Wyld Posted June 27, 2004 Share Posted June 27, 2004 thony... this is strange but i remember saying this to two of my friends just a few days back. it is in your power to say stop. you are really the only one who can say til when you can hack out that hard work you have chosen with an open heart and mind. for so long as your heart and your soul are still strong, your body will recover. stay steadfast for as long as you can. but bear in mind its alright to say "enough"... remember, we all have to live to fight another day, and win yet another battle. better yet, we gotta remain strong to win the war. -k Quote Link to comment
Victor Davion Posted June 27, 2004 Share Posted June 27, 2004 thony... this is strange but i remember saying this to two of my friends just a few days back. it is in your power to say stop. you are really the only one who can say til when you can hack out that hard work you have chosen with an open heart and mind. for so long as your heart and your soul are still strong, your body will recover. stay steadfast for as long as you can. but bear in mind its alright to say "enough"... remember, we all have to live to fight another day, and win yet another battle. better yet, we gotta remain strong to win the war. -k K, I know the power is within me. Just like the way the soldier walked away from the princess right after he finished the 1000 day vigil in front of her tower. Do you by chance know the story? It is a beautiful short story. Still though knowing you have the power and exercising the power are two different things. Somethings wielding something is harder than acquiring it. Quote Link to comment
Wyld Posted June 27, 2004 Share Posted June 27, 2004 thony... i trust you enough to know that you will use that power in the right way.whether you choose to carry a torch for 9s the rest of your life...or you move on and love another... what remains is that the entire experience of loving 9s, albeit secretly... has somehow made you into the person you are now. and that you cannot get from anywhere else. in the end, its all good. yes i know the story, one of my favorites.... -k Quote Link to comment
Victor Davion Posted June 27, 2004 Share Posted June 27, 2004 K, All I can tell you right now is: thank you. thank you. -anthony Quote Link to comment
Wyld Posted June 27, 2004 Share Posted June 27, 2004 thony... for a kindred soul such as you are... no thanks are needed lets just say we both listened and learned today. -k Quote Link to comment
a_ngel Posted June 28, 2004 Share Posted June 28, 2004 G I have never been rejected before, never been brushed aside, but stop it already, your doing more damage and I'll hold you responsible for it. You'll see, one day, you'll look for me, but I wont be there anymore. Id be somewhere elseout of reach B Quote Link to comment
Wyld Posted June 28, 2004 Share Posted June 28, 2004 some people can be so full of themselves. yep thats you. lol. yun lng po. -k Quote Link to comment
irshes Posted June 28, 2004 Share Posted June 28, 2004 B,I woke up this morning in a cold sweat, tears in my eyes, heart palpitating like mad. That dream seem so real.You have no idea how much the thought of losing you scares me. Thank you for being there to assure me you'd keep your promise.Love,T. Quote Link to comment
Magaling Posted June 28, 2004 Share Posted June 28, 2004 I have never been rejected before, never been brushed aside, but stop it already, your doing more damage and I'll hold you responsible for it. You'll see, one day, you'll look for me, but I wont be there anymore. Id be somewhere elseout of reach Roughly: No sentirse rechazado antesNo hacer caso de cualquieraTu causa muchos dañosYo hacer a alguien responsableComo vez, una diaComo vez, buscares para mioPero yo no mas ahiEstoy en otra parteFuera del alcance Quote Link to comment
Wyld Posted June 28, 2004 Share Posted June 28, 2004 para dun sa pnaka magaling sa buong mundo. yun tao na di nagkaka mali. eto lang masasabi ko. isa kang sinungaling. proven. tried and tested. lol. buti na lang! -k Quote Link to comment
bods1000 Posted June 28, 2004 Share Posted June 28, 2004 Y "waiting" has now become an archaic word."missing you" has devolved into the realm of dead languages."anytime" i now consider the sweetest word I've heard from you. even only through voice, i thank you for allowing our lives to merge more freely now. unlike before when my thoughts were like beasts straining on a leash, now they are free to alight on you. like birds in formation, our everydays would now fly in the same direction.....love you so much, sweetie. N Quote Link to comment
Victor Davion Posted June 28, 2004 Share Posted June 28, 2004 I saw you today. You smiled and waved at me across the library. You asked me about my review and I grunted out a reply. The conversation went back and forth and yet all the time I was concentrating on your eyes. Never mind that you flashed me that beautiful smile of yours several times, never mind that your scent still sends shiver down my spine. It was your eyes. They look happy. They are happy. Deep inside of me, I hope that your eyes are happy because of me, but then we'll never know right? We'll never know until I screw up the courage and endanger the stability of the core. The other members of the core, give me encouragement and they tease me about you, but all of us know that the moment I cross the line, the moment when I betray your trust, the core will never be the same again. **sigh** Quote Link to comment
wjc-934 Posted June 28, 2004 Share Posted June 28, 2004 nag txt ka sakin kanina... para mag tanong lang kung paano mag share a load! akala ko panaman ay something special na... kaasar talaga!!!! Quote Link to comment
gen_g Posted June 28, 2004 Share Posted June 28, 2004 a "job" is a job................people don't take that lightly as for me im letting myself be at a standstill....................even if people say im not supposed to...keep myself moving.........or my mind at least...............if i give myself another month of torment or torture will i recover?...............have to "heal" in my own way.............the thing is sleep comes at the most abrupt times nowadays....been trying to do something about it...it was almost normal until today.............oh well.....later.... Quote Link to comment
Victor Davion Posted June 28, 2004 Share Posted June 28, 2004 I'm tired already. I feel sleepy and would really welcome the warm embrace of my nappy spot. You're playing games though, you know I really can't fall asleep until I've gathered each and every text greeting from the core. I think you purposely held yourself to be the last one to text me. You think you're being playful, you really don't know the depths of the cruelty that you're causing me. I can feel the tick of every single agonizing second, waiting for you to text me. I have a glazed look in my eyes whenever my phone signals that I have a new message. And then you texted me: happy birthday thony! With those three simple words, reality comes crashing back in, I'm both relieved and sad. I know, I'll see you later. It it the only thing that will really get me out of bed, the thought of seeing you. For now I sleep, safe and secure that you still don't know... Quote Link to comment
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