

[drEVILmba]

Ano ba yan nag text ka pa ulit..........

 

 

Di mo ba pwedeng patahimikin muna natin

[icewulf]

TO: all of you

 

FROM: what's left in me

 

MESSAGE: can't take any more of this.

[Wyld]

 

im hanging up my mtc shoes for a bit.

takin time out to sort things out

fix things up

find some perspective.

 

more than anything,

il miss the people in the board.

a microcosm.

an amalgamation.

 

i know il be back.

in time.

how can i resist?

the clackety-clack...the giggling....the fun.

 

i cant.

but for now...

i must.

for now.

 

[a_ngel]

to u

 

MTC is here I think, to ease the boredome away

an anesthesia for homesickness

 

if we find friends for keeps here

that's a bonus

 

Im glad I found MTC, it lead me to you guys

made me smile, inspite of this empty hole inside my heart

the longing to go back home and fill the hole again.

 

I have decided to keep you guys near my heart forever

 

if you deem me unworthy, i will keep on loving you in my little subtle way.

 

should you need a friend, just holler

should you need to talk, just call

should you need a shoulder, use mine

 

you know where to find me,

I'll always be within you reach

 

 

meigh :heart:

[summersky07]

When i decide to LOVE you, I give out my best to let you know that

 

I mean my intentions. I put my time, my effort and my emotions

 

into a realtionship which I hope would give ME a decent return of investment...

 

***But, does TRUE LOVE really work this way?

LOVE, in it's real sense is not conditional. We do not share this emotion to gain something in return. LOVE is a gift that we should give because we want to give it

and not because we want to get something out of it. LOVE should be bestowed without conditions, without assumptions, without expectations.

 

It is true that there will always be a burning desire to fulfill a need when we begin to LOVE someone? But, we should remember that TRUE LOVE means giving UNSELFISHLY. It calls for SACRIFICE to make others HAPPY. It means FORGIVENESS & ACCEPTANCE.

 

When we LOVE unconditionally, then our CARING and AFFECTION are returned not out of an OBLIGATION but out of LOVE itself...

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

****I don't think I could ever learn to LOVE someone in a way that is truly satisfying and rewarding!

Edited September 1, 2004 by summersky07