Writings of the Heart

[Itto Ogami]

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Edited June 3, 2010 by IttoOgami

[Itto Ogami]

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[JoshWaitzkin]

here's something for you

pieces of me

till i fade away completely

[Liberte]

goodbye my hopeless dream...

[Itto Ogami]

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[scorchinghot]

 

this one time i fell in love

i woke up one morning feeling a little hot. i felt my sweat dripping from my forehead. it was a normal morning i thought. all the things i had to do for that day instantly came to mind. then i saw her, gently sleeping beside me. i smiled for no reason at all. or maybe its just because i saw her… then i remembered that rainy night when we met. how her beautiful face emerged from the rain. her body moving elegantly under her umbrella. at first glance, i thought she was snobbish. i thought "why in the hell would she draw attention at me?" but i should’ve expected the unexpected.

 

to make a long story short, weve been together now for sometime. and i’d be lying if i said it was all smooth sailing. but nevertheless, im writing this because, that morning, when i saw herface, with her hair all mushy, eyes shut and snoring a little , i found mysefl trapped. trapped in my feelings for her. that in that moment, i realized just how much my love has grown for her. how happy i was just to have woken up beside her. i felt helpless because i could’nt describe exactly how i really felt for her. i was frozen. all i could think of was, her… all this time, i just wanted to be with her. my emotions wanted to burst! and to think it was just the start of my day. i realized how happy i really was. im lost for words for having her.

 

 

 

[Itto Ogami]

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[maldita_overload]

I missed you today; just like I did yesterday- just like I will tomorrow. Come home, Babe. You know you'll always have a home waiting for you here.

[Guest Riveria]

It's like I realized that way down inside, I've always been lonely for something. But I don't know what for. It's like... everybody in the world wants something. Only they never really know exactly what it is - they just keep finding out what it's not. You know how, when you turn off the radio or you're out for a gimmick, and everything just feels... empty? Like you thought that would be what you wanted, and then it wasn't? :( :( :(

Edited June 10, 2010 by Riveria

[simon b]

the day i saw you

was a day late

 

and so it was then

my word against my heart

each moment with you and him

tears me apart

[animus]

I Do

 

 

I told myself that I'd put the past behind

So why can't I just get you out of my mind?

You have no idea how much pain I’ve been enduring

I just can’t concentrate on everything that I do.

 

I can still remember that day, oh so clearly

It was on the gutter along the bay walk, it was just you and me

It was thirty minutes past one o’clock on June fifth.

We had so much fun, it feels like eternity

 

After that incident, we became closer

The moments that we had seemed like forever

I never thought for a moment that this would soon be over

Back then I thought that day would come never

 

And then on June seventh the unexpected happened

This thing that we had, you decide to put an end

You told me that we should be better off as friends

The days we spent together, you could no longer extend

 

I was wounded, I was hurt and was left hanging for no such reasons

Because it seemed that thing we had just ran out

I asked God, what did I do?

Wondering and asking what went wrong?

 

I wished upon a million starts so you could look inside my heart,

Turn its secret pages and say, "This is a work of art"

Because what you're going to see there are pictures of you

That's because I love you, not because I have to but because I do.

[maldita_overload]

lub dub lub dub

 

 

phone rings

 

 

lub dub lub dub

 

 

I checked to see who’s calling

 

 

lub dub lub dub

 

 

it’s you!

 

 

lubdublubdublubdublubdublubdub

 

 

and just like that, you made my heart race.

 

 

should I pick up? should I drop your call? what should I do? should I profess my undying love? should I tell you how empty my world feels, without you? is it right to let you know how bleak everything seems like, since you left? do you know how much I miss you? can you feel the mental hugs I send you, every night? how have you been? do you still love me? did you really love me?

 

it took approximately 2 seconds for these questions to race through my mind.

 

my phone stopped ringing...

and just like that, you took away my power to decide- to decide whether I should pick up or not; whether I want to speak with you or not.

 

call him back!!!

 

everything in me shouted for me to pick up the damn phone and ring you back.

 

I

just

can't

do

it.

 

 

[Itto Ogami]

The ones who are hardest to love

are usually the ones who need it the most.

 

Dan Millman

Peaceful Warrior (2006)

[BUTTPHILE]

 

 

My love for you

Is deep and endless as the sea

Strong and mighty as a tree

My love for you

 

My eager heart

Keeps beating just for you alone

Since the moment it is known

My love for you

 

There'll be no other lips

No other eyes

No other love for me

Feeling as I do

How could there be

 

(And) so it will be

Far beyond eternity

Ever faithful ever true

My love for you

 

 

[pencilbrain]

On Nights Without You

 

Can you picture me

Sat here whilst yearning

As I pour out my heart

A solitary candle burning

 

In the flickering flame

My vigil by a candlelight

Feelings start to flow

Heart breaking as I write

 

In the candlelight glow

Lonely nights I had spent

Writing letters of love

Which shall never be sent

 

Slowly the candle melts

Words you would not see

On nights without you

Tears I have shed silently

[pencilbrain]

Writing Helps Me Cope

 

 

As thoughts toss and turn

I unravelled the disarray

As hope springs eternal

I have heard many say

 

So I pen through the tears

Worries I need to forget

While releasing anxiety

Writing was my outlet

 

Unleashing all my anguish

I wrote through my grief

Poetry was like therapy

Writing gave me relief

 

As tomorrow is a new day

I had not given up hope

Chasing away the blues

Writing helps me cope

[vhanna]

I dont wanna fall in love...

I dont wanna hurt anymore...

I dont deserve to go through same pain again...

[Luster]

Pinangako ko sa sarili ko na nde na kita guguluhin pero hindi ko kaya. Alam ko ako ang dapat sisihin sa lahat. Mahal na mahal pa rin kita.

[monazario]

what is essential is invisible to the eye...

[Itto Ogami]

if i may, consigliere...

______________________________________________

It is only with the heart

that one can see rightly;

what is essential

is invisible to the eye.

 

The Little Prince

by Antoine de Saint Exupery

Edited June 14, 2010 by IttoOgami

[Itto Ogami]

I need happy,

I need romantic,

I need love,

and I need it from you.

 

Susan

Valentine's Day (2010)

[TanglewoodBoy]

Kaye,

 

really sorry it had to end this way, things got ugly.....

 

wish you nothing but the best!!

 

[ConsistentlyInconsistent]

Dear You,

 

Yes, you. The curious onlooker who stumbled upon my written plea. I have been through hell lately and I can't help but revert back to being cynical and jaded. I do not want to live my life in utter misery for all the wrong choices I made despite my intellect. But here I am, reaping the consequences of my actions.

 

 

I am here because I want to nurture the tiny seed of hope that's left in me. Hope that somebody will discover that there's another lonely, lost soul in the vastness of the universe that's also looking for something that will change the world we live in.

 

 

I need some stranger who is ready to accept and has no room for judgement because I have erred in bigger ways than you can imagine. I am looking for comfort and acceptance from a stranger because I want you to see me and my actions for what they are and were: learning curves that I chose to take in order to gain more insight about the meaning of my existence. I am looking for someone who will look past appearances. In fact, I need someone who doesn't give a damn about aesthetics. I just need someone who can comprehend the depth of my wisdom.

 

I prefer to converse and spend time with a decent man, who knows how to treat a distressed damsel. Someone with time to waste by getting to know the story of my life.

 

 

I will be taking a risk in the hope of finding strangers who can be my friend even for a while. Then maybe we can be friends who turn strange in time.

 

-Stranger in Fiction

(Consistently Inconsistent 06/2010)

[agnostic]

we came to love you all day

these bastards are leavin'

somebody's go to stay

whatever we called you

it's just a name

just a name

 

Turn my head by Live

[Itto Ogami]

Accident rules every corner of the universe...

except perhaps the chambers of the human heart.

 

Nels Gudmundsson

Snow Falling on Cedars (1999)