macx98

to quote a friend of mine..."hampasin mo ng signal generator"

pero on the non-violent side, i agree that it should be the girl's call; on most of the time pag ganito diskarte mo... you win.

love has taught me that i am more important than what i use to think of myself b'coz someone out there loves me for who i am; and i love her too...

today i wake up thankful for ea and every day i am given, and ea moment that pass that i have you in my heart is a sunshine of hope we're going to see ea other again.

if the guy is a loser, then probably he is right that the girl is too good for him. Paawa effect pa. pa self pity effect... sabagay! kakaawa naman. wala naman kasing ibang masabi kungdi yun. UR TOO GOOD FOR ME.. YADDA, YADDA!...

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"ur too good for me"? common cliche, mga sagot ng mga taong walang magawa sa buhay at di alam kung bakit nagcommit in the first place. dapat hampasin ng tubo ang mga tao na madalas ganito ang sagot pag ayaw na sa relationship... anung akala niyo pag-nag-gf kau, naglalaro kau?

maybe i might sound harsh in tone, pero i'm sick and tired of idiots with poor self confidence and lacking in any spine looking fr commitment thinking having a partner in life would make them start growing one! kung gusto no magpa-alaga ng emotional and mental state niyo into maturity... get yourself a second mother(considering you'd probably have issues with your own) or yaya...

:boo:

pwamis di mi galit ok...

super hairy,

may smelly odor...

yellow or bad looking teeth...

joss stone cd- sarap pakinggan pang relax (and pang-kama rin)

faith of the fallen by terry goodkind.

never a bore to re-read.

share ko lang, almost a year ago...

April 17, 2004

Around one o’ clock in the afternoon...

Dear diary,

I’m totally confused right now. It’s been more than eight hours(???) since I last sent my text to Apple and I have been waiting for her reply since then.

Hindi ko alam kung anong ibig sabihin ng silence niya—is this goodbye, I feel the same way, or whatever.. I really don’t know. I couldn’t sleep—and every waking hour I spent in bed alone feels like a piece of my heart is slowly been torn away (while I’m still attatched to it).

Did she just fell asleep or did she choose to ignore responding to my message? Either way this seems to be the longest wait of my life. There I was clutching my cellphone in one hand, anticipating the sweet reciept of Apple’s text message while dreading the worst thing that could result from that reply.

My dilemma of sorts started a few hours just after the clock struck midnight earlier today, and I was chatting with my friend Apple through my cell. Normal kwentuhan lang naman between friends. I get to ask about her day and she ask me how was mine. I really consider her a close friend whom I am able to trust with my thoughts and feelings.

Apple and I don’t really do kind of thing regularly, most of the time we’re both busy kasi. She’s graduating this year and I’m a part-time employee, full-time student in my own school.

We even haven’t seen each other in a long, long while. Pero sobrang okay kami kung mag-usap, parehong open. We always had this connection between us, which I don’t really know how to explain in the first place.

I don’t know if this bond of familiarity between us is any way the reason why Apple decided to make a wise-aleck remark about my personality. Hindi naman ako naasar during that time, but I felt her comment was a little below the belt.

I told her about this, and she was a little confused about my reaction, but was apologetic.

Me: Why does it always hurt when stuff like that comes from people that u care about?

Apple: ...Me? You care about me?

Of course I care about you! My fingers totally tapped like crazy as I texted away my reply. Oh man! There’s so much I needed to say to her, so much to explain... but like to fool and coward I was, I didn’t. Buzz. There came Apple’s answer, to which I read:

Apple: ...I said I’m really sorry, wrong choice of words nga, eh. If you really know how much you mean to me. If you only knew how much I was never the same person the first time I met you...

I suddenly felt cold and unsure. Apple’s last message seems unable to register in my brain.

Here I lounging around in a sofa in the middle of the night, reading a message from my girl bestfriend who seemed to have spilled the beans on her true feelings for me.

I remember the silence of night creeping on me while I wait for someone to offer an idea what my reply should be. I’m no expert at this kind of things. I’ve always wonder why it’s so easy to dispense advise to other people, when it’s so hard to come up with advise that can help my own troubles.

My watch read quarter past 1 in the morning around that time, and I was totally alone—except for Apple, who’s probably waiting for my reaction to her sudden revelation.

I was unsure of how minutes has passed since I started staring at my phone’s display. I knew I had to give out a reply right away, or she might wrongly consider my silence as me insensitive to the feelings she had revealed. Worst, she might regard it as silent rejection of a very sincere, well-kept emotion.

So I totally have no choice but to resort to honesty, and tell her what I feel, too.

Me: I feel the same way too about you, Apple. You had me at hello.

I couldn’t find the right words to express my feelings at that time. I wanted to tell her how she had a place in my heart since the first time we met. I wanted to tell her that the passing months we spent chatting online, talking and reading e-mails has brought her closer to my heart. I also wanted to tell her how unsure I was of myself, and how I can’t seem to recover from the the pains of previous failed relationships that I tend to naturally shy away from starting a new one.

But all my cellphone’s text could allow is 150 characters, and my load’s a lot less than that same number in pesos. (Honestly, I would have run to the nearest round the clock convenience store just to exend my text/minutes... )

Thank God for Jerry Maguire for that one line.

It’s about 3 o’ clock in the afternoon right now. Yup, that long... I know I could choose to call her, or even send her a message again. But what should I tell her? Would she even accept the call? I’m afraid to confess that I’m more fearful about confronting the ugly truth of another rejection than the welcome relief of finally knowing how she took my last message positively.

And to think it has been an uneventful morning so far until up to this time.

I’ve spent the whole day playing in my head the exchange of text messages that happened during the wee hours of Saturday morning. It didn’t help I’ve got my phone in my hand and I can’t stop reading her last messages in my inbox. The lines “If you really know how much you mean to me...” and “I was never the same person the first time I met you...” kept playing over... and over... and over in my head.

How long does a guy have to wait to know a girl acknowledges his feeling of affection for her?

But all I could do is wonder and wait with great anxiety over her next reply.

~End of Entry April 2004~

(Signed) macx98

Thank you for the wonderful year you have given me my love.

what application(s) are associated with a 3gp file?

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macromedia.com has this cool tool so you can convert movies into 3gp files.

3gp files are nokia compatible movie files you can play in ur nokia phone...

pre, yung mga 3gp file puwede mo ma view gamit ang real player or quicktime player. download mo na lang sa download.com

 

may tanong po ulit ako. 

yung sister ko nag download ng DVD rip movie gamit ang bitcomet.

ngayon nung natapos na yung download, may 2 folder namely CD1 and CD2.  tapos nung binuksan ko yung folder CD1, aba, ang mga files eh ganito:

 

b-oc12a.r00

b-oc12a.r01

...

...

...

...

...

b-oc12a.r48

 

ang size ng bawat file ay 14MB.  meaning, chop chop/chunks siya.

sinubukan ko nga i play yung isang file e, di ma recognize ng mga players ko (windows media player, quicktime player, real player).

tingin ko maraming seremonyas to bago mapanood.  siguro i join muna mga files.  baka may nakakaalam po sa inyo.  anong software ba pang join ng mga files? saka anong player ang kailangan para mapanood yan, or kailangan ko i convert yan to an appropriate file (mpeg, wmv, etc.) para lang mapanood.  kindly help.  thanks in advance.

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pre naka RAR archives ung dvd file mo.

try to find the file na may extension *.RAR un ung unang file....

try WINRAR.com for a copy of the software to uncompress the whole stuff...(warning: u nid all the files pref. in a single folder for uncompression to work...)

old style rar extensions ung nakuha mong mga chunks of file....

kadalasan di na kci gnito ang extension ng RAR...

1) keys

2) cash

3) cellphone

4) watch

5) mint candies

Saan yang S2 channel na yan? Meron ba niyan sa Home cable?

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iv got paranaque cable kci.

may super sports 2 channel duun

kadalasan one week before palabas ung ppv,

tapos next sunday, sa sun main event sa channel nine

tapos kinabukasan sa usa channel(affiliate ng solar)

Yup I agree!

That's why, I think, Randy Orton should shift from RAW to SMACKDOWN!

Batista has taken over the SPOTLIGHT!

And, masyado ng crowded sa RAW!

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hell yeah!

parang wala akong nakikita sa solar na ipapalabas dito yung no way out..

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sa s2 channel meron, madalas advance pa nga

thanks for the love you have shown,

and the life you're sharing...

so that means we guys have to devise some "lifting" exercises for Jay-R. para sumama sa paglaki.

ayus yun, pati et**s, bato-bato. hehehehe.

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wala po muscles ung etits natin,

pero pede rin makatulong sa stamina...

anu sa tingin nio?

been using sata drives for my video editing team... okay naman cia... though factory installed ung mga drives kci galing pa ung mga pcs abroad

well smart and globe is collectively launching a complaint against

sun for their 24/7 promo... di naman kakagat smart dian...

what's sun's gonna do is fill their capacity of 10million subscribers (922-xxx-xxxx, thats 10 million sun numbers) tapos pull the plug sa kanilang 24/7 promo.

smart and globe can't match that kci naman they are having trouble finding the capacity to fill in demand, while sa sun mei space pa(so far). And besides they're earning Php200M a DAY, so why throw that waya right?

ung source ko former, deputy ntc commisioner.

so far, nagmamadali naman ung mga contractors ng sun to put up cellsites to fill the

large volume of simultaneous traffic through their networks. a friend of mine, a contractor putting

up sun cell sites all over luzon told me service improvements are scheduled for this summer.

mag basa ng libro

918

choose which station fits your budget:

 

station 1: class A establishments, dami personalities, in short expensive.

 

station 2: class B hotels & restaurants, tamang-tama sa budget, near d'mall.

 

station 3: class C mga restaurants & hotels, para sa short ang budget, malapit sa talipapa.

 

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try exploring the whole beach! i've tried both amenities(places t sleep, drink and eat) sa stn 2 and 3, not much difference sa quality...

ive tried eating sa talipapa... okay rin for that bario fiesta feel... 10 bodybuilders busog to the max.

When boiling pasta, some people put oil, some put salt, some both.

Which is the best way?

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the italian way is to put olive oil after u drain the water out of the pasta noodle

tapos gentle mix

logitech mouse

pa-add naman po ng address, price sa mga post...

thanks!

Can anyone help me? I recently purchased a 200GB SATA drive and I have it in my desktop. My problem is that the drive occassionally causes the system to freeze for a minute or two as it spins, making it difficult to use as well as copy files into from another system. Why does this happen? Thanks in advance!

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bad connection or u dont the proper drivers installed...

does ur sata drive encased in a mobile "pullout" casing?

maybe its not your sata drive but ur ram, coz when ram is inadequate windows uses the drive

as a memory like ram and this feature is normally on on first install of windows...

check out your cable connections as well.

also recommended, run diagnostics tool from ur hd manufacturer when available.

nope. walang scientific basis.

visual illusion lang yun. kasi kung mataba ka, ang size na nakikita is yung entire body bulk, most specially yung tyan. pag payat, parang ang liit lahat, kaya nag-standout yung si jay-r.

 

afaik, steroids lang nakakaliit.

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correct!

kci pag nag bubuhat ka, lahat ng mucles mo lalaki pwera na lang etits mo kci naman walang exercise para lumaki un ano..