Wyld Posted August 30, 2004 Share Posted August 30, 2004 Clinging ... holding on tight. Meandering... losing my grip.Chances are... this is it...goodbye. :cry: Quote Link to comment
icewulf Posted August 30, 2004 Share Posted August 30, 2004 The Curse -=icewulf=- Nearly all my life I have been cursed.Sleepless nights and teary eyes.Wet pillows and heavy sighs. Recurring nightmares with vivid scenes.Pain, lonelines, fear, surrounding me.Everything I do a catastrophe. Accident prone I have become.Breaking things or getting broken as I come.My bestfriend is a blade and a bottle of rum. Happiness always turns to madness.Hardly forgiven but always giving forgiveness.Fighting for oneself, always useless. Sacrifices abound.Offering myself all around.Any thanks? None. Not a whisper, not a sound. Should you feel the same, get in the tub.I bid you welcome! Welcome to the club.The club of the cursed, cursed by love. Quote Link to comment
icewulf Posted August 30, 2004 Share Posted August 30, 2004 (edited) Unresolved-=icewulf=- A new phase and a new day,New challengers to the fray. A new phase and a new day,New problems have come to stay. A new phase and a new day,Fear not, face it if you may. Confusion, complication,Time to make a decision. Confusion, complication,Can’t wait for revelation. Confusion, complication,Where is realization? Heart, body and mind clashing,Worlds begin to start crumbling . Heart, body and mind clashing,Your decisions left hanging. Heart mind and body clashing,Life’s pains, all complicating. Edited August 30, 2004 by icewulf Quote Link to comment
Ladyrocker Posted August 30, 2004 Share Posted August 30, 2004 someone sent this to my mailbox... E veryone's little darlingL ovingly embracing her youthfulnessA dores and praises God wholeheartedlyI n my heart and spirit she sets us my modelN o one can give me that sweet smile in the midst of my troubleE laine, i want u to know that Im so blessed iv met you! nakakataba ng puso Thanks alot! Quote Link to comment
Wyld Posted August 30, 2004 Share Posted August 30, 2004 how little you know how much your careless heedless words hurt. i dont ask for much but ... even that little i do ask for... is not meant for me. thats probly the saddest thing. :cry: Quote Link to comment
misbyutiful Posted August 31, 2004 Share Posted August 31, 2004 psst i had dream that you were here with me standing by my side saying those three words that meant everything to me. I know that dream will come true, and until that day I am waiting here for you margret Quote Link to comment
misbyutiful Posted August 31, 2004 Share Posted August 31, 2004 i keep thinking its gonna get easier, but it just doesn't. it just gets more familiar. Quote Link to comment
misbyutiful Posted August 31, 2004 Share Posted August 31, 2004 u know who you are I'm in love with you, I think.I've given you more than what I've given him.But I guess that's something you'll never see.I know that's something you don't take that seriously.There's just so much on my mind,I wish I can tell you.But I'm so afraid to lose this friendship,That I'd rather pay the dues.I think about you all the time.I try to stay indifferent and optimistic.I try not to be clingy or pessimistic.But this pretence is killing me,Can't you see? My heart is breakin'.Don't you know you're the one who can make me smile?Don't you see you can take away my frown?That's probably something you'll never know.Even if you do, "who cares?" I do.What am I to you really?I really wish to know. Quote Link to comment
Leslie Garcia Posted August 31, 2004 Share Posted August 31, 2004 Honey, Im happy ... because you are happy ... please don't change ... im missing you terribly .... M Quote Link to comment
Guest the_eight_of_orbs Posted August 31, 2004 Share Posted August 31, 2004 X I miss you. Madly, I do.Like a young girl, my cheecks warm up with every thought of you.Still I long to be with you.My heart skipped a beat when i heard your voice.It was maddening to know that you read my last letter AGAIN.I can't explain it... all i know is that i love you still. praying for you always, D Quote Link to comment
gen_g Posted August 31, 2004 Share Posted August 31, 2004 argh...................cramming galore...............and etc......later... Quote Link to comment
drEVILmba Posted August 31, 2004 Share Posted August 31, 2004 Jersey Na flatter ako talaga kagabi but at the same time sumakit ang tabi nang puso ko...... sabi ko nga sa iyo di lang tayo nagaabot siguro nga di tayo para sa isa't isa. sana naman eh maging sibil ka pa rin sa akin. kahit na si G.B. na ang kasama ko sa ngayon Quote Link to comment
drEVILmba Posted August 31, 2004 Share Posted August 31, 2004 G.B. Nahihirapan na ako. Sabi ko nga sa iyo eh di ko parin sagutin ang tanong mo. Tapos for me to be unable to help you out in your present problem eh hurts me hard and deep even my manhood....... Always been telling you that its not you and there is nothing you can do. Satisfying me to the point of tiring me may hinder and not help the problem.. Hopefully I can make a decision soon.... Quote Link to comment
Guest cool_k@reem Posted August 31, 2004 Share Posted August 31, 2004 Baby's black balloon makes her flyI almost fell into that hole in your lifeAnd you're not thinking 'bout tomorrow'Cause you were the same as meBut on your knees A thousand other boys could never reach youHow could I have been the one?I saw the world spin beneath youAnd scatter like ice from the spoonThat was your womb Comin' down the world turned overAnd angels fall without you thereAnd I go on as you get colderOr are you someone's prayer You know the lies they always told youAnd the love you never knowWhat's the things they never showed youThat swallow the light from the sunInside your room, yeah Comin' down the world turned overAnd angels fall without you thereAnd I go on as you get colderAlways someone And there's no time left for losin'When you stand they fall Comin' down the world turned overAnd angels fall without you thereAnd I go on as you get colderAll because I'mComin' down the years turn overAnd angels fall without you thereAnd I'll go on to bring you home andAll because I'mAll because I'mAnd I'll becomeWhat you became to me Quote Link to comment
LostCommand Posted August 31, 2004 Share Posted August 31, 2004 Lady, I have long ago accepted that to fall in love madly is not to be my lot nor my joy, nor my hurt. Destiny and circumstances do not permit. And never did I seek to take others down this same cold path as mine. My lady, I can not return your total, loyal, and selfless love with the depth and intensity that it deserves. Nor can I even fake doing so, for you and I are of the same order and so demand the same high respect, politeness, and truthfulness from each other. With hurt embedded deep in my heart I must bid you goodbye, that you would not hope and seek anymore a future with me, that you may turn away from a fantasy and a delusion of what can not be. I pray hard that with the passing of the seasons, you will sense that I was right. I pray even harder that after the passing of a few short years and the etching of a few more lines on our faces, we can smile and converse together again. Under the warm sunlight, faces to the cool breeze, minds understanding even before speech completes. As we have been for many years before. We can dream, yes, but dreams can not always be us, or at least, not in this present lifetime. I go now in sorrow. But not in despair. - Felix Villaflor IV Quote Link to comment
drEVILmba Posted August 31, 2004 Share Posted August 31, 2004 Ano ba yan nag text ka pa ulit.......... Di mo ba pwedeng patahimikin muna natin Quote Link to comment
icewulf Posted August 31, 2004 Share Posted August 31, 2004 TO: all of you FROM: what's left in me MESSAGE: can't take any more of this. Quote Link to comment
Wyld Posted August 31, 2004 Share Posted August 31, 2004 im hanging up my mtc shoes for a bit.takin time out to sort things out fix things upfind some perspective. more than anything, il miss the people in the board.a microcosm.an amalgamation. i know il be back.in time.how can i resist?the clackety-clack...the giggling....the fun. i cant. but for now...i must.for now. Quote Link to comment
a_ngel Posted August 31, 2004 Share Posted August 31, 2004 to u MTC is here I think, to ease the boredome awayan anesthesia for homesickness if we find friends for keeps herethat's a bonus Im glad I found MTC, it lead me to you guysmade me smile, inspite of this empty hole inside my heartthe longing to go back home and fill the hole again. I have decided to keep you guys near my heart forever if you deem me unworthy, i will keep on loving you in my little subtle way. should you need a friend, just hollershould you need to talk, just callshould you need a shoulder, use mine you know where to find me, I'll always be within you reach meigh :heart: Quote Link to comment
summersky07 Posted September 1, 2004 Share Posted September 1, 2004 (edited) When i decide to LOVE you, I give out my best to let you know that I mean my intentions. I put my time, my effort and my emotions into a realtionship which I hope would give ME a decent return of investment... ***But, does TRUE LOVE really work this way?LOVE, in it's real sense is not conditional. We do not share this emotion to gain something in return. LOVE is a gift that we should give because we want to give itand not because we want to get something out of it. LOVE should be bestowed without conditions, without assumptions, without expectations. It is true that there will always be a burning desire to fulfill a need when we begin to LOVE someone? But, we should remember that TRUE LOVE means giving UNSELFISHLY. It calls for SACRIFICE to make others HAPPY. It means FORGIVENESS & ACCEPTANCE. When we LOVE unconditionally, then our CARING and AFFECTION are returned not out of an OBLIGATION but out of LOVE itself... ****I don't think I could ever learn to LOVE someone in a way that is truly satisfying and rewarding! Edited September 1, 2004 by summersky07 Quote Link to comment
KristinLavransdatr Posted September 1, 2004 Share Posted September 1, 2004 AE, I apologize if i seemed to have put you in a pigeonhole, labeled untouchable.I apologize if i assumed you and him to have been made in the same mold. The decision is not written in stone; it is marked in my memory of unforgettable don'ts.It is a decision to protect myself from disappointment and you from erring your soul. Quote Link to comment
Guest the_eight_of_orbs Posted September 1, 2004 Share Posted September 1, 2004 Just hanging on to dear hope...Lord help me...I'm dying here...Driving me nuts...Mad love... Quote Link to comment
moonflower Posted September 1, 2004 Share Posted September 1, 2004 my friend, take it easy. love yourself ( that's what u always tell me) and don't try to do everything for everyone at all times. Quote Link to comment
Leslie Garcia Posted September 2, 2004 Share Posted September 2, 2004 (edited) Honey, When will I see you posting again in my humble room, where i keep all your sweet memories .... If only you have time to read all those poems i posted ... it's all for you ... but damn im cursed you wouldn't even give it a glance nor time to read at least one ... I wanted so much to say I Love You but I can't ... fear of rejection maybe ... take care always .... M Edited September 2, 2004 by Leslie Garcia Quote Link to comment
roxysnonie Posted September 2, 2004 Share Posted September 2, 2004 (edited) ...honey, you are immeasureably missed! Edited September 2, 2004 by roxysnonie Quote Link to comment
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